still i dont care i see you everywhere
no matter how i try it ends up as a fail
so many attempts in place its really just a disgrace
and the world just keeps on spinning and spinning
do you think if we could start all over again 
if its just my fault then say it because 
its in my head its all ok
thats what they want you to think anyway

its my fault isnt it

bl33d

put my feelings in a safe
knowing that theyll never change
6 feet under in the grave
the end points is the same anyways

my feelings should just disappear forever

she doesnt care anymore
im not sure anymore

she doesnt care anymore

have you felt like leaving this little town 
lifes just a blessing all around until it fucks you over
maybe i should just be sober
do you think thyell remember after you die
the feeling that keeps me up at night
and i wonder to myself 
will i live today or die
rotting corpse on the floor where i lay
its all part of my doing anyway
what will they do when they hear this online
i know its my fault i died
i wanted to see her one more time
even if we cant be together
going mental for someone  
left dead murderous intent
what actions could lead to this
whats the point of being a narcissist
two dead two alive and i just wanna go cry
nothing i do anyway is toward life
i know i waste the oxygen
in this world that we all live in
attempts counting up like a nine to five
ill end up like them soon
maybe crashing is a fast way too ill try it with you

maybe crashing is a fast way too ill try it with you

 prod.laayz

this whole world is messy
i cant see the end of where i should be in life
its so confusing
a million stars outside and they are all so bright
and i tell you
what it means to feel like a loser
maybe lifes just not cut out for me at all
i should just be at home to regret it all

yea my life is a mess

and i just lost it

lost you ig. voice/vocal @goneforeversoon