gasping for air | Track 1/6
produced by @irselr w additional prod by me
written, performed, mixed & mastered by Micah Callari

[Verse 1]
Hush, I don’t care anymore
You wrung me out like a towel and I don’t care for it
No more of all your lies to keep me trapped
In your fucking spider web until all the strings have snapped

[Chorus]
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust

[Verse 2]
You would rather forget it ever happened
But I’ll never abandon all the thoughts I had (in the moment)
My first impressions changed, now we don’t see eye to eye
Now we’re just seeing ghosts (and you’re just ghosting me)

[Bridge]
Leave me for dead, I wouldn’t mind to
Never see you again, I’m fine to simply
Die alone in my bed, and let the scavengers
Avenge me post my death

[Chorus]
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust

[Outro]
7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust

7 dollar beverages {prod. irselr}

mixed by @1dgtl


i’m looking 4 u 
i don’t have a way out
putting myself down
i don’t wanna speak up
i have scars that i recut
filled with poison
there’s some pain that i reek of
cause of my choices
why do i break myself down
why can’t i call out for help?
i wallow in self doubt
water my grave now
walking on old ground
i do not know how

to get out of here
let’s get out of here
i’ll take myself out
i’ll take myself out

know you don’t want me 
my best is not good enough
shadows still haunt me 
and that’s y i’m giving up
that’s y i’m giving up
my best wasn’t good enough
my best wasn’t good enough
my best wasn’t good enough
for you
for you

how do i break this cycle
how do i take off my blindfold 
covered in spiders
i cannot survive here
pickup my rifle
i’m all alone here my thoughts suicidal 
bleed out my chest
there’s nothing left of me

know you don’t want me 
my best is not good enough
shadows still haunt me 
and that’s y i’m giving up
that’s y i’m giving up
my best wasn’t good enough
my best wasn’t good enough
good enough
my best wasn’t good enough 
4 u

my best wasn't good enough (moneo x isabel pine)

(Lyrics)

When I look inside the mirror 
I can see the tears in my eyes 
I think the message getting clearer 
That I’m broken down inside 
Why can’t I just have my life 
Why when I’m happy it don’t feel right 
It feels like I have nightmares every night 
Reminding me of who I was 

I sabotage everything that’s good 
Let go the past I wish I could 
Most of the time I’m sad I know it’s not good 
Why can’t I just have my life 
I wanna find the peace inside 
I know there a light in me that’s bright 
I know it’s gon keep me safe at night 

When I look inside the mirror 
I can see the tears in my eyes 
I think the message getting clearer 
That I’m broken down inside 
Why can’t I just have my life 
Why when I’m happy it don’t feel right 
It feels like I have nightmares every night 
Reminding me of who I was

Truth is I feel stupid
Gave my heart to people that I shouldn’t 
Doing things for them that I know they wouldn’t 
Wanna feel love in my heart don’t want it wooden 
Wanna walk with a smile don’t wanna feel dark 
So I’m doing my best to follow my heart 
One thing I don’t want is falling apart

tears in my eye's (recycle bin & jolst)

Guitar by Artisama

Fly from Chicago to the Moon (And take everything)
With it you don't know what I'd do (I'd take everything)
I'm quiet cause my heart is broken (I hide everything)
September, your feelings well-spoken (Everything)

I am afraid, I am afraid of
Breaking the wake, breaking the wake of

Blue (Love)
Taking (I am, I am, I am, I am)
Still (Love)
I feel (I am, I am, I am, I am)

Fearful, fear (Don't stop me)
Fearful, fear (Unlucky)
You (Unlucky, unlucky)

Wish I could take it all back
Wish I could take it all back
Wish I could take it all back
Wish I could take it all back, Wish

Porcelain leaking from my arms, I wish that I could just speak up, but I feel no remorse in the slightest
Breaking my limbs over and over again, I can't wait till you can just finally be fucking quiet
(Fuck this face) I give up, I give up 
Not doing this anymore
(Fuck this place) Blue makeup, blue makeup
Cry while I lay on the floor

Felt Something Else

NOT SURE EVER

taste

produced by veshawn / bvlgaribands  


Lookin at these ghosts
I jus walk on by
going thru the motions
I done crossed all time
She think that we close but we jus talk online
Smokin goopy
 jaded in the dark all night 

Bottom of ocean where I’ll toss my line
Reeling in the moments tryna snatch my lies
Hit me with a potion come and doxx my mind
Feugo in the forest, come and douse my eyes.
—————-

Tryna keep my balance
Bruh I’m barely rowin

These waters all uncharted
Don’t know where we goin

Y’all quick to pointin fingers
But u Barely stow it

Lookin for the needle
Feel like Demi on it

—————

100 on the speedo
Spend like 50 on the
Fit

Ride in El Caminos
Steady mobbin thru the
Most

All my strong be potent
I been longin for a 
Hit

Shootin like a 
Western 
Bitch I’m aimin from the 
Hip

Why u fw him?

Tryna catch a feeling
Sometimes I can’t get a 
Grip

I don’t see no replacements
Baby can I get a 
Lift?


I wish
I wish


——— hook again:

verse 2:

i’ll confess 
been lost without my friend 

w smokey through the stress
i pop out then regress 

still move with dyin horses
liked i lined that shit with ket

boney i’m a fossil
i been jolly off this M 

barely fit description
keep it short unlike a JNCO
quit acting like you with it
yont know shit about my skin tone
lately been head-ridden
i aint fw thèse bimbos
bless em in my spirit 
chest smelllin like a temple

down just like a benzo 
sketchy like a pencil/soul
ridin round this ricey whip
shit boxy like a bento
strung out off the hemp roll
R.I.P to lentils 
pull up to my ends hell ye
baby keep the tempo

askin for thé story
yont know where tf i been bro

act like you gon hold me
cus m’y pockets wide, i been broke

wrapped around w shells of me
i tote that shit akimbo

coping— it’s a thing
burn my threads out like a spindle

doxx my mind [p. bvlgaribands]

Walter w/ Elk (Saeyxng)

be with you (original / VIP version)

Zion!

the beat is from a midwxst song called trying someone sent me this and i js made a remix

tears in my eye's (recycle bin & jolst)

G-on King