thank you to everyone that had a hand in this and for everyone who has been listening and showing support. I didnt know what to put for the genre since its a bunch of different ones so i chose pop idffk lol.

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fuck your feelings i need this more than ever II

spotify

fuck your feelings i need this more than ever II [p. 1wayza]

something quiet - i never asked for this / fall through

lil skele - no seatbelt (prod. 8ROKEBOY)

i feel hypocritical 
ive been hanging out at bars a lot
its kinda cool but i hate to think about it cause its fucked up
the fact that i actually kinda find it fun
its like a trampoline for when you feel down
i understand the appeal now 
sing along to the songs that you love
and im zoned out 
for right now i guess its what lifes all about 


i give it a week before im over it 
why the fuck am i here?  dont have money to spend
theres a girl looking at me and i need her to fucking stop, honestly. 
i really hope i dont wake up tomorrow 
cause i dont know how much more i can handle of this problem 
i hope you know that im not having fun at all
id rather be anywhere but here now 
where’s my trampoline? 
bitch i feel down
feel it everywhere 
so i dont think i deserve to go anywhere 
everything you said makes sense now
you had your reasons to peace out 
and i get it 
i just really wish that youd never said it

trampoline (prod. pekarot)

prod raspo
mixed/mastered by getbetter

Lyrics:

rend it apart, i guess we'll move on now
i feel psychosis taking root in the scars you left
open hearts bleed courtesy of the knife 
i see my angel's wings shedding feathers in the moonlit night, okay i'm not alright

i want you to hold me tight

cause the life that i breathe through these chapped lips of mine, 
won't ever be cause enough for me to not lie 
oh and god saw you break my heart again
and i swear to him you wont get away with it
oh i was there when nobody else was, and i saw the darkness in those stale bones

oh it's clear to me, that you'll discard our history
throwing up blood as my esophagus wears down
oh the pills they saved me but the pills they hate me
twice i've met the reaper why wont he take me

you were perfect to me in everything that you do
well then i took the medicine, and i know what you did
baby you twisted my words so you could carve upon my skin
and i hate to admit it but on this liquor i depend
your soul i would defend if you were ever in need

inaction forms these complacent thoughts of mine
vertebrae collapse when i try to carry the weight
my love for you predates the day we met

i relapsed i was jus tryna see you
i ruined my life while tryna wait for you
i wish i could torch the feelings and demolish the view

fuck the excuse its always somethin new
i'm so tired i could go comatose
honestly preferable to tying the noose

cause i just wanna slip away
please don't hear this and tell me i'll be okay

tenseiga_ (raspo)

produced by @kingtheta

[@lottaheart]
used to think you were the best damn part of me
now i see who you are and its so hard for me
to believe you could do me so horribly
after everything, you saw the heart in me

but i guess that wasn't true
now i don't know what to do
i was falling hard for you,
you were out with someone new
while i working away
to get you out that place
the place that you hate
you were hiding your faces
its outrageous
the way you faked this
and left me vacant

[@xobroken]
where are you?
i need to see you one last time before you go
i just need to let you know im vulnerable
because you fake all the emotions you show

but i cant do it the same
run away from the other pain that we face
be yourself, lately im too blame
is it really me or is it you that you hate?
baby what you saying?
telling me she loves me, i know that she's faking
lying to my face and i just cant take it
feeling out of place, got too many things changing

[@lottaheart]
used to think you were the best damn part of me
now i see who you are and its so hard for me
to believe you could do me so horribly
after everything, you saw the heart in me

bestpartofme w/ xobroken [king theta]

[not home.]
Oversized t shirts
Ripped blue jeans
The moonlight follows
Under dark grey trees
I’ll be gone by tommorow
Smoke staining my teeth
My insides rotting
From the emotion underneath
She loves when i smile
She hates when i breathe
Baby i get it
It’s hard to love me

[skele]
Is it hard for you
To love me?
Begging you please
Don’t leave
Is it too much
To let me breathe?
Empty bottles
Cold sheets

gone

not home. - gone w skele

produced by the goat @nevrfall

lyrics:

i’m looking at the sky
then i’m looking at my bed
haven’t gone outside
and honestly i rlly don’t care
it’s rlly pissing me off 
how u think that i’m unfair
ur being naive
honestly it’s a lot to bear 

ITS RLLY BOTHERING ME
THAT U THINK IM EVIL
OH UR ONE TO TALK
UR SUCH A DIRTY WHORE
I TOLD MY LITTLE BRO DONT OPEN THAT DOOR
SHE HAS A PRETTY FACE BUT GOD SHES A WHORE
UR BEGGING IN UR SLEEP
OH MY GOD UR UNREAL
I SCREAM INTO THE MIC
CUS I GOT A LOT TO SPILL
THEY DONT KNOW WHAT I TALK ABOUT
THEY THINK ITS A FIB
AND ALL MY FRIENDS THEY LACK HONESTY
I DONT RLLY CARE

i’ve been going thru a lot
for a long time
and they don’t even know
they don’t even care to ask
and god it hurts me so much
when i talk about my past
but i have to, give context 
i got tonics, in my stomach
it’s rlly burning, i gotta thug it out
the voices haunting me
they’re calling me
to escape 
they wanna get out

u say ur with ur friend (withur friend)
it’s been hurting (hurting)
my depression (depression)
i’ll take medicine (medicine)
look at my bed again
i don’t wanna go outside 
it’s the fourth time
oh my god its bed rot 
i don’t wanna leave, but i got to
it’s rlly killing me
i don’t know what to do 

UR SUCH A LITTLE PRICK
I WOULD SAY IT TO UR FACE
AND HOW WOULD UR DAD KNOW
HE RAISED A DISGRACE
HEY COME TALK TO ME
I GOT A LOT TO SAY
I FUCKING HATE U
AND EVERYTHING U BRING
i can’t lie u changed me
for the worst and baby i’m not the same
i can’t lie u changed me
and i’m not the same tristin

ur so naive (p. nevrfall)

room23
prod me:)

a small ep i made a while ago that i've always enjoyed and i wanted to share with you. thank you for listening and i hope you enjoy!!<3

stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/61UDJucnEc2sYoFtazVc0v?si=tWTbMcjTQje-8e54gdML1A


antidote

lyrics:

I been all alone, really need you now
You ain't picking up the phone, got me all stressed out
Only see you when it snow but it's summer now
Imma take a melatonin and go lie down
Damn I really hate to say that I need you
She been out at his wearing clothes that are see through
I don't wanna go but I need to
Offer you the globe but it never seems to please you

Can we run it back?
I'd be lying if I said that I don't want it bad
Constantly in my feelings, you don't feel a thing bout all of that
I would send a DM but I know that you won't open that
Back and forth, there we go
What is that? I don't know
Goin ghost, seems she always on the road
Never home, never sure
Bite my tongue, better watch my words
Buy her a bag, I buy her a purse
And she say that I'm the worst
She's in my system
And I don't know how to react
Bring me the antidote
Give me myself back
She's in my system
And I don't know how to react
Bring me the antidote
Give me myself back

I been all alone, really need you now
You ain't picking up the phone, got me all stressed out
Only see you when it snow but it's summer now
Imma take a melatonin and go lie down
Damn I really hate to say that I need you
She been out at his wearing clothes that are see through
I don't wanna go but I need to
Offer you the globe but it never seems to please you

antidote

SOLEIL MINUIT [BONUS]

Our first ep...Took alil over a month...But we always on the grind...I MAKE BEATS AND MASTER

REST OF MY LIFE FEAT. Dr3wBoY

if i posted your song and you want me to take it down, dm me

something quiet - i never asked for this / fall through

/vomit