I Was All Alone  (jabarionthebeat)

1st @user-411557229 | 2nd @emptychest | 3rd @kuriositylol | 4th @northshoremusic
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Losing You w/ The North Shore, emptychest, kuriosity & residential. [+ Jolst]

nevermadeithome:

I don't even know what's happening 
your words come down like avalanche 
and I swear your tears hurt me more than you know 
and I'll be on my walk again covered in snow

I'm just a fuck up
for some reason you still find love in me
i guess its tough love
because I'm trying to figure out what you see in me 

I'm still waiting 
waiting waiting waiting 

I'm still waiting 
waiting waiting waiting 

areuhappy w me? cuz i kinda hate myself 
I cant communicate the right way, what I'm tryna say 
what I'm tryna say yeah
what I'm tryna say yeah
what I'm tryna say yeah
what I'm what I'm tryna say


sendflowrs:

can’t you hear what I'm tryna say
i buy a gem i fell in love with the finer things
and you won’t ever see my face at the pearly gates
love, it’s a funny thing
so I'm smokin on that gas till it go away 

like can you go away, no
I cannot hear a thing, woah
all this noise my darlin 
I don’t think ur listening, no
that song it curses me 
and I can hear you whistling, woah
swear that she’s a god at this
but I won’t ever say a thing, no

Spotify

are you, happy? w/ sendflowrs (irby & jolst)

I'll Take that as a No. Lyrics

I've been stuck in my bed;
You've been stuck in my head.
I would rather be dead than to be left on read
~
Yes your lies have hypnotized me now I'm all alone
No one calls my phone
My heart turned to stone
Nothing left, was victimized. Girl you're all I've known
Left me broken boned;
Had to pack a cone
So I just hit her up late in the night and I ask her if she feels the same;
I'll take that as a no
Burn all the letters you wrote
Tears falling down as I stare at the smoke
Used to talk every night, now you a ghost
I'm stuck by myself, mental health going toast
Head staying afloat with every new note
I'm high off the music, without it I'd choke
~
Can't you hear me?
The air is thin in here I'm barely breathing
Smoke fill up my lungs, I start dreaming
I'm so numb inside got no feeling.

Produced by Reske & Weepings
Mixed by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Cover art by Jack Cox & Weepings

I'll Take that as a No.

something quiet - if it's really what you want...

prod. clear purple x maybe
@clearpurple

fuck on my lip wit a blunt
and baby u roll when i cut 
like why do you think im luv
shit is rough
muddy cup fillin sludge
fuckers call me they brother
barely know you that much

know i come off codependent 
i just want love and let in
break this soul i’d let you dead it
said home is where ur headed
i feel like i’ve never met it
still slitting paths of velvet
picture frame with shattered lessons
got me second guessing everybody, patterns second
after life come death, well i dont think that i accept it
just a coward little bastard, fearing countless changes 
with how im climbing them you’d think my mind is fucking everest
and even if i kill myself im sorry honest
shizu never wanted problems, but my songs adore it
so this leaking heart can bleed throughout the art its forming
take a breath, to telling everyone ur living for it
have mercy on me

fuck on my lip wit a blunt
and baby u roll when i cut 
like why do you think im luv
shit is rough
muddy cup fillin sludge
fuckers call me they brother
barely know you that much

follow spotify!

sludge (clear purple)

lights in the dark
feeling sick when you talk
was it easy to know?
is it easy to walk?
i feel weightless
gather dust in the basement

pressed in your clothes
act like nobody knows
that you made it to august to wake up alone
as its breaking
haven't spoke in the days since

i've been cautious and sober
he died in october 
he said that hes fine 
now the lights flicker slowly in bayview
couldn't face that they made you

i could finish early it could get so cold
raining in the summer and it takes me home
felt it more than life and how'd i let you go?
let you go

and the light doesn't know that im still here
but i'd rather take it away
and everythings all so familiar 
and i've not a thing left to say yet
better than watching
better than watching you pretend

Familiar

[Intro]
(Beam me up Scotty)

[Chorus]
Ayy, changes you made to me
Yeah, that's irreversible
No, why you afraid of me
Yeah, I think you're beautiful
Ooh, chaining the celery
Yeah, that's irreversible
No, why you afraid of me (Why)
Yeah, I'm not that powerful
Ayy, changes you made to me
Yeah, that's irreversible
No, why you afraid of me
Yeah, I think you're beautiful
Ooh, chaining the celery
Yeah, that's irreversible
No, why you afraid of me (Why)
Yeah, I’m not that powerful

[Verse 1]
Woah
Energy release
It’s purely emotional, you made it physical
Never talk sheep, never talk scheme, never talk we
Never talk ‘bout me
It’s all about you
All about who fucking who
And a lot of our time
Really your time
Talkin’ bout blue
Look at my life boo hoo
Well I been lookin’ at it
Look at your life again
'Cause I'm in there too
You just gotta get past you
Gotta look deep, gotta go through
All the DM and the voicemail
So you could see me right here in front of your vision, it’s cool
I’m easy to miss, so I’m told, yeah
I’m easy to block out of view, ayy
Easy to block, uh
Red lips with the peach taste
Black jeans with the shoelace belt (Ayy)
Rubbin’ on ‘em got ‘em red face (No)
No waste for the love he felt
Pick love for the G string well
Chose wrong now it hurt deep down
Heartbreak gonna curve his health
No waste for the love he felt, cold ass hell

[Chorus]
Ayy, changes you made to me
Yeah, that's irreversible
No, why you afraid of me
Yeah, I think you're beautiful
Ooh, chaining the celery
Yeah, that's irreversible
No, why you afraid of me (Why)
Yeah, I’m not that powerful
Ayy, changes you made to me
Yeah, that's irreversible
No, why you afraid of me
Yeah, I think you're beautiful
Ooh, chaining the celery
Yeah, that's irreversible
No, why you afraid of me (Why)
Yeah, I’m not that powerful

[Verse 2]
Hey
Time is up, ayy
Give it up
Triple coffee cup
I’m throwing up (Burp)
Truly boot cut
Polo pony stuck in mud
Ashy from the bud
Spongey spitting out my blood
Man, I'm more than just the suds
Down the blue to power up
Blowing powder off the dash
OG said it just to dust
If you smelling lines, I’ll be asking you to cut
No more snow that man is geeked
All my boys prefer that run
Remember when you joined me
Remember when you used to crack it slowly (Crack)
Remember you would out smoke me
3 grams in the blunt, no kobe (Shoot)

[Bridge]
(Woah, woah, woah, woah)
3 grams in the blunt, no kobe (No kobe)
Now you don’t even know me (Ayy)
(Now you don’t even know me, yeah)

[Chorus]
Ayy, changes you made to me
Yeah, that's irreversible
No, why you afraid of me
Yeah, I think you're beautiful
Ooh, chaining the celery
Yeah, that's irreversible
No, why you afraid of me (Why)
Yeah, I’m not that powerful
Ayy, changes you made to me
Yeah, that's irreversible
No, why you afraid of me
Yeah, I think you're beautiful
Ooh, chaining the celery
Yeah, that's irreversible
No, why you afraid of me (Why)
Yeah, I’m not that powerful

9TAILS - irreversible (prod. scottysplash)

taylor morgan made the original beat and the synth is sampled at the end, all credit to him!!

eaturheartout (version 2)

9TAILS - petrified (prod. nayz)

produced by samashi
featuring sewerperson

[Verse 1]
It’s getting harder breathe
I know you won’t stay here with me
Let me just die in your company 
The feeling of love is deceased 
And I can’t keep doing this shit
I keep lying to myself the feeling won’t dip
It just splits me in two 
Every seconds of you
I keep thinking of you
Can’t stop thinking of you

[Bridge]
Tell me where you wanna go 
Yeah I can take it slow
Girl just let me know
Yeah girl just let me know
Girl just let me know
I can take it slow
Girl just let me know

[Chorus]
Can you keep me talking I been up all night
I can hear them sing and I can see the light
Fall asleep on the call
Please just catch me fore I crash and fall

[Verse 2 - sewerperson]
catch me for i fall
down by city hall
rollin up
service alcohol
bottle waterfall
they aint purchase
i spent all this time preparing for the night now its curtains
why she think im worth it
honestly i dont deserve it
i just got back in town
i just came back around
now she all different
i dont wanna lead you on
i cannot hold you down
she say its like business
i cannot break these locks
she just gon keep me round
this is my prison
quiet gon bring me peace
close my eyes im free
lately im losing my vision

[Chorus]
Can you keep me talking I been up all night
I can hear them sing and I can see the light
Fall asleep on the call
Please just catch me fore’ I crash and fall

stream!

crash and fall (feat. sewerperson) [prod. samashi]

if i posted your song and you want me to take it down, dm me

something quiet - if it's really what you want...

/vomit