alaska you NEVER MISS EVER this makes me cry so hard

p. Alaska Sargent, Azalea Bettigole (Shifting Perspectives / @azaleabettigole), Aero Pathrose (a.pathrose / @apathrose)
gtr. Julian Schessel (@dwarfwave and @smollbi)
pno. Tristan Valenti (monikrr / @monikrr)
drm. Alaska Sargent, Azalea Bettigole (Shifting Perpsectives / @azaleabettigole)

lyrics: https://genius.com/Alaska-sargent-au-contraire-lyrics

AU CONTRAIRE

callbacks aren't for another week, dude.

(featuring @monikrr)

written by self discovery & monikrr
produced by self discovery
mixed & mastered by self discovery

// lyrics

[self discovery]
can you give me a second again
i don't want to know everything you say you did
i don't need to know anything you think you meant
i just need you to leave me alone
can you give me a second, a minute
to gather my self confidence again
it's more than anything you ever meant
but it sounds like you weren't listening to what i said

cause i don't wanna hear about your
wasted weekends, the time you spent
the bottles, or the bends
i said "i'm over it now"
you start to choke on your smile
i know i've evened it out
now i'm sitting here wasting my spring break
you're steady looking for the things you can say you'd change
to make me look back fondly
and say "i want it"
and make me fall apart
i'm sorry, but i can't play the part
you want me to

[monikrr]
i’m done walking on eggshells
it’s just another reason you bring me hell
you said i put it all into someone else
but honestly i’d fucking kill myself
if i did this over again
i don’t care what you want
but you get to my head
spent the last few weeks tryna cut the thread
but you didn’t even listen to me when i said,

[self discovery]
that i don't wanna hear about your
wasted weekends, the time you spent
the bottles, or the bends
i said "i'm over it now"
you start to choke on your smile
i know i've evened it out
now i'm sitting here wasting my spring break
you're steady looking for the things you can say you'd change
to make me look back fondly
and say "i want it"
and make me fall apart
i'm sorry, but i can't play the part
you want me to, oh

rips in the bottom of
bridges you built
on the second worst night
i decided to live
with a shard in my hand
and a shoulder to cry for
i'm slamming my head
into patterns that we forged
to crack at my skull
as to crack at your ego
to catch both your eyes
pay attention with ears closed

cause i'm done playin' the part you want
you want me to

understudy ! (feat. monikrr)

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i made this track in norway

this is never ever going to be finished properly by the way i just rushed the ending to get something up on my birthday

my advice: stop listening after 1:32

thanks for 400! ^^

lil flip of https://soundcloud.com/charlixcx/claws?si=eed8bfb02c47402ca05c67fbf97c1f5b&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

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@hundaes & @jukaamusic

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