I disappear into the forest when the noise gets too loud. I crave something to fill the void, 
yet I guard my heart like a sacred room. 
The contradiction pulls me apart…
lost in the mist, wanting to be found, refusing to be touched.

So I sit on the damp green floor, bugs crawling, deer shit nearby, my synth glowing in my lap. The light of my computer flickers across my face as the forest breathes around me.

This is where the music forms: in the tension between isolation and longing, in the quiet chaos only the dark can hold.
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Thanks to my new friends, that I got in dublin, that wanted to be a part of this EP 🖤💸🐾🎀

Shoutout 
@user-258471358 –> consommateur
@felyx1
@spellscasted
@skatterxoxo

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Enjoy <3

SacredHeart

Prod. @gothcsh

Shoutout consommateur --> @user-258471358
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Lyrics  Verse 1 (Alina)
It’s all gone…  
You acted —  
White wine,  hold me tight 
 But now you left me  
 Let me go

Verse 2 (Matty)
Club soda,  never showed ya  
Things I did for you 
 I’d die for you,  
I cried for you  
Sacrificed for you

Pre-Chorus (Alina)
You killed the way 
 I saw your eyes

Chorus (Matty)
Falling asleep in your arms
 Send the alarms, call the cops  
Walk with me, talk to me  
The way you feel it  
Really means it all 

Outro (Matty)
Long lost romance   
Lost romance

Lost Romance w/consommateur [prod.gothcsh]

prod. @felyx1
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Lyrics:

Verse 1
We go into the night  
Until we kiss goodbye
  I fall into the night  
So we kiss goodbye
But now you left me  
Like everything else important

Chorus
You could never care for me  And love me till infinity  I can't sleep  Until I start to cry
You held my heart, then you dropped it  I never felt apart till I met you  It was never meant to be   Yeah, I didn’t know

Verse 2
What was I supposed to do?  Baby, you killed my soul  Now kiss me through the phone  You admitted that I  Was the one for you

Bridge
You held my heart,  then you dropped it  I never felt apart till I met you  What was I supposed to do? 

Final Chorus / Outro
 I cannot  sleep without you
Hold me like you always did 
It was all a lie  
I will never 
 Need another you…

Heartless [prod.felyx]

Prod. @Spellscasted

Verse 1
What am I supposed to do?
I don’t feel nothing
 I wanna hold you tight
 Let it bleed… 
Do you wanna keep an eye on me?

I didn’t even know 
Why I killed you

Chorus
I don’t feel nothing 
I don’t feel nothing
 Now I’m-- gonna ..fall!

Verse 2
What am I supposed to do?
I don’t feel you
 Can I- kill you 
The way I… 
I know that you…

Bridge / Outro
What am I…

Feral Behaviour [prod.spellscasted]

Prod. @scatterxoxo
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Verse 1
Too high, yeah I feel it Hate me, but you play me on your headphones — I can hear it Too messed up in the whip, I ain’t steering Say I’m out, I messed up, now it’s time to start the healing

Would you let me know if it’s been changed? Cuz it’s hurting me slow And you feeling fake, I don’t know if this for show Yeah, you got a mask on, acting on the low

Chorus
Would you let me know if it’s been changed? Cuz it’s hurting me slow Trapped, I don’t know where to go Getting frostbite out in the cold

Verse 2
I never let it go I always called your name It’s all busy now, I cannot see you

I feel out of place I still need your love I’m running out of time

Bridge
Too bright, I cannot see I got blinded…

November Frostbite w/ Skatter [prod. Skatter]

Intro – twilight [prod.gothcsh]

music is the only reason why I’m staying