pruhdooced by me :)
featuring @kennedysucks

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/0yM8h5YT5bOeA7f2Nwldki?si=29a448cbef644a97

Lyrics:
It's gon be hard to pack up tomorrow
You let me starve and then you break all the bottles
I know the truth that you
Lost all you borrowed
I know that
You know that
And it gets twice hard when you go the distance
You scrape my knees
And let em bleed no assistance
You froze like twice ice
Extorted my wide eyes
It's time someone else pays the price

Just take my soul and 
Go to hell with it
Who are you to tell me
I'm the one needs medicine
Spring left me with splinters
Now we split up
My mind severing
If he griefing 
I won't let him win
I'll restart from scratch
Won't turn my back
I can't trust anything
Just take my soul and 
Go to hell
Deaden my mind (heavily)
The dagger in my back
Is too deep
Can't use medicine
Fuckboy griefing 
I won't let him win
I knew that it was eminent
Don't want to turn around to
See who did it
My mind severing
My mind sever-
My mind severing

Cause now there's evidence that
Everything I knew is just a lie
But I'm no pessimist
This glass ain't half empty
It's fuckin dry
I don't take medicine
Cause last time I did it
I almost died
I'm a testament that things won't get better
If you don't try
Cause I got too much in my head 
And too much on my plate
But I'm still moving forward
I push away all my friend and 
My whole family ditched me
There's nobody left in my corner
It's getting this bad at the same time
At the same time
I'm my biggest supporter
Everyday I wear a fake smile 
But they can't tell 
Cause I'm a decent performer

Just take my soul and 
Go to hell with it
Who are you to tell me
I'm the one needs medicine
Spring left me with splinters
Now we split up
My mind severing
If he griefing 
I won't let him win
I'll restart from scratch
Won't turn my back
I can't trust anything
Just take my soul and 
Go to hell
Deaden my mind (heavily)
The dagger in my back
Is too deep
Can't use medicine
Fuckboy griefing 
I won't let him win
I knew that it was eminent
Don't want to turn around to
See who did it
My mind severing
My mind sever-
My mind severing
My mind severing
My my my mind severing
My mind severing
My my my mind sever- 
My mind

Severing (feat. kennedyxoxo)

feat. @chiefjuno
prod Oh well. & @thrmls

lyrics: 

I just get mad at me
10 thousand hours of regret
I do it masterfully
I'm overloaded but I'm drained 
Just like a battery
And all my problems
They get worse at night like after three

Man I hate this feeling
It's hard to describe
Living in a box
No one can see me like a mime
Nothing I do is good enough 
I'm never satisfied
And the more I think about it
Then the less I wanna try
Man I hate wading
Lost in the ocean with no one to save me
Try to paint a picture but 
I'm too nice so no shading
All give and no take so
My magic is fading
Tried to build a bridge 
But my legs were shaking

I'm so scared of 
Shit that isn't there
It's getting hard to handle
But I can't pretend
We're just friends
It doesn't make sense 
For me to be your man though
Like can we just be honest
Do you really expect me to solve this
I've been up all night
I'm nauseous
It's never gonna work out 
I called it
She feels so unseen
Dropped out of school
Low self esteem
Taking different kinda pills all for the dopamine
She's been waiting all her life to take it out on me

Man I hate this feeling
It's hard to describe
Living in a box
No one can see me like a mime
Nothing I do is good enough 
I'm never satisfied
And the more I think about it
Then the less I wanna try
Man I hate wading
Lost in the ocean with no one to save me
Try to paint a picture but 
I'm too nice so no shading
All give and no take so
My magic is fading
Tried to build a bridge 
But my legs were shaking

I guess this is all that's left of me
Hate to admit it I got jealousy
Cause I don't really have a legacy
I probably need therapy

This feeling is too hard to describe
Living in a box
No one sees you like a mime
That's why I'm always late when I arrive
The more I think about it then the less I wanna
Try

hard2describe (feat. juno)

BA$$

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I’m Gothphiliac, an artist blending emotion, rawness, and cinematic energy. Inspired by Juice WRLD, XXXTentacion, and Lil Peep, my sound crosses between passion and pain, never staying in one lane. I mix and record everything myself.

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Gothphiliac

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