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i still care about you.

life

The Upload

Chill Shit

vocals - @nothingnowheremusic
prod - 003


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nothing,nowhere - tough luck (VAGUE003 remix)

Remixed Sample: the story so far - navy blue

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I walked her home, for the last time

dreams in my head (anika moa cover)

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very soon

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revealing hope (ft. Lil Lotus)

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'BITTER BLUE'

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And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

And thought i was right for too long
Now its time to face it
I can feel it inside of my bones
And its so hard to shake it
And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

Run Home (Prod. nothing,nowhere.)

@lilhappylilsad @imsoalone

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i go my own way will u still stay
if i ever have to go will u let me
switchin lanes, if i fall will u help me

you is always on my mind cant believe it
how i tried to make u mine and i reached it
and im still getting high cause i need it
on the surface i am fine, whats beneath it

am i dreaming, girl whats our reason
i try to find myself in here like girl whats my meaning
feel like im sleeping, get low from my feelings
get high to relieve it, i fly and im leaving

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i find my own lane will u still stay
im beaten down, and i cry i cant feel shit
then i look into ur eyes and i feel it

u remind me of the good times, u remind me how i used to feel
u get me ridin on some good vibes, u remind me how it used to be
u remind me of the good times shawty give me good vibes bitch is real
u put me in a good mind, shawty give me good highs and its all surreal

no name w/ solonely (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@lilhappylilsad

i know i did before but i dont fuckin love you no more
you made me hate myself girl did you love me at all
i tried to kill myself girl you wouldnt pick up my calls
i know you knew what i was doin but u wanted me gone

i dont care cause someone else is fuckin waiting for me
she got everything you dont she is all that i need
see me smile see me rollin see me smoking my weed
cant believe i wasted time cause now im starting to heal

ever since u fuckin left ive been moving my ways
makin music everyday helps me handle the pain
makin music everyday is a highway to fame
i dont chase but i want it girl remember my name

ill be one of them
youll never see me girl again
if i dont kill myself
the scene is mine girl my revenge

my revenge (prod. lilhappylilsad)

beatstars.com/tothegood - beats

tothegood - "out of mind"
released on 27.05.2017
@familypet
free download: bit.ly/2qt1NyR
bandcamp: bit.ly/2qZktJW
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apple.co/2Ab3U3e

lyrics:

familypet

Goodbye old friend
it looks like the end
You've been holdin on
Don't want you to be strong
Don't be afraid to heal
I just wish this wasn't real

I miss you
God I miss you

I remember the morning walks through the snow
The ground so cold, so I carried you home
I just can't let go

Goodbye old friend
it looks like the end
You've been holdin on
Don't want you to be strong
Don't be afraid to heal
I just wish this wasn't real

I miss you
God I miss you

As your life runs dry right in front of my eyes
I try to hold you tight
It'll be alright
'Cause it's just too hard to say goodbye

'cause it's just too hard

out of mind

all dogs go to heaven (feat. familypet)

so long, goodbye (ft. Lil Lotus)

You Know It All [Prod By. nothing,nowhere.]

Ready Yet

Ready Yet (San Holo Remix)

I do not own the original song, I only have edited the song to my own liking for others to listen and enjoy the music.

If it needs to be taken down please contact me appropriately.

[Lyrics]
I can't scream my thoughts
Like I used to
These walls in this apartment
Are too thin
Remember those nights
In New England
Didn't take long for me to miss my home

And I can't cope
With the fact that I'm alone
Or the fact that I can't unwind
These four walls
Are closing in
I've never felt so small

nothing,nowhere. - walls (unreleased song) slowed

VEX

Mixed & Mastered by:
@distancedecay & @andrewfusca

shout out noisey

https://noisey.vice.com/en_us/article/wj7vdy/lil-west-interview-profile-vex-ok-nothing-nowhere

https://noisey.vice.com/en_us/article/evqyzp/lil-west-best-songs-stream

O.K. (ft. nothing,nowhere.) [Prod By. Distance Decay]

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//多分いつか//

lyrics
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baby maybe you could come my way
if you want to you could always stay
it's not like you just to walk away
treat it like it's just another day 
pick up my phone
twitter i'm scrollin' all day i'm alone
walkin' outside
get in the whip & i drive on my own
saw the cd
spirals drawn on it you made it for me
cry by track three
grabbin' my pen & i puff till i'm free

truth be told i lost control a year ain't nothin' changed
you could be my everything just come back for a day
truth is that i love you so but lost you on the way
you cracked the door i swear you swore that things would never change
mortified by what's inside the demons in my range
grip my head pronounce me dead i'm turning in my grave
said goodbye i held you tight the night you drove away
no one ever told me that i'd never be okay

(travel your mind you'll see what i)

music video

someday

a rendition of hearts burst into fire by bullet for my valentine

hearts burst into fire

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ＤＥＳＴＲＯＹ　ＥＡＣＨ　ＯＴＨＥＲ？

//私たちは病気です//

tysm to @jvbeats666 for creating this beauty with me
go show him some luv 

lyrics
--------
whiskey pour another cup
nothing like the feeling of getting so fucked up
off the last lost breath of a lover that you once
had but she ran with a man much better than yourself
i think i need help
i think i can touch the sky & grip orion's belt
taking off my vans full of sand and some shells
heaven ain't the place for me but i can hear the bells

they say that an angel is self defined 
so when i describe
the girl that lost her mind
the sky will probably cry
but the rain won't mind
if you cry too
feel alive when the sky makes the clouds move
raindrops fall but i fall harder 
light reflects off the water in the harbor
i don't care to compare what i'm told
to what i believe cause i'm still all alone


i've been tryna get back home
but i don't know which road
to take before i can awake from this nightmare
i'm cold
all alone
got the wind straight blowin' in my face i can feel it in my bones
if i smoke
will the clouds lift my body from this place cause i don't feel at home

what's a home without a lover
what's a road without another
how did we destroy each other
how did we destroy each other

follow jay vee

all alone (prod. jay vee)

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//私は理由を知らない//

lyrics
--------
you see now
i get it
my heart is in your hands
and if i move too quickly
a broken hearts my plan
a fever don't sweat it
i know love is hard to grasp
sincerely the poison 
that's swirling in your glass

i could probably stand
if i tried to love again
if i tried to live out my life
and i could probably stand 
if i had another chance
if i close the curtains & dim the lights

but i heard it gets easier 
and the leaves fall but they don't hurt
when the winter hits i'll probably die inside
but that's okay that's okay that's alright
that's okay that's okay that's alright
that's okay that's okay that's alright
i don't really mind
cause death is just an obstacle that i'll probably survive

(i know it's all in my head)

i still have your sweatshirt
yeah you left it here last week
and it's gray with the blue text
of the college that you seek
i'll take you wherever
it is you wanna be
and we'll crash in my bedroom
although you're no good for me

i never know why
my love is blind
hand me the scissors
i'll cut out my eyes
this ain't what i 
had in my mind
i think i love you
but i'm not sure why

okay

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//安定したあなたの呼吸//

i can't begin to thank you guys enough for everything we've accomplished, even just this year alone. i never imagined i would reach this point, but i am incredibly grateful of it & i promise it's only up from here. i'm sorry for a lack of releases lately, but i've kept busy with touring & meeting all of you beautiful people & i can't wait to do it again with these tours comin' up next year. i love you guys.

merry christmas <3

lyrics
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now that i'm back on the road
you're in your bed all alone
it's alright i'm doing okay
and in my mind you're in the doorway
now that i'm back in my zone
i smoke till my seams come unsewn
you could not take this away from me
you could not take this away from me
work so damn hard on my own
sit in my bedroom alone
i did this shit all in one take
you could not touch what i'm on mate
steady your breathing it's cold
and your eyes are made out of coal
crying but your tears are snowflakes
and this car that's comin' got no breaks

i've been livin' my life to the fullest
anxiety comes but it won't sit 
got tossed in the bag but it won't zip
cause i killed my mind all in one hit
blast to the past & i feel it
the days we put stars on our ceilings
the tape on my hearts always peeling
and i do not find that appealing
so maybe i
contemplate strategize ways to ease my mind
sit awake and i bake all through the night
touch base with your face being close to mine
and maybe you
can't sleep cause your dreams never seem to soothe
so you spark in the dark tryna make your move
touch me & i fall but i play it cool

(lost in your embrace and i'm longing for your taste love
said we'd runaway but you hardly ever say much)

now that i'm back on the road
you're in your bed all alone
it's alright i'm doing okay
and in my mind you're in the doorway
now that i'm back in my zone
i smoke till my seams come unsewn
you could not take this away from me
you could not take this away from me
work so damn hard on my own
sit in my bedroom alone
i did this shit all in one take
you could not touch what i'm on mate
steady your breathing it's cold
and your eyes are made out of coal
crying but your tears are snowflakes
and this car that's comin' got no breaks

snowflakes

Manic

Without Me (feat. Juice WRLD)

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• Lyrics

Feel it heavy in my bones now
Feel like everybody goes out
And smiles for the 'gram yeah 
Tried but I can't

Prayer in the shape of Prozac
Try to medicate the lows that
Come and meet me in the night time
Losing track of my time

Mama said gonna be all right 
But mama don't know what it's like in my mind
Mama said that the sun gonna shine
But mama don't know what it's like to want to die

I can't carry this anymore
Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
I can't carry this anymore
Wonder what it's like to be okay

Would you like me if I drank that
If you wanted I could take that
I'll do anything for love
I don't feel like I'm enough

You can probably see right through me
'Cus I can promise if you knew me
You would probably walk away
No you wouldn't want to stay

Oh, Mama said gonna be all right 
But mama don't know what it's like in my mind
Mama said that the sun gon' shine
But mama don't know what it's like to want to die

I can't carry this anymore
Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
I can't carry this anymore
Wonder what it's like to be okay

I know I'll be fine it's just that 
Every time this comes back
Tell my maker up above that 
I have had enough and

I can't carry this anymore
Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
I can't carry this anymore
Wonder what it's like to be okay

I Can't Carry This Anymore

when @imyetep sent me a batch of demos in September and asked if I wanted to work on one, this song jumped out immediately. the lyrics and melody were insanely catchy and 48 hours later, the song was done.

Yetep held onto the demo for 5 months prior to asking, and once we finished this version together we had to go check in with Brooke Daye and the two other writers (@musicbyzacky & @itsjoeypepe) to see if they liked the song as much as we did.

very thankful to have been allowed to work on this song with everyone involved and have it be part of this project. hope you enjoy & thank you for listening

Vincent:
twitter.com/itsvincent_
facebook.com/vincentofficial
instagram.com/itsvincent_
www.vincentofficial.com

Yetep:
@imyetep
twitter.com/imyetep
facebook.com/yetep
instagram.com/yetep

Brooke Daye:
twitter.com/thebrookedaye
instagram.com/brookedaye

Joey Pepe:
twitter.com/itsjoeypepe
instagram.com/itsjoeypepe

Zacky:
@musicbyzacky
twitter.com/musicbyzacky
instagram.com/musicbyzacky

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Vincent & Yetep ~ Same Page (feat. Brooke Daye)

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Richard Judge kicks off 2019 with his latest vocal original, with 'Yours In The Morning'. 

Having established himself in collaborations with the likes of Robin Schulz with 'Show Me Love', the London based singer/producer delivers yet another stand out release, with his stunning vocals and crisp production.

This is 'Yours In The Morning'.

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Yours In The Morning

Richard Judge - Yours In The Morning [OUT NOW]

featuring  @crvzyy
[Gothurted] 
I'm all alone
Looking at my phone
Are you gonna text me? 
Thought that you would miss me 
But I lost my hopes
Cause I know you won't
Baby please just don't
I remember the time
Smoking dope and some wine 
But I'm all alone
I'm all alone

[Crazy]
Feel so lonely from the time you left
Need you with me baby please come back
You said you're mine
I crossed my lines
A thousand times
But you're still stuck inside my mind

[Gothurted] 
I'm all alone
Looking at my phone
Are you gonna text me? 
Thought that you would miss me 
But I lost my hopes
Cause I know you won't
Baby please just don't
I remember the time
Smoking dope and some wine 
But I'm all alone
I'm all alone

alone ft. 1SONGTHENiDiP [prod. sketchmyname & vaegud]

Josh A & Jake Hill - BLACKOUT
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z3Pfy7DnqjM

Josh A & Jake Hill - BLACKOUT

aquarius(Prod. Ocean)

IG @ sadgods
-
@sadboyprolific
@itsyungvan
prod sadgods
mixing help from alec lark

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In My Bones (feat. SadBoyProlific & Yung Van)

its too cold outside
to know whats going on outside
im frostbit from what ever mind i lost back there
its to cold out here my minds frozen in fear
to cold out here 
to know whats out here.

origami mindfulness, come to minds that forfit the fearfulness
of my own drowned forfit, fuck i lost it.

darkness and fear of a creature running dark in the midnight land
across the stars from above thats a midnight stand
clock hits its a master race a key to the last safe place.

inside my head theres so much comotion
hit everyone with the notion came to steer clear in the last days
like momma told me it was the last place
mental health is everything. know yourself from place to place we work.
nothing they could process from the dirt. they already dead, a book away they say
a mind full of hate i say, she say its to much to bare cut her wrists and let the river afloat for her boat has drifted away.
the horror of fate and masks of people killing eachother for there minds equal. its never equal.


its too cold outside
let a drift the frostbite from heaven we lost it.
the fog is to heavy to know whats out here.
the winter gets colder every year, im frozen in fear
i lost my mind that year.

lost

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//あなたのために欲望//

lyrics
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lust always a problem
you could never solve it
i can never get the fuck away from what i think 
if she tryna come though
i could make her cum so
baby is it him you really want or is it me? 
this ain't ever work nah
this'll never work out
don't you know that you are way too fucking good for me?
if she ever calls back
i hope that she knows that
i could never see all of the good she sees in me (x2)
you're too fuckin' good for me (x3)

let's kiss up on eachother 
biting on your neck while you're thinking about another
love is lost in lust and girl you know we crave eachother
when the time we have is gone the memories will cluster 

lust always a problem
you could never solve it
i can never get the fuck away from what i think 
if she tryna come though
i could make her cum so
baby is it him you really want or is it me? 
this ain't ever work nah
this'll never work out
don't you know that you are way too fucking good for me?
if she ever calls back
i hope that she knows that
i could never see all of the good she sees in me (x2)
you're too fuckin' good for me (x3)

alone ft. 1SONGTHENiDiP [prod. sketchmyname & vaegud]

gothurted