srry

I have more than enough

weekly 83

https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://soundcloud.com/jolst

COMMUNITY, Vol. 1

skele - burden

Produced Mixed and Mastered by me, no samples.

Everynight

Серега Пират - Почему Ты Еще Не Фанат

Серега Пират:
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/5IS4dQ9lDW01IY1buR7bW7
VK - vk.com/serega_pirat
Instagram - www.instagram.com/pirat_serega/
YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/%D0%A1%D0%95%D0%A0%D0%95%D0%93%D0%90%D0%9F%D0%98%D0%A0%D0%90%D0%A21

Серега Пират - Маша

wake up shakes from your name
on my phone screen
i never thought i would see that again
i thought i was fine without you here 
but i 
feel,
it now,
i fear

so just tell me what you want 
i'll fucking give you it all
bleed all over the pavement 
i'll pin myself to the wall
you know just how to get through me
i fucking hate how you do it
just the same as you knew me,
i'm all alone
you can see it

i don't ever wanna feel that hurt again
but it doesn't feel the same 
without you in my bed
i'll tell you anything you wanna hear i,
wanna go right back to the start

i'm feeling it now, mr. krabs

Серега Пират - Мой байк

MY HEART MATCHES THE CONCRETE

NORMAN - ГИМН СЕРЕГИ ПИРАТА

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ISMFvsAGj38

its not you its you nd me
hidden in the leaves
look at where we are theres not much that you cant see
tell me where to start i don't mean to intervene
im just what you need and not rhetorically
moving accordingly and stacking this bank roll
oh watch me dangle and walk on this cable
join in the light show its better w eyes closed
roll back in my dome and ask how my night go
say its alright tho i knows its concerning
hope that im learning won't end up deserted
properly furnished end up in a nice home
been through them nights long enough we don't like those

its not you, its you and me (isolated) [video in description]

Lyrics

Doc said these will make you better
I don't think I'm getting better
Fuck these pills, my fucking head hurts
I wake up with fucking shivers

Have thoughts bout pulling triggers
I can't get them out my mental
I've got problems that are mental
I don't feel love, not even a little

Wake up, I'm fucking over it
Need to let it out but I keep fucking holding it
Wanna scream and shout into this mic I'm holding
It'll hear me out better than any other person

Don't know how I got here, I don't think that I deserve it
God ain't really out here tryna show me what's my purpose
Sittin' at this screen, still tryna find out if it's worth it
Know that nobody is but still wish I was perfect

I told the doc that I was depressed, he told me back that I was anxious
He pulled a bottle out his vest and he told me that I should take this
I took 'em for a couple months but I was numbed out
I rather feel everything than feel like that my heart out

You wern't there for me, I would do anything for you
You ain't talk to me, I would never just ignore you
I just needed you, you made me feel like I bore you
They won't find a body when the police looking for you

Doc said these will make you better
I don't think I'm getting better
Fuck these pills, my fucking head hurts
I wake up with fucking shivers

Have thoughts bout pulling triggers
I can't get them out my mental
I've got problems that are mental
I don't feel love, not even a little

spotify.

shiver. | Produced by septfree

littledoyouknow

should have 
should have been my body
should have 
should have been my body

ill never get another chance now
and i dont want it, i just want you back now
i cannot deal with all these faces looking at me
i really think it should have been my body

ive been lost now for a while and i need some help
but none of my friends even seem to care
throw me on the ground while youre walking out
say its all because of me you know its not fair

have so much to tell you bout my come down
its not funny its not funny im still bleeding
how much do i need for me to pass out
if im gone before the morning then i need it

i really thought i tried my best
im putting all my scent across your messsages
just to ruin it again
youre my love and all my medicine

whats stopping me
nobody can stop me now
what is happening 
words barely leaving my mouth
but im lost again
gaps of air barely creep out
im asleep again
i dont mean to let you down

ive been lost now for a while and i need some help
but none of my friends even seem to care
throw me on the ground while youre walking out
say its all because of me you know its not fair

have so much to tell you bout my come down
its not funny its not funny im still bleeding
how much do i need for me to pass out
if im gone before the morning then i need it

should have
should have been my body...

body

blindside feat. Jomie

sometimes i feel like a ghost in a crowd
its purgatory and i wont make it out
im not alive and i dont really know how
i got no voice youll never hear if i shout

i know im dead to you, but i got unfinished business that i gotta do like
tell you that i love you still,
even if i never made enough to pay the bills

im working hard in death
got so much on my plate i never catch my breath
i swear it helps to know that im already dead

sometimes i feel like im a ghost

like im dead, like my coffin is my bed
i want to finally rest, but your voice is in my head
ive haunted this whole town, but im still left feeling down
youre the only one i want
i cant have you, i cant touch you,
im a ghost

i know you wont look my way
its done this time i know itll stay
each day act my part in the play
i know youre gonna say, that i just need to pray

i need to find something that makes me feel magic
i guess thats weed and alcohol makes me manic
i try to be okay now but its too tragic

sometimes i feel like im a ghost

like im dead, like my coffin is my bed
i want to finally rest, but your voice is in my head
ive haunted this whole town, but im still left feeling down
youre the only one i want
i cant have you, i cant touch you,
im a 
ghost

Ghost (Unplugged)

ghost (unplugged version)

Lyrics:
Thought we're gonna try it out together
Thought we're gonna try to stay forever
When I'll see you again? I guess never
How long does it take to feel better?
x2

How long does it take to feel something?
I want it all because I got nothing
I want to hold you, kiss you softly
I understand you don't need to be sorry
I don't really need someone that is not you
Left me alone when I thought that I got you
Who am I supposed to love if not you? 
Who am I supposed to call if not you?
I'm afraid you won't be in my life anymore
I try my best to get you back but you're gone  

Thought we're gonna try it out together
Thought we're gonna try to stay forever
When I'll see you again? I guess never
How long does it take to feel better?
x2

I belong to you 
Thats what I always said
So I don't wanna leave right now
Do not let me down again
They tell me do not think about the past
But then the past comes back
And I'm not nostalgic
Of all the times that they left me
Why cant I just rest in peace
Why cant I just rest in peace
I do not want to live
Like this 

Thought we're gonna try it out together
Thought we're gonna try to stay forever
When I'll see you again? I guess never
How long does it take to feel better?
x2

STREAM

Better [prod. Calley]

СЕРЕГА ПИРАТ - ТИЛЬТ

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
mixed/mastered by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
Lyrics:
I feel washed up again on the shore...
Said I wouldn't stray closer to the water
But you keep pushin' me further in
Baby I've never really felt this sure
But it feels I'll wait for you forever
If I hold on it'll hurt even more

I'm standing on my own but is it ok if I hold my chances?
Tell me what's temporary and what stays permanent.
Temporary, permanent we keep on shifting surfaces
So who you tryna fool right now?
If you're not stayin' just leave right now
Can't feel you now, Losing my grip now I'm fading out
Couldn't hear my voice even if I shout
Tell me what's next for us baby
You hear it in my voice, Can you erase me?

I feel washed up again on the shore...
Said I wouldn't stray closer to the water
But you keep pushin' me further in
Baby I've never really felt this sure
But it feels I'll wait for you forever
If I hold on it'll hurt even more

Baby I've been overthinking
See the blood from the thorns on the roses
If I tried could I let you go now
But the memory of you stays permanent...

What Stays Permanent (prod. killedmyself)

https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt

Produced by Low Hope.

YOUTUBE:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JPJ1JIkYCOE

LYRICS:
its been a long week of the same things
sleep when i get home so i dont feel a thing
im not doing well but im sure that u dont care
my lungs r getting sore from breathing in all this frigid air
heart cold, eyes colder
feel low, ill feel lower
and my soul, feels older
i wish things, moved slower
teardrops turn into ice on my sweater (its cold and i miss u)
im getting really sick of this weather (its cold and i miss u)
tell me what is love, like will i ever be enough (its cold and i miss u)
drag me through the mud, ill wait here until you're done (its cold and i miss u)
teardrops turn into ice on my sweater (its cold and i miss u)
im getting really sick of this weather (its cold and i miss u) 
tell me what is love, like will i ever be enough (its cold and i miss u)
drag me through the mud, ill wait here until you're done (its cold and i miss u)

it's cold and i miss you

skele - it's cold and i miss you

Produced by tundrabeats

Lyrics

I thought I moved on, thought I forgave
But the shit that you done still stuck in my way
Tried to ignore and I tried to escape
But I still think about your touch everyday

Still think about what I could of changed
You were the reason my soul got saved
I try to find love but I retreat to the fact
That I know no one else is the same

Maybe that's good that you're one of kind
But I swear on my life you won't get out my mind
I thought I let you out but when I walked away
You were standing on the other side

And I can't lie, if you came back
With all of the knives in mine
I'd still have yours, because I never lied
That you were the love I was dying to find

Will I ever move on?
I can't get you out my head
I think a screws gone
Luna you're my last light

Look what you've done
I know something's not right
Looking for a new one
Chasing at my last high

Fuck it, I'm stressed again
I don't who you been messing with
I thought that you were my medicine
But it don't seem like you heaven sent

But for your love I'm hellbent
I'm so selfish, I want you all to myself
But it don't seem if that's it
So I think I'ma just take you to my little hell

I think my mind gone bad, I'm so sad
You think you leaving me? Not so fast
"Yo shit man, why so rash?"
I guess we all want the shit we ain't have

This ain't aesthetic, it's fucking pathetic
You think it's a trend, you gone fucking regret it
I can burn all of you down to the filter
I say the words of a mouth with no filter

Will I ever move on?
I can't get you out my head
I think a screws gone
Luna you're my last light

Look what you've done
I know something's not right
Looking for a new one
Chasing at my last high (x2)

Better [prod. Calley]

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