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gothurted

Gothurted

fuck life

Midnight tears

Shinigami universe㊙️

✪̖g̖o̖t̖h̖u̖r̖t̖e̖d̖✪̖

You're the best thing that could ever happen
The best view in the sky of Manhattan
The only one who did not see me acting
Never been myself, with you I can
Never felt a man, with you I am
Didn't want love but you caught me lacking
Me and you, you and me living lavish
Gave me everything that I wished

Didn't know that I can feel my heartbeat
I forgot it but you did remind me
That I'm still alive
Couldn't see anything I was blinded
By the dark and the thoughts I was fighting
But I'm still alive

With you the time flies by
Won't leave your side
For you I'd die
You filled my life with light
During the night
Nothing was right

Tienimi la mano non andartene
l'unico motivo per combattere
A volte sono freddo come Antartide
Preferisco i fatti a delle chiacchiere


Avrei dovuto buttarmi quel giorno
Ancora ci penso mo tengo il rimorso
Tu che mi hai fermato prima del mio crollo
Che fine avrei fatto cadendo la sotto?

E io ti giuro
Che ti sarò fedele
Pure queste sere al diluvio
Se fuori fa buio
E ora mi scuso
Le cattive maniere
Qui nulla va bene
C'è un muro
E ti chiedo aiuto

With you the time flies by
Won't leave your side
For you I'd die
You filled my life with light
During the night
Nothing was right

STREAM

Flies By w/Emon Owen

thank you little cloud , 

                                        heartbreak hotel

Skin

skin

Snow

Snow (Feat. Killstation)

yesterday (prod. charlie shuffler)

KILL ME (Pain From The Jail Phone)

@lilhappylilsad @imsoalone

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i go my own way will u still stay
if i ever have to go will u let me
switchin lanes, if i fall will u help me

you is always on my mind cant believe it
how i tried to make u mine and i reached it
and im still getting high cause i need it
on the surface i am fine, whats beneath it

am i dreaming, girl whats our reason
i try to find myself in here like girl whats my meaning
feel like im sleeping, get low from my feelings
get high to relieve it, i fly and im leaving

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i find my own lane will u still stay
im beaten down, and i cry i cant feel shit
then i look into ur eyes and i feel it

u remind me of the good times, u remind me how i used to feel
u get me ridin on some good vibes, u remind me how it used to be
u remind me of the good times shawty give me good vibes bitch is real
u put me in a good mind, shawty give me good highs and its all surreal

no name w/ solonely (prod. lilhappylilsad)

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

iTunes

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

luna has risen

also available on:

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this girl hit my phone up but i dont care
your words mean nothing to me 
i just wanna go home
will i ever go home?

the walls in my bedroom theyve seen it all
stumbling through the door as i fall apart 
alone
why do i feel so alone?

i wonder what you felt when you said you loved me
hiding in my sheets cos im good for nothing
no
this is all that i know

the clouds paint the skyline like ghosts at twilight
these stars up above make me feel so finite
can you see my heart glow?

i feel the growing pains
in me every day
trying so fucking hard to escape my fate

the way i hide is not your concern
if i fuck this up then i might change
get myself in better shape

so i hold my breath and i hope for the best
its fucking hard to breathe with demons on my chest
the thought of you brings gloom in my room
and i cant fucking stand this place
i just need to get away

luna

download

all that i know 🌌

luna has risen

also available on:

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this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

staring at my ceiling
hiding from my feelings
tired of the same shit
tell my mom im leaving

playing playstation
ill call you back later
im so sick of waiting
can you do me a favor

just leave me alone when i ask you to
silence by myself is all i ask of you
you tell me that you care but i dont think you do
i need to get away i just cant deal with you (x2)

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

i just need to move on
ive been waiting too long
to feel like myself again
to feel like i never left

hiding from the gallows
hang my head downlow
walking in the shadows
feeling fucking shallow

just leave me alone when i ask you to
silence by myself is all i ask of you
you tell me that you care but i dont think you do
i need to get away i just cant deal with you

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

lite brite ✨

luna has risen

also available on:

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apple music: http://itunes.apple.com/album/id1214071959

spotify, and all other major music stores.

take me away from this path that i follow
its left me hopeless and empty and hollow

will i stay asleep forever
nothings the same as i remember

i still bite my nails like i learned when i was seven
and i still remember that car that you left in

so i close my eyes and hope that tomorrow
brings brighter lights and respite from my sorrow

the sky is dull i fade away
why do i feel so far 
from myself and the way that i used to be

forever all alone
no one seems to see
the colors in the rain
i guess nobodies feel this way [x2]

my eyes are still sleepy just like when you kissed me
just let me be alone i dont care if you miss me

numb and cold and scared to be away
from those i love im heartless anyway

im scared of the day i wake up and im 18
the walls of my room are collapsing please save me

dream a dream and hope for that one day
you come to life and feel like youre something

the sky is dull i fade away
why do i feel so far 
from myself and the way that i used to be

forever all alone
no one seems to see
the colors in the rain
i guess nobodies feel this way 

nobody
nobody

nobody 😔

produced by, xxxtentacion
garette's revenge

I've dug two graves for us my dear, cant pretend that I was perfect, leaving you in fear, oh man, what a world the things I hear..

If i could act on my revenge, than oh would I..

some kill, some steal, some break your heart, and you had thought that I would let it go and let you walk,

well broken hearts break bones, so break up fast, and I dont wanna let it go, so in my grave i'll rot (repeat)

I love you garette
rest in peace, jocelyn, I will have my revenge upon the world

written and produced by Jahseh Onfroy, "xxxtentacion"

GARRETTS REVENGE

scrape my face on the pavement w/ shy

I'm sorry (prod.Lilheartbreak)

feelings

memories

Lyrics

And I need someone next to me
But seems nobody wants to stay 
Let me take away my life 
I don't want to be alive any other day

I just keep myself in me 
Cause these snakes trynna bite my neck
Poison blinds me but I can see 
Who really loves me and watch my back

Do you mind smoking weed together? 
Thats the only way that I get better 
I know I'm not such a good heartbreaker
I cant kill you with a message 

And I need someone next to me
But seems nobody wants to stay 
Let me take away my life 
I don't want to be alive any other day

I just keep myself in me 
Cause this snakes trynna bite my neck
Poison blinds me but I can see 
Who really loves me and watch my back

someone [prod. discent]

Don't tell me you love me
If you want to make me cry
Don't tell me you love me
If you want to make me die

I was by your side 
But it wasn't enough
would you mind 
If I choose to go
Would you mind 
If I fall in love with you again
Girl, so

Don't tell me you love me
If you want to make me cry
Don't tell me you love me
If you want to make me die

Is this a fucking joke?
I gave you my heart
Now my heart is broke
You gave me nothing
But nobody's ever done
And now I'm choking
Cuz I saw your call
Everything you say 
You say it to hurt me so

Don't tell me you love me
If you want to make me cry
Don't tell me you love me
If you want to make me die

make me [prod. sketchmyname]

featuring  @crvzyy
[Gothurted] 
I'm all alone
Looking at my phone
Are you gonna text me? 
Thought that you would miss me 
But I lost my hopes
Cause I know you won't
Baby please just don't
I remember the time
Smoking dope and some wine 
But I'm all alone
I'm all alone

[Crazy]
Feel so lonely from the time you left
Need you with me baby please come back
You said you're mine
I crossed my lines
A thousand times
But you're still stuck inside my mind

[Gothurted] 
I'm all alone
Looking at my phone
Are you gonna text me? 
Thought that you would miss me 
But I lost my hopes
Cause I know you won't
Baby please just don't
I remember the time
Smoking dope and some wine 
But I'm all alone
I'm all alone

alone ft. 1SONGTHENiDiP [prod. sketchmyname & vaegud]

vocals in order of appearance
93feetofsmoke
fats'e
cøzybøy

produced by jay vee
coproduced by fats'e & 93

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@cozyboycries

bleed for no reason w/ 93feetofsmoke, fats'e, & cøzybøy

I won't let, I won't let this break me.
cus I know that I'm better than that,
and she said, everything I hate about me,
it's ok, at least I'm aware.. no no no..
(x2)

staring up at the top of the ceiling,
with my wrists, their cut, I cannot stop the bleeding,
staring up at the top of the ceiling,
with my wrists, their cut, I cannot stop the bleeding,
(x2)

Staring at the Ceiling

new video for "highschool" out now! https://youtu.be/W00tTrHoaCo

highschool

prod yusei  & me

lyrics:

i had a friend reach out and tell me
i've got allot up on my plate
i told her don't you ever worry
you got me when times are grey

she said nathan i feel ugly
no one understands my pain
and my parents never listen
i'd rather die than feel this way

don't cry, don't die
give it two years it'll only take time
and you're never ever ugly with a smile that bright
no your parents don't listen but i swear they wanna try

know your stressed, and depressed, and your hair is a mess
but you're cute when you lose or you're mad at your friends
and i hate when you'd cry every time that i said
oh i love when you're here, i don't want this to end

can we not talk school for once, it makes me nauseous
everyone in class is either mean or real obnoxious
and i'm sorry that i said it, but i felt so fuckin lost
it's like my life is just a token either spent it or you lost it

here i'm sittin, eye inside the storm issuing
waiting being patient for the rain to ruin
everything i've ever loved or ever touched, 
or ever gave a fuck about, i'm sorry that i hurt you friend i'm sorry that i let you down

and i, don't care, i'll always be there
no i won't give up on you

and i, don't care, i'll always be there
no i won't give up on you

 had a friend reach out and tell me
i've got allot up on my plate
i told her don't you ever worry
you got me when times are grey

she said nathan i feel ugly
no one understands my pain
and my parents never listen
i'd rather die than feel this way

don't cry

@pposture <3

Lyrics:
[verse]
I'm getting bad to tell to someone I love you
'Cause every time I do so they leave
I'm getting insecure about what I will do
'Cause every time I try the world seems
To stop me to hate me to make it worse
To fool me, suffocate me, make me fall
I remember the good times me and you
I remember we calling in the afternoon 

[Bridge]
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone 
Now everything is gone
And I know that you won't come back

[Chorus]
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you

[Verse]
I tried to move on but that's not easy at all
I tried to go ahead but nothing seems to work
I think I've tried everything that I could
But seems like I'll never come back to you
You told me that you loved me
What's the point?
Did you just try to fuck me up?
Life has never been easy and you made it even worse

[Bridge]
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone
And I know that you won't come back

[Chorus]
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you

Pick Up The Phone [prod. gothurted x pposture]

Lyrics.

[hook]
I can tell by how she hugs me
She doesn't care about me 
Tell me that you love me 
But you know that I won't fall for it
Tell by how she look at me
She doesn't feel a thing
Leave my fucking dreams
'Cause I cannot even sleep
x2

[verse]
I can't even sleep
'Cause I'm busy crying
I can't even think
Thoughts are intensifying
You were the one who I loved
Since when I've met you and now
You're gone, so far away 
My phone misses your name
I can't fall in love no more
I guess nobody else has what I'm looking for

[hook]
I can tell by how she hugs me
She doesn't care about me 
Tell me that you love me 
But you know that I won't fall for it
Tell by how she look at me
She doesn't feel a thing
Leave my fucking dreams
'Cause I cannot even sleep
x2

She Doesn't Care About Me [prod. dead spyro]

[hook]
And I'm hitting up your phone
And I see you never hit me back
Feeling so alone
'Cause you told me that you need a break
Can you understand how the fuck I'm feeling?
Try to spend a life without breathing
And I'm hitting up your phone
And I see you never hit me back
Feeling so alone
'Cause you told me that you need a break
Can you understand how the fuck I'm feeling?
Try to spend a life without breathing

[verse]
Try to spend a life without me
Even if I know that for you that's easy
Hitting on a blunt now I'm feeling dizzy
Without your arms around me
I swear that I'm freezing
You make me feel like
I'm not enough for you
No matter what I do
No matter my efforts
I got no more force
I'm trying to let you understand
You were my only friend
You were the only one I love
And I will love forever
I can't still accept that we'll never be together
'Cause you took me out from the darkness
But then you let me down
And the sky looks starless

[hook]
And I'm hitting up your phone
And I see you never hit me back
Feeling so alone
'Cause you told me that you need a break
Can you understand how the fuck I'm feeling?
Try to spend a life without breathing
And I'm hitting up your phone
And I see you never hit me back
Feeling so alone
'Cause you told me that you need a break
Can you understand how the fuck I'm feeling?
Try to spend a life without breathing

Without Breathing [prod. Ahnboi]

follow @itsnaits

Lyrics:

Fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down without you
Fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down without you
Fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down without you

Yeah, said you gon’ stay but you’re gone now
Told me that you think about me every time you fallin’
Now I think about you and I swear I do it often
Think about you often every second to be honest 
Fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down without you
Talkin’ to you often even though you’re in a coffin

Yeah, said you gonna carry my heart and never break it 
Every single thing that we go through we will make it 
Drownin’ all my sorrows in bottles to escape it 
Yeah my shawty turned into an angel
I didn’t know you were in danger 
This fuckin’ life if so painful 
I see you flyin’ but I don’t 

Yeah, and I don’t know what I’m gonna do I wake up in the mornin’ and I’m not next to you
Feelin’ like I can’t do this anymore 
And I don’t know what the fuck I’m fightin’ for 
Yeah, trippin’ I got demons in my brain 
Tell me how to fuck I’m gonna stay
I don’t wanna waste away
Shawty I don’t wanna waste away
I don’t wanna waste away 

I see you flyin’ but I don’t know how I just keep on fallin’ down 
Talkin’ to an angel would you please just come on down
Would you please just come on down?
Runnin’ in circles in my head and I’m runnin’ wild 
I see you flyin’ but I don’t know how I just keep on fallin’ down 
Talkin’ to an angel would you please just come on down
Would you please just come on down?
Runnin’ in circles in my head and I’m runnin’ wild 

Fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down without you
Fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down without you
Fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down without you

Yeah, said you gon’ stay but you’re gone now
Told me that you think about me every time you fallin’
Now I think about you and I swear I do it often
Think about you often every second to be honest 
Fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down without you
Talkin’ to you often even though you’re in a coffin

Yeah, said you gonna carry my heart and never break it 
Every single thing that we go through we will make it 
Drownin’ all my sorrows in bottles to escape it 
Yeah my shawty turned into an angel
I didn’t know you were in danger 
This fuckin’ life if so painful 
I see you flyin’ but I don’t 

Fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down without you
Fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down without you
Fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down, I’m fallin’ down without you

spotify etc

coffin girl (with Naits)

prod. Morin x Miracle

Lyrics:
[hook]
Got a gun to my head
Keep my eyes close
Take a breath
Last time they will see me alive
People crying at your funeral but just because
Everybody care about you just the day you die 
x2

[verse]
Till the day you die
You will be alone
With the hug of the drugs
Making you feel loved
Making you feel something
But you know that's nothing
Cause those feelings have no meaning
Bottle up the screams in a heartache
Nobody helps they only care about their own sake
You're a prey in a world of vultures
Feeling hopeless and seeing no future

[hook]
Got a gun to my head
Keep my eyes close
Take a breath
Last time they will see me alive
People crying at your funeral but just because
Everybody care about you just the day you die 
x2

MUSIC VIDEO

Last Day [prod. Morin x Miracle]

Like a bird she flys at dawn,
And All I do is sing these songs,
We could fly if I had my wings,
I don’t even wanna live that long,

I told her you’re the girl of my dreams
And I’m not ready to leave-
Cos people need me,
I guess that I’ll just wait on my wings

Wake up pop another pill,
I’m sad but that’s jus the deal now,
And I don’t wanna have to die- don’t kill-
And I can’t ever even tell what’s real now,

Fallen of Athens, all I wanted was your kiss
Pretend it ain’t happen, but I know that you still miss me x2


Like a bird she flys at dawn,
And All I do is sing these songs,
We could fly if I had my wings,
I don’t even wanna live that long,

I told her you’re the girl of my dreams
And I’m not ready to leave-
Cos people need me,
I guess that I’ll just wait on my wings

Girl of my Dreams

lyrics:

[chorus]
Feeling empty every day more
Not even death will heal my sore
Living life black & white
Getting only black at night
Afraid of the time
I've been spending for my whole life
Without anybody loving me
Being on my side 
Without any love 
being shown for me
All the words u speak
Make my dry heart bleed
Make my soulless body
Wish that anybody
Will find something in me
But I know that nobody
Would stay with somebody
That is like me
I hate to feel like this 
I can't enjoy anything
I can't enjoy my life
Cause nothing shines as bright
as you used to do

[bridge]
I want you back into my arms
I want you back but you don't want
I'm feeling dead
I'm 

[chorus]
Feeling empty every day more
Not even death will heal my sore
Living life black & white
getting only black at night
Afraid of the time
I've been spending for my whole life
Without anybody loving me
Being on my side 
Without any love 
being shown for me
All the words u speak
Make my dry heart bleed
Make my soulless body
Wish that anybody
Will find something in me
But I know that nobody
Would stay with somebody
That is like me
I hate to feel like this 
I can't enjoy anything
I can't enjoy my life
Cause nothing shines as bright
as you used to do

Empty [prod. after sphere]

Lyrics:

[hook]
I am in a dark place can you save me?
I am all on my own can you blame me?
I am falling apart can you heal me?
I am screaming so loud can you hear me?
All the thoughts in my mind are blending together
I can't sort anything that is in my head
Feels like I'm somewhere that I can never
Escape from I guess I'm better off dead
Nobody even tries 
Everybody lies
Drowning in cries
I just wanna die
I'm in a roller coaster I'm going down
Crashing to the floor you can hear the sound
Leaving no memories with my lost
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs

[verse]
I've been so stupid trusting you
I knew nobody is ever honest
I think I'll keep on avoiding you
I'm just a lone wolf inside this forest
Living my life like I've always done and
Living my life all alone 
I swear that I'm so sorry mother
But your son now is gone

[hook]
I am in a dark place can you save me?
I am all on my own can you blame me?
I am falling apart can you heal me?
I am screaming so loud can you hear me?
All the thoughts in my mind are blending together
I can't sort anything that is in my head
Feels like I'm somewhere that I can never
Escape from I guess I'm better off dead
Nobody even tries
Everybody lies
Drowning in cries
I just wanna die
I'm in a roller coaster I'm going down
Crashing to the floor you can hear the sound
Leaving no memories with my lost
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs