Ive had this song on repeat since it released on spotify <3 

Hello, I wanna let you know
That I miss you
I wanna let you know
It is not cool
Having you not by my side
Sometimes feels like I die
I'd love to look in your eyes
I'd love to hold you tonight
I'd love to see you again
At least one more time
I think you could have warned me
I was going to be lonely
I was thinking maybe
We could grow old together
I was thinking that
I really hope
You will like this song
That goes like

Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
(I was thinking maybe) Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na (We could grow old together)
Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na

Hello, remember all my feelings?
They are vanished
Remember all my love?
It is gone
Sometimes I pray you could just come back
I miss your lips kissing on my neck
Can't find the door to myself
Can't love anybody else
I want to close my eyes
Just to see you tonight
Just to see you tonight
I was thinking maybe
We could grow old together
I was thinking that
I really hope
You will like this song
That goes like

Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
(I was thinking maybe) Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na (We could grow old together)
Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na

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Grow Old

In Hell Alone (Prod. By LMG)

Can't hear a thing

@yungdoza

lyrics:

[chorus: gothurted]
Crying every night
Cuz I'm not with you
Cuz your fucking lies
Cuz your fucking mind games
Calling me crying
What the fuck is wrong with you
What the fuck is wrong with me
Picking up the call again
x2

[verse: gothurted]
Picking up the call
Drunk like every single time
I don't want to hear u saying you love me 
cuz the alcohol in your blood
cuz the one u feel for me is not love
is not love
I know its a trap
I know u will switch side
when I'll be counting racks
crying on my phone
but what am I supposed to do?
what am I supposed to say?
The only thing I want is u
And u know that
I would give everything to be there with u
Cuz I'm crying, dying
Trying to get u lying inside my arms again     

[chorus: gothurted]
Crying every night
Cuz I'm not with you
Cuz your fucking lies
Cuz your fucking mind games
Calling me crying
What the fuck is wrong with you
What the fuck is wrong with me
Picking up the call again
x2

[verse: Yung doza]
why u crying girl 
lying and the fighting girl 
with the trying girl
u make me want sigh like girl
I take a blunt to the face
I do not care what she says 
she wanna fuck for the cake
she 20 she catching a case
catching cases all these girls yea they faking
and I’m counting the rackies
all these risks that I’m taking for the bag
always wanted her but then she threw me in the trash
now I'm stuck alone all in my room and smoking thrax
and she knows these gemstones on my coat shit
on my dope shit
smoking till I float shit
I don’t care no
I don’t play fair
threw me in her lair
she so see through she so clear

[chorus: gothurted]
Crying every night
Cuz I'm not with you
Cuz your fucking lies
Cuz your fucking mind games
Calling me crying
What the fuck is wrong with you
What the fuck is wrong with me
Picking up the call again
x2

Crying feat. yung doza [prod. gothurted]

Artist:
https://soundcloud.com/deadfishpoland

Producer:
https://soundcloud.com/hxrxkiller

Lyrics:
don't ever fall in love they say
it's the biggest trap, don't go this way
you're gonna get it when you grow up
20 years old, still didn't got that

cause i just wanna feel, your heart next to my chest
i just wanna be for you and feel so blessed
don't care about shit other ppl say
when you're not around i feel like i slowly start to fade

cause i just wanna feel, your hand clenched in mine
don't ever let me go, i hope we're fine
when you're saying that you love me i feel so alive
baby don't cry over this, together we can brightly shine

and that is how i'm feeling
i don't want to lay, staring at the ceiling
i just want us to be together
heart to heart, thinking bout whatever
comes to mind
baby we are fine
don't worry bout a thing
i can deal with anything
yea
for you, i'll do everything
i'll do everything
cause

cause i just wanna feel, your heart next to my chest
i just wanna be for you and feel so blessed
don't care about shit other ppl say
when you're not around i feel like i slowly start to fade

cause i just wanna feel, your hand clenched in mine
don't ever let me go, i hope we're fine
when you're saying that you love me i feel so alive
baby don't cry over this, together we can brightly shine

i just want to feel

deadfish - i just want to feel

(Prod. Jerseyian)
https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys

LYRICS:

ERISU:

Lost inside my head, bleeding on the inside!
If you wanNa take a break, I think you’ve lost your mind 
Cus I’ve been waiting I’ve been waiting for you all night! 
Just for you to tear my heart out, fucking love me I-

Fuck you think you're going? I can’t seem to grasp your time! 
What the fuck? where you been? who’s been on your mind?
Cus I can’t seem to get attention almost always I...
Seem to play second place in the worst ways...

Tears up on my walls, fuck you think you meant to me?
I haven’t been thinking clearly,  I can’t feel a thing! 
You must’ve thought that it really fucking got to me 
But I’ve been dead for a long time,
I’m numb to you

I’ll catch you in my memories, just think of me 
And maybe when we meet again; I will follow, lead
It’s not that I’ve been playing victim, I just wanna bleed
I wanted this from the start just ABUSE ME!

FRVR:

Shit fucking hurts
Nothing ever works
I can feel it in my veins
Why do i feel the pain still

Why do i crave these fucking pills
I need to make these dollar bills
Abuse me just to feel at all
Believed before now ill just fall

Apart
Everything i run from feels so close to me
Its dark
Every time i think about it i just freeze

ABUSE ME - FRVR X ERISU (Prod. Jerseyian)

thanks to @web_boy for featuring in this track
and to @prodnothingtodo for the awesome beat

Lyrics:
[hook: gothurted]
Look into my eyes not to the tears there are around them
Kill me with your words right after you said that you love me
Look up to the sky and tell me what star that you wanna be
And I'll let you shine forever inside  my dreams

[verse: gothurted]
Dreams of a man who lost all his feelings
Dying with nobody who's caring for me
Dreams of a girl that will never believe in
The love that I feel and I'll never regret
I'm trying to get closer 
But you keep taking the distance
Pulling the trigger
I think that I can't resist that
I'll tell you my last words
I just want you to know
That I'll love you forever
With all my soul  

[hook: gothurted]
Look into my eyes not to the tears there are around them
Kill me with your words right after you said that you love me
Look up to the sky and tell me what star that you wanna be
And I'll let you shine forever inside  my dreams

[verse: Web Boy]
Bury me in the memories
Let my remains lie in the Ostankino
(Lie in the Ostankino x3)
Just forgive me
I didn’t want to end everything this way
But there was no choice
//
Похорони меня
В воспоминаниях
Мои останки пусть
Лежат в Останкино
(Лежат в Останкино х3)
Просто прости меня
Я не хотел чтоб так
Пришлось заканчивать
Но нету выбора

[hook: gothurted]
Look into my eyes not to the tears there are around them
Kill me with your words right after you said that you love me
Look up to the sky and tell me what star that you wanna be
And I'll let you shine forever inside  my dreams

Inside My Dreams ft. Web Boy [prod. nothingtodo]

Lyrics

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
When I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

Will I end in suicide?
These are things inside my mind
That I always try to hide
But it's hard to always fight

So I'll let it all be known
Show some things I've never shown
Learn some things you've never known about me
Evil in me

I've done things I'll never cope with
Might be bad to show this
I take back what I said
I'm keeping it all in my head

I won't love again
Stuck in the pain, I been smothering
Nothing to hope for in life except for the end
Don't think that my pain is a trend
I been so lost in the thoughts of my mental
How in the fuck did I get so far away from myself? It don't make sense
I'm in love with the fact that I hate shit
Took shit so long ain't no wonder I take shit
Hood on my head, don't you look at my face, I'm not confident, I cannot take it
I'll never be fine because you wasted my time
You played with my mind, thought you were a dime but that's a lie
You left me alone and I wanna know, bitch why?

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

why don't i feel alive? | Produced by Raspo

music video: https://youtu.be/n4sWulmLDPo

Lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mwdGPE1V6wg

Produced by Yago

IT'S GONNA BE AN ENDLESS NIGHT

Lyrics:

[Intro]
"iluvtora"

[Pre-Chorus]
i'm running out of time
im stuck inside my head
you make me feel alive
i won't sleep until im dead
i wanna feel your touch just one more time
i just want your love, you don't care about mine

[Bridge]
shit is getting hard i hope you know i'll never comeback
youre always on my mind and all i see is fucking flashbacks
i think its getting late but if u leave its gonna kill me
it's gonna kill me...

[Chorus]
id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

[Verse]
and now im getting high
drinking doesn't help
either way im in the sky
i wanna stay outside
it's gonna be an endless night
yeah under the moonlight

i wish you called me back today
but i don't wanna fight so its okay
i wish you called me back today
but i don't wanna fight so its okay
wish me luck imma die in piece
can you take my heart and come with me
i can show u all my pain that im fighting
my inner peace is what im finding

i can show u all my pain that im fighting
my inner peace is what im finding

[Pre-Chorus]
i'm running out of time
im stuck inside my head
you make me feel alive
i won't sleep until im dead
i wanna feel your touch just one more time
i just want your love, you don't care about mine

[Pre-Chorus]
shit is getting hard i hope you know i'll never comeback
youre always on my mind and all i see is fucking flashbacks
i think its getting late but if u leave its gonna kill me
it's gonna kill me...

[Chorus]
id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

[Outro]
id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

music video

killing myself in my best outfit (prod. Yago)

✰ Produced, mixed and mastered by Sebastian Metzner Rickards
✰ https://sebastianmetzner.de/

✰ Lyrics:

I don’t wanna call you up tonight, 
I can’t sleep, I was having a nightmare,
I don’t wanna fight with you, so tell me that it’s all right, 
and baby I’ll be right there...

I don’t wanna call you up tonight,
I’m in the back, with the windows down, I’m
Falling apart, hearing voices call my name, 
in a ghost town, I’m all alone now...

There’s something in my head, 
Making me feel like I’ll be dead, yeah,
There’s something on my bed,
And it’s calling me...

There’s something in my head, 
The thought of you fills me with dread 
There’s someone on my bed,
And she’s calling me...

To one more time before I go,
Just one more time, I’ll take it slow,
Baby one more night’ll make it go away 
I pray, now, please stay, now...

I just made another one, make it to race,
All these kids just don’t know how to run, 
so say it to my face, yeah, 
maybe I’m the broken one, I come undone 

You might know my name, but you don’t know my pain, 

And now I’m 

Six feet deep in her regrets, 
And I got six missed calls, baby, I don’t break a sweat, 
I got six lives left, and I’m in love with the chase, yeah, 
I be breaking hearts, cause I’m in love with the pain, but...

There’s something in my head, 
The thought of you fills me with dread 
There’s someone on my bed,
And she’s calling me...

To one more time before I go,
Just one more time, I’ll take it slow,
Baby, one more night’ll make it go away 
I pray, now, please stay, now 

There’s something in my head, 
The thought of you fills me with dread 
There’s someone on my bed,
And she’s calling me...

To one more time before I go,
Just one more time, I’ll take it slow,
Baby, one more night’ll make it go away 
I pray, now, please stay, now...

Lyric Video

in my head

prod: @caustyk

I can't talk to anyone, anyone its so cold

Lyrics:
Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight


I died when i realized that nothings ever changed
Always on the edge, every week its the same
And im so insane
I know its not healthy but i think i love the pain
I hate feeling empty, so theres liquor in my veins

She the one i want, but the one i cant save
Pictures that i cropped, shawty your my cocaine
i feel overclocked, i can feel my heart race


I dont like this
Overwhelmed and tired of it
I feel like im losing everyone
Everyone thats close

Since the time skip
More burdens that i cant fix
And i cant talk to anyone
Anyone its so cold 

Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight

I thought i died last night 
Ashes fall its like
Everytime im in a dream
I can see it slowly bleed

I cant let go 
But i might break my bones
I wish i could know
But this my only road


Crashing down with my potion
Losing feeling in my body like its stolen 
So why you down, tell me why u feelin hopeless 
So much shit in life left me feelin so broken
x2

Grow Old

gothurted

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