Hurted

Bloodline [prod. metlast x 5head]

Black Sun ft. Diverse [prod. nothingtodo]

auf der Cloud (prod. GLB Beats)

https://soundcloud.com/gothurted
https://soundcloud.com/nicoteenninyo

Lyrics:
[gothurted]
And if I would disappear right now nobody will notice that
I don't care about why but how did I fall for you so bad
Put my hand on your chest let me grab your heart
Take all of your stuff and leave with me shawty let's depart
together

[nicoteen ninyo]
If I would disappear right now, would u come and find me
Or was I just the weight on ur back, holding down ur wings?
Shawty put ur flame up to my face
Let me feel the warmth of ur cold embrace
Let our hearts race
Forever

gothurted - if i would disappear (ft. nicoteen ninyo)

LYRICS:

I hesitate
Judging by the past
Went through a heartbreak
Hope you'll be the last girl
Honey if not, you're my best mistake

Baby come over
I miss you
Cry on my shoulder
Girl I'll be your tissue
Stay 'til the morning
No that ain't an issue
Hard not to open my eyes 
When I kiss you
Underneath the moonlight
In the grass
Wrapped in my arms
Hold you tight
Summer went fast
When you asked
For a good time
Now I'm too attached
Just to pass on you girl
I need to stay relaxed so we last

All around
Still a mess
Hung up on what she said
Back then
Ended on a cold note
Went solo
Tonight I'm gonna let go
Full psycho
So meet me in the back if you wanna ride
I can show you to my bed
Sing a lullaby
You can sleep in my arms for the whole night
With your hand on my heart
Til the sunrise

I hesitate
Judging by the past
Went through a heartbreak
Hope you'll be the last girl
Honey if not, you're my best mistake

Baby come over
I miss you
Cry on my shoulder
Girl I'll be your tissue
Stay 'til the morning
No that ain't an issue
Hard not to open my eyes 
When I kiss you
Feel it in my heart
I don't wanna be the bad guy
Keeping us apart
Guess I'm used to being sad like
Baby let's restart and just runaway
No more living in the dark
In the night of day

She's sweet like candy
You know we sleep like marriage
Promise girl, I
No rollie
Give you my time for holding
She like to self-imagine
Baby girl, Balenciaga my habit
Buy you some diamonds
And mix it with magic tonight, baby

Baby come over
I miss you
Cry on my shoulder
Girl I'll be your tissue
Stay 'til the morning
No that ain't an issue
Hard not to open my eyes 
When I kiss you
Underneath the moonlight
In the grass
Wrapped in my arms
Hold you tight
Summer went fast
When you asked
For a good time
Now I'm too attached
Just to pass on you girl
I need to stay relaxed so we last

-Vocals, Guitar, Production, Mixed & Mastered by Dustin Gill-

Arcane Fantasy IV

[verse]
What if I still miss you
Would you come back?
I will give you my everything
Will you give it back to me (to me)
All the night long
Spending it together
Go along with my life
Would you make it even better? (even better)

[chorus]
I'm feeling so hopeless
Inside my room
Losing my mind 
What should I do?
Live my life
Or end it right now 
I can't feel anything
I'm getting every fucking day worse
Nobody next to me but the illusion of a friend
Nobody texts me, Nobody really cares
Maybe I should kill myself
Maybe this world is not meant for me

[Verse]
Lonely nights 
Talking to myself
Every time
Lying on my bed
I think about you
I think about us
Held to each other
We don't give a fuck about
What people think
What's going on

[chorus]
I'm feeling so hopeless
Inside my room
Losing my mind
What should I do?
Live my life
Or end it right now
I can't feel anything
I'm getting every fucking day worse
Nobody next to me but the illusion of a friend
Nobody texts me, Nobody really cares
Maybe I should kill myself
Maybe this world is not meant for me

STREAM

Hopeless [prod. micco]

thanks to @web_boy for featuring in this track
and to @prodnothingtodo for the awesome beat

Lyrics:
[hook: gothurted]
Look into my eyes not to the tears there are around them
Kill me with your words right after you said that you love me
Look up to the sky and tell me what star that you wanna be
And I'll let you shine forever inside  my dreams

[verse: gothurted]
Dreams of a man who lost all his feelings
Dying with nobody who's caring for me
Dreams of a girl that will never believe in
The love that I feel and I'll never regret
I'm trying to get closer 
But you keep taking the distance
Pulling the trigger
I think that I can't resist that
I'll tell you my last words
I just want you to know
That I'll love you forever
With all my soul  

[hook: gothurted]
Look into my eyes not to the tears there are around them
Kill me with your words right after you said that you love me
Look up to the sky and tell me what star that you wanna be
And I'll let you shine forever inside  my dreams

[verse: Web Boy]
Bury me in the memories
Let my remains lie in the Ostankino
(Lie in the Ostankino x3)
Just forgive me
I didn’t want to end everything this way
But there was no choice
//
Похорони меня
В воспоминаниях
Мои останки пусть
Лежат в Останкино
(Лежат в Останкино х3)
Просто прости меня
Я не хотел чтоб так
Пришлось заканчивать
Но нету выбора

[hook: gothurted]
Look into my eyes not to the tears there are around them
Kill me with your words right after you said that you love me
Look up to the sky and tell me what star that you wanna be
And I'll let you shine forever inside  my dreams

Inside My Dreams ft. Web Boy [prod. nothingtodo]

[Prod. Wellfed] @lilduckk

Lyrics:
The Hardest thing i had to do
Was leave you

I guess she really wasnt the one
Tell me was that love

Dont want to get attached 
To someone else and get let down
one moment i might like you
And the next im out 

I Distance myself
Because i dont know myself

All i know is getting high
And burning lights right in my eyes
Its obvious that things arent fine
But all i do is say im fine

I cant feel like i once did
I barely feel shit

If you love me why would you do that
If you hate me you could really prove that


Baby i think im having a nightmare 
Its crazy because i think i died there

Oh my god its getting to my head the stress i cant take it
Every little thing i swear i fuckin ruin it
I could rly ruin her yeah
Things will never work
So burn me till we through with it

The Hardest thing i had to do
Was leave you

I guess she really wasnt the one
Tell me was that love

Dont want to get attached 
To someone else and get let down
one moment i might like you
And the next im out 

I Distance myself
Because i dont know myself


All i know is getting high
And burning lights right in my eyes
Its obvious that things arent fine
But all i do is say im fine

I cant feel like i once did
I barely feel shit

If you love me why would you do that
If you hate me you could really prove that

I think ive fallen in love with misery
Baby what do you see when you look at me
I know its been so long
I just need to write one more song

I need to get through this somehow
Get fucked up and i black out
Smoke my life away i dont care now
I feel like a ghost i havent been around

Burning Lights [Prod. Wellfed]

tysm to @frvrndalwys for collaborating with me on this awesome project <3

Lyrics

[hook: gothurted]
I don't know where I could go without you
I don't know if I would live without you
'Cause when I fall again
I know that you won't be the one getting me up
Getting me up
I can't live without you

[verse: frvr&alwys]
I just can't walk away from this
Without you in my life I don't wanna live
Got marks from your knife
Running down my skin
Dripping on the ice
Taint my life with sin
I've been moving slower
Smoke my bowl and go down lower
Watch the ashes smolder
If I want to I could own her

[hook: gothurted]
I don't know where I could go without you
I don't know if I would live without you
'Cause when I fall again
I know that you won't be the one getting me up
Getting me up
I can't live without you

Without You [prod. metlast] w/frvr&alwys

prod. Morin x Miracle

Lyrics:
[hook]
Got a gun to my head
Keep my eyes close
Take a breath
Last time they will see me alive
People crying at your funeral but just because
Everybody care about you just the day you die 
x2

[verse]
Till the day you die
You will be alone
With the hug of the drugs
Making you feel loved
Making you feel something
But you know that's nothing
Cause those feelings have no meaning
Bottle up the screams in a heartache
Nobody helps they only care about their own sake
You're a prey in a world of vultures
Feeling hopeless and seeing no future

[hook]
Got a gun to my head
Keep my eyes close
Take a breath
Last time they will see me alive
People crying at your funeral but just because
Everybody care about you just the day you die 
x2

MUSIC VIDEO

Last Day [prod. Morin x Miracle]

lyrics:

I want you back
You want me dead
I was just trying to tell you I'm sad
Give me your hand
I need your help
Even if I know you're playing pretend
Said that I'm fine 
Multiple times
I swear that I've never told you other lies
Never hidden anything but the cries
Feels like its been couple days but the time flies
And the time rise up all the memories making me die
When your head lied up on my chest I was feeling alive
I was feeling somebody
Ended up being no one
Now I'm just a dead body
Walking looking for someone
Looking for some fun
But I be going through hell
Cause you used a shotgun
To break my shell
I'm not feeling well
Locked up in a cell
my only way out
is to kill myself

I Want You Back, You Want Me Dead [prod. capsctrl]

Thank you for listening

shoutout @deadfishpoland for killing this <3

prod @user-597676997 and @iofmusic
mixed and mastered by @farhantnvr


Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4wzCqCFTJqQ4TTSSuEy0TJ?si=OaSoHZzeSPe2TVMFlZtn4A
iTunes: https://music.apple.com/us/album/halfway-down-feat-deadfish-single/1525141680

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Art by calzadadebbie
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LYRICS


// BOJACK HORSEMAN SAMPLE
you see things much more clear than from the ground
it's all okay? it would be, were you not now halfway down
trashed to break from gravity, what now could slow the drop
all i'd give for toes to touch the safety back at top
i changed my mind, i changed my mind, I don't, I-don't wanna...
it's okay...
but this is it, the deed is done.
silence drowns the sound
before i leaped i should have seen the view from halfway down, no
i really should have thought about the view from halfway down
find your peace big guy find it
i wish i could have known about the view from halfway down
is it terrifying?
no i dont think so
it's the way it is yenno
everything must come to an end
the drip finally stops.

// IM GEIST
I feel the wind against my face blow
Told you if I wanted I could let go
And the pain inside my head grows
Then I close my eyes, I'll never see home

// GEIST X DEADFISH
The view
from halfway down
Seems like this time I'll drown
And you
don't make a sound
everytime I'm around


// DEADFISH
I feel the wind against my face blow
my life was so fast, yet the fall is so slow
the water should be cold, yet I'm feeling so warm
i'm feeling the rush, yet I always was numb

i'm falling down just to go up there
when I'll met u there, i won't know what to say
last view, before I close my eyes
last try to feel before my body hits the ground

// GEIST X DEADFISH
The view
from halfway down
Seems like this time I'll drown
And you
don't make a sound
everytime I'm around

Stream

Halfway Down w/ Deadfish (Prod. CapsCtrl & IOF)

a lot of you wanted it back so i'm uploading it again (the new version is still on my soundcloud)

Mental Illness (feat. Goodbyewilson) [prod. HXRXKILLER] (Original Version)

Lyrics:

[hook]
I am in a dark place can you save me?
I am all on my own can you blame me?
I am falling apart can you heal me?
I am screaming so loud can you hear me?
All the thoughts in my mind are blending together
I can't sort anything that is in my head
Feels like I'm somewhere that I can never
Escape from I guess I'm better off dead
Nobody even tries 
Everybody lies
Drowning in cries
I just wanna die
I'm in a roller coaster I'm going down
Crashing to the floor you can hear the sound
Leaving no memories with my lost
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs

[verse]
I've been so stupid trusting you
I knew nobody is ever honest
I think I'll keep on avoiding you
I'm just a lone wolf inside this forest
Living my life like I've always done and
Living my life all alone 
I swear that I'm so sorry mother
But your son now is gone

[hook]
I am in a dark place can you save me?
I am all on my own can you blame me?
I am falling apart can you heal me?
I am screaming so loud can you hear me?
All the thoughts in my mind are blending together
I can't sort anything that is in my head
Feels like I'm somewhere that I can never
Escape from I guess I'm better off dead
Nobody even tries
Everybody lies
Drowning in cries
I just wanna die
I'm in a roller coaster I'm going down
Crashing to the floor you can hear the sound
Leaving no memories with my lost
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs

Dark Place [prod. Young Kxge]

Keep going forward with everything you got into the depth of the darkness… just to have your own inner peace.
“Never give up”
M.S.F

I Want You Back, You Want Me Dead [prod. capsctrl]

gothurted

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