this world is not worthy of listening to this blessing known as "gothurted"

too underrated, the good kind of sad song

prod @metlast
Lyrics:
Nothing really seems to change
And I can't even stop to blame myself
Don't want to wake up today
I don't want to feel that pain again
Nothing really seems to change
But nothing really seems the same
I'm dying numb and cold
'Cause inside me there is no more flame

Can you tell me what to think?
'Cause I can feel my heart shrink
I thought that I had nothing
Inside my chest
I just want to feel alive
For the last time

Nothing really seems to change
And I can't even stop to blame myself
Don't want to wake up today
I don't want to feel that pain again
Nothing really seems to change
But nothing really seems the same
I'm dying numb and cold
'Cause inside me there is no more flame

Nothing Changes [prod. metlast]

single off our ep that we will be dropping very soon thank u <333

falling so easily w/ yungaxstn

Lost Myself

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Producer (Noria): https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCeGJFCaOcxxc47ScXvyPFUQ

And, these nights been dark, I can't see the light,
And, most nights I'll cry, she'll be by my side,
And, I cut that tie, I'm alone this time,
but these tears won't fall, no these tears won't fall, tonight...

watching as the sun rises up, no one's coming back for us...
come back for us...

And, these nights been dark, I can't see the light,
And, most nights I'll cry, she'll be by my side,
And, I cut that tie, I'm alone this time,
but these tears won't fall, no these tears won't fall, tonight...

You're leaving me behind.

@pposture <3

Lyrics:
[verse]
I'm getting bad to tell to someone I love you
'Cause every time I do so they leave
I'm getting insecure about what I will do
'Cause every time I try the world seems
To stop me to hate me to make it worse
To fool me, suffocate me, make me fall
I remember the good times me and you
I remember we calling in the afternoon 

[Bridge]
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone 
Now everything is gone
And I know that you won't come back

[Chorus]
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you

[Verse]
I tried to move on but that's not easy at all
I tried to go ahead but nothing seems to work
I think I've tried everything that I could
But seems like I'll never come back to you
You told me that you loved me
What's the point?
Did you just try to fuck me up?
Life has never been easy and you made it even worse

[Bridge]
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone
And I know that you won't come back

[Chorus]
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you

STREAM

Pick Up The Phone [prod. gothurted x pposture]

[prod. HXRXKILLER] @hxrxkiller

Lyrics:
Theres a reason that ive been so distant 
I figure i can go and hide the pain
ive been on my own for a minute 
And no one sees me when its bout to rain

Dont ask whats going on inside
I dont even know, got death on my mind
Dont ask whats going on inside
Get so fucking high so i dont ask myself why

Like will i always feel like shit
Why do i still love u bitch
Im tryna make it out of this
But is it even worth it

I want to end it all sometimes
Ive been watching all the time go by
Those distant memories 
Feel closer then their meant to

Ive been trying to forget you
Ive been stuck here without you
Was that even the real you
Ive been broken and so bruised

Ive been so stuck in the past
Think of better times, i wish that i was back
i think my whole world might collapse
I think my whole hearts made of glass

I wish that you could tell me
Just don't cry just dont cry
I feel safe by your side
Just dont cry, its alright

Fill my lungs up with smoke
Girl i was waiting, where did you go
Everything hurts me, does anyone know
Where did you go, where did you go

Ill carry on
Imma find a way to make it worth it
As long as im alive ill keep on searching

One more song
Gotta get out all this shit im feelin
Ill be here even when im bleeding

I'VE BEEN TRYING TO FORGET YOU

prod. trechor boy
cover art: trechor boy
thanks @sinxi for the sick guitar melody go follow him

[EVERY DAMN DAY IS THE SAME]

LYRICS:
im so fuckin sick and tired of always feeling nothing
suisai and erisu is what im always bumping

strapped in the back of a sedan
i dont really want to talk about it need to sit down cuz
all of my emotions went and left me fucking stranded
packed all my bags real quick now
going on a trip im never coming back see how ive
become every single thing i said i fucking hated

i feel so on top of the world, but im wasted
every damn day is the same, cannot take it
i am at the edge of extinction, just face it
my entire being hurts, i wont make it

im so fuckin sick and tired of always feeling nothing
suisai and erisu is what im always bumping

strapped in the back of a sedan
i dont really want to talk about it need to sit down cuz
all of my emotions went and left me fucking stranded
packed all my bags real quick now
going on a trip im never coming back see how ive
become every single thing i said i fucking hated

i feel so on top of the world, but im wasted
every damn day is the same, cannot take it
i am at the edge of extinction, just face it
my entire being hurts, i wont make it
(2x)

wasted

tysm to @frvrndalwys for collaborating with me on this awesome project <3

Lyrics

[hook: gothurted]
You can see it in my eyes
There is nothing inside me
So sick of this life
And I'm thinking about it
Suicide is on my mind 
Inner peace what I'm trying to find
You can see it in my eyes
There is nothing inside me
So sick of this life
And I'm thinking about it
Suicide is on my mind 
Inner peace what I'm trying to find

[verse: frvr&alwys]
Suicide, don't let me die
My eyes are blind, but I still try
Do you still cry
'Cause I still cry
And I can't find
Some peace of mind
So Imma just do everything to get fucked up again
'Cause I don't really need your voice inside my head
No more pain
No more blood
It's all the same
It's never enough

[hook: gothurted]
You can see it in my eyes
There is nothing inside me
So sick of this life
And I'm thinking about it
Suicide is on my mind 
Inner peace what I'm trying to find
You can see it in my eyes
There is nothing inside me
So sick of this life
And I'm thinking about it
Suicide is on my mind 
Inner peace what I'm trying to find

Inner Peace [prod. metlast] w/frvr&alwys

tysm to @frvrndalwys for collaborating with me on this awesome project <3

Lyrics

[hook: gothurted]
I don't know where I could go without you
I don't know if I would live without you
'Cause when I fall again
I know that you won't be the one getting me up
Getting me up
I can't live without you

[verse: frvr&alwys]
I just can't walk away from this
Without you in my life I don't wanna live
Got marks from your knife
Running down my skin
Dripping on the ice
Taint my life with sin
I've been moving slower
Smoke my bowl and go down lower
Watch the ashes smolder
If I want to I could own her

[hook: gothurted]
I don't know where I could go without you
I don't know if I would live without you
'Cause when I fall again
I know that you won't be the one getting me up
Getting me up
I can't live without you

Without You [prod. metlast] w/frvr&alwys

[hook]
And I'm hitting up your phone
And I see you never hit me back
Feeling so alone
'Cause you told me that you need a break
Can you understand how the fuck I'm feeling?
Try to spend a life without breathing
And I'm hitting up your phone
And I see you never hit me back
Feeling so alone
'Cause you told me that you need a break
Can you understand how the fuck I'm feeling?
Try to spend a life without breathing

[verse]
Try to spend a life without me
Even if I know that for you that's easy
Hitting on a blunt now I'm feeling dizzy
Without your arms around me
I swear that I'm freezing
You make me feel like
I'm not enough for you
No matter what I do
No matter my efforts
I got no more force
I'm trying to let you understand
You were my only friend
You were the only one I love
And I will love forever
I can't still accept that we'll never be together
'Cause you took me out from the darkness
But then you let me down
And the sky looks starless

[hook]
And I'm hitting up your phone
And I see you never hit me back
Feeling so alone
'Cause you told me that you need a break
Can you understand how the fuck I'm feeling?
Try to spend a life without breathing
And I'm hitting up your phone
And I see you never hit me back
Feeling so alone
'Cause you told me that you need a break
Can you understand how the fuck I'm feeling?
Try to spend a life without breathing

Without Breathing [prod. Ahnboi]

prod. Noria

Lyrics:
[verse]
I'm done with the love that you talk about but never show
I'm sick of feeling like I'm just another one
I'm done with the endless calls looking at my phone 
Thinking about all the feelings that I don't feel anymore
Just right now that I thought it was over
You cry and beg me to stay like a lover
I was there when nobody else was
But now I'm feeling better because

[hook]
I'm trying to live in a world without you
A world where gray's everywhere that I look
A world where you're not anymore the sun waking me up
And every step I take doesn't feel like I'm stuck
x2

[verse]
(Every step I take doesn't feel like I'm stuck)
Remember the past years spent together?
You were the one saying that nothing lasts forever
You were the one saying that I should move on
Now that I'm trying, you don't want, what's going on
Do you love me or you don't want me to be free?
I don't like that you disappear and then you don't want me to leave
You can't blame me for the decisions I'm taking
I know I said this before but

[hook]
I'm trying to live in a world without you
A world where gray's everywhere that I look
A world where you're not anymore the sun waking me up
And every step I take doesn't feel like I'm stuck
x2

Without You [prod. metlast] w/frvr&alwys

gothurted

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