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SoundCloud Weekly 41

Sadboihours

Prod. by FIFexclamation!

Screaming Across the Valley

Screaming Across the Valley (feat. 916frosty) [Prod. Saba]

ONE TIME (FT. VALIOUS)

Can't Wake Up

Can't Wake Up (feat. ihatekaye) [p. Slaying Ibis X Yeezo X Max Flynn]

music video

face it w/ yesterday (prod thislandis)

Lyrics:
[hook]
Hit a spliff with your bitch
Now I'm drowning
In the smoke of the dope
I've been smoking
Take away all the pain
All the bad thoughts
Same day again
Same sad stuff
x2


[verse]
I can see in your eyes
That you're lying
You can see in my eyes
That I'm crying
I don't want to see you again
There's no love anymore
Nothing that remains
I'm in love but
I wont let this love blind me
For the times that
You told me you could find in me
A friend
A man
That'll never let you down


[hook]
Hit a spliff with your bitch
Now I'm drowning
In the smoke of the dope
I've been smoking
Take away all the pain
All the bad thoughts
Same day again
Same sad stuff
x2


[verse]
Same day again
Same sad stuff
Feeling so in pain
Cause a girl's bluff
She's a harpy
Stopped my heartbeat
Now I'm a flatline
Call the hotline
Hit her phone now
Put the phone down
I'm again by my own
I can't find the way home
Feel like my time has come  
I'm gonna die alone


[hook]
Hit a spliff with your bitch
Now I'm drowning
In the smoke of the dope
I've been smoking
Take away all the pain
All the bad thoughts
Same day again
Same sad stuff
x2

STREAM

Sad Stuff [prod. Jody]

soda stream sky

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Lyrics:

(chorus)
wish i’d flip the switch and just make it all alright
i can’t say i’m sorry cus i do that all the time
feel it in my head, god, i feel it in my spine
i’ve been hella fried, think my head’s in overdrive

(verse)
oh, my mind got me trippin so bad
i can’t understand why i’m always upset
i’m so fuckin lonely even when i’m with the squad
ever since i was sixteen i've been feelin hella numb, yeah

and i said i’m sorry
that you wouldn’t stay long
why’d we even start it
when we were meant to be wrong

had you in my necklace
when you said we’d be friends
we could never be friends
guess that i’m alone again

(chorus)
wish i’d flip the switch and just make it all alright
i can’t say i’m sorry cus i do that all the time
feel it in my head, god, i feel it in my spine
i’ve been hella fried, think my head’s in overdrive

my mind got me trippin so bad
i can’t understand why i’m always upset

wish i’d flip the switch and just make it all alright
i’ve been hella fried, think my head’s in overdrive

(verse)
now i'm stressed out, got too much on my mind
i've got all these plans but i haven't got the time
i was a young boy thinking everything was fine
love it had me messed up, i don't know how i'm still alive

and i said i’m sorry
that you wouldn’t stay long
why’d we even start it
when we were meant to be wrong

had you in my necklace
when you said we’d be friends
we could never be friends
guess that i’m alone again

(chorus)
wish i’d flip the switch and just make it all alright
i can’t say i’m sorry cus i do that all the time
feel it in my head, god, i feel it in my spine
i’ve been hella fried, think my head’s in overdrive

my mind got me trippin so bad
i can’t understand why i’m always upset

wish i’d flip the switch and just make it all alright
i’ve been hella fried, think my head’s in overdrive

overdrive

Lyrics:
Baby I got trust issues
Got a broken heart
Trust issues
And its all your fault
Many tissues
For the tears I shed
Shawty would you
Let me get right there?
Trust issues
Got a broken heart
Trust issues
And its all your fault
Many tissues
For the tears I shed
Shawty would you
Let me get right there?

Trust issues, you were the only one I trusted
Not in the condition to feel any love
I'm way too empty, empty
Falling in tears every time you break me
Let me be myself
Feeling like I'm someone else
Feeling like this world is against me
Lived my life raised by the pain that's in me

I gave you everything
That's why I got nothing left
"Let it be"
That's all you can tell me and
In the end, I'm the one broken

Baby I got trust issues
Got a broken heart
Trust issues
And its all your fault
Many tissues
For the tears I shed
Shawty would you
Let me get right there?
Trust issues
Got a broken heart
Trust issues
And its all your fault
Many tissues
For the tears I shed
Shawty would you
Let me get right there?

Trust Issues [prod. FIFexclamation x Salore]

Heres a song about my struggle with physical abuse uwu 

Prod: @juniordbeats
Mixed: @lofeetunes & @planteee

Bruises (prod. jrd.)

feelings

Heres a song off my upcoming EP called Heartbreak & Bad Habits
hope you fuck with it
Kuzu Mellow: @kuzumellow
draffish: @draffish
art: @oddyssi

spotify!

Heartbreak ft. Kuzu Mellow (prod. draffish)

memories

Lyrics

And I need someone next to me
But seems nobody wants to stay 
Let me take away my life 
I don't want to be alive any other day

I just keep myself in me 
Cause these snakes trynna bite my neck
Poison blinds me but I can see 
Who really loves me and watch my back

Do you mind smoking weed together? 
Thats the only way that I get better 
I know I'm not such a good heartbreaker
I cant kill you with a message 

And I need someone next to me
But seems nobody wants to stay 
Let me take away my life 
I don't want to be alive any other day

I just keep myself in me 
Cause this snakes trynna bite my neck
Poison blinds me but I can see 
Who really loves me and watch my back

someone [prod. discent]

mental: @mental
kam michael: @kammichaelmusic

Pain ft. Kam Michael (prod. mental)

Don't tell me you love me
If you want to make me cry
Don't tell me you love me
If you want to make me die

I was by your side 
But it wasn't enough
would you mind 
If I choose to go
Would you mind 
If I fall in love with you again
Girl, so

Don't tell me you love me
If you want to make me cry
Don't tell me you love me
If you want to make me die

Is this a fucking joke?
I gave you my heart
Now my heart is broke
You gave me nothing
But nobody's ever done
And now I'm choking
Cuz I saw your call
Everything you say 
You say it to hurt me so

Don't tell me you love me
If you want to make me cry
Don't tell me you love me
If you want to make me die

make me [prod. sketchmyname]

Walk Away (ft. Aiko & Teqkoi)

featuring  @crvzyy
[Gothurted] 
I'm all alone
Looking at my phone
Are you gonna text me? 
Thought that you would miss me 
But I lost my hopes
Cause I know you won't
Baby please just don't
I remember the time
Smoking dope and some wine 
But I'm all alone
I'm all alone

[Crazy]
Feel so lonely from the time you left
Need you with me baby please come back
You said you're mine
I crossed my lines
A thousand times
But you're still stuck inside my mind

[Gothurted] 
I'm all alone
Looking at my phone
Are you gonna text me? 
Thought that you would miss me 
But I lost my hopes
Cause I know you won't
Baby please just don't
I remember the time
Smoking dope and some wine 
But I'm all alone
I'm all alone

alone ft. 1SONGTHENiDiP [prod. sketchmyname & vaegud]

Official Music Video

Sore Loser (prod. Take A Daytrip)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1J0LM84EHBmFdyI5SP2wvg?si=vGOboWDYSmq1kjTQlbhjiQ

@fifexclamation @prodreko
IG:
Whyed: www.instagram.com/Whyed.wav
FIFexclamation :www.instagram.com/Fif_exclamation
Reko : www.instagram.com/its.rekoj

WhyEd - My Loosing Dreams (Prod. FIFexclamation & Reko)

lyrics
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is she fine without him
does she cry at the castle
is he gone is he here
he's a cunt he's an asshole
is she fine without him
is her mind in a black hole
does this night ever end
are we locked in a capsule

sorry that we're doomed
i guess this is truce
crying at the crib on a friday afternoon
this is how i live spent the day up in my room
made a couple bucks imma dip & get some food
and maybe get some shoes
the max's lookin' smooth
the loud pack smacks & my snacks all chewed
teeth all dead cause my sugar hit the root
if she don't text back she gon have to get the boot
and imma get my move on i ain't even trip
fucked up on a sunday mondays lookin lit
got twenty eight grams and a bottle of some shit
sip henny with the boys at the hotel on the 6th
i've got plans baby do not intervene
yeah i wanted this forever but you decided to leave
so i'll rewrite the script got sagas to complete
try to hit me with i miss you like what the fuck you mean

from the way that she moves you can tell she's a cyclone
and she's back once again it's a hell of a cycle
with that look in her eyes you must tell yourself i know
this is only a test and you must remain vital

is she fine without him
does she cry at the castle
is he gone is he here
she's a cunt she's an asshole

follow 93feetofsmoke

i wonder (prod. 93feetofsmoke)

WHYED - MY LOOSING DREAMS (Prod.FIFexclamation & Rekoj):
https://soundcloud.com/unclltcv/whyed-my-loosing-dreams-prodfif-rekoj

@user-492468312 remix
IG:its_ykeem

Whyed - My loosing dreams (YkeeM Remix)- Un.Halloween 2019

SadBoyProlific - Dear Momma

thanks to @web_boy for featuring in this track
and to @prodnothingtodo for the awesome beat

Lyrics:
[hook: gothurted]
Look into my eyes not to the tears there are around them
Kill me with your words right after you said that you love me
Look up to the sky and tell me what star that you wanna be
And I'll let you shine forever inside  my dreams

[verse: gothurted]
Dreams of a man who lost all his feelings
Dying with nobody who's caring for me
Dreams of a girl that will never believe in
The love that I feel and I'll never regret
I'm trying to get closer 
But you keep taking the distance
Pulling the trigger
I think that I can't resist that
I'll tell you my last words
I just want you to know
That I'll love you forever
With all my soul  

[hook: gothurted]
Look into my eyes not to the tears there are around them
Kill me with your words right after you said that you love me
Look up to the sky and tell me what star that you wanna be
And I'll let you shine forever inside  my dreams

[verse: Web Boy]
Bury me in the memories
Let my remains lie in the Ostankino
(Lie in the Ostankino x3)
Just forgive me
I didn’t want to end everything this way
But there was no choice
//
Похорони меня
В воспоминаниях
Мои останки пусть
Лежат в Останкино
(Лежат в Останкино х3)
Просто прости меня
Я не хотел чтоб так
Пришлось заканчивать
Но нету выбора

[hook: gothurted]
Look into my eyes not to the tears there are around them
Kill me with your words right after you said that you love me
Look up to the sky and tell me what star that you wanna be
And I'll let you shine forever inside  my dreams

Inside My Dreams ft. Web Boy [prod. nothingtodo]

tysm to @frvrndalwys for collaborating with me on this awesome project <3

Lyrics

[hook: gothurted]
You can see it in my eyes
There is nothing inside me
So sick of this life
And I'm thinking about it
Suicide is on my mind 
Inner peace what I'm trying to find
You can see it in my eyes
There is nothing inside me
So sick of this life
And I'm thinking about it
Suicide is on my mind 
Inner peace what I'm trying to find

[verse: frvr&alwys]
Suicide, don't let me die
My eyes are blind, but I still try
Do you still cry
'Cause I still cry
And I can't find
Some peace of mind
So Imma just do everything to get fucked up again
'Cause I don't really need your voice inside my head
No more pain
No more blood
It's all the same
It's never enough

[hook: gothurted]
You can see it in my eyes
There is nothing inside me
So sick of this life
And I'm thinking about it
Suicide is on my mind 
Inner peace what I'm trying to find
You can see it in my eyes
There is nothing inside me
So sick of this life
And I'm thinking about it
Suicide is on my mind 
Inner peace what I'm trying to find

Inner Peace [prod. metlast] w/frvr&alwys

tysm to @frvrndalwys for collaborating with me on this awesome project <3

Lyrics

[hook: gothurted]
I don't know where I could go without you
I don't know if I would live without you
'Cause when I fall again
I know that you won't be the one getting me up
Getting me up
I can't live without you

[verse: frvr&alwys]
I just can't walk away from this
Without you in my life I don't wanna live
Got marks from your knife
Running down my skin
Dripping on the ice
Taint my life with sin
I've been moving slower
Smoke my bowl and go down lower
Watch the ashes smolder
If I want to I could own her

[hook: gothurted]
I don't know where I could go without you
I don't know if I would live without you
'Cause when I fall again
I know that you won't be the one getting me up
Getting me up
I can't live without you

Without You [prod. metlast] w/frvr&alwys

prod. Morin x Miracle

Lyrics:
[hook]
Got a gun to my head
Keep my eyes close
Take a breath
Last time they will see me alive
People crying at your funeral but just because
Everybody care about you just the day you die 
x2

[verse]
Till the day you die
You will be alone
With the hug of the drugs
Making you feel loved
Making you feel something
But you know that's nothing
Cause those feelings have no meaning
Bottle up the screams in a heartache
Nobody helps they only care about their own sake
You're a prey in a world of vultures
Feeling hopeless and seeing no future

[hook]
Got a gun to my head
Keep my eyes close
Take a breath
Last time they will see me alive
People crying at your funeral but just because
Everybody care about you just the day you die 
x2

MUSIC VIDEO

Last Day [prod. Morin x Miracle]

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Produced by: @fifexclamation

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Samueliez - i'm sorry (Prod. FIFexclamation)

lyrics:

i’m sad
are you surprised
i’m so used to hiding tears behind my eyes

and it’s sad
cause i try
try to put myself beyond my mind

i could crawl out of my cranium
to see the person i’ve become
smiling like a stranger to the core

and i crawl out of my cranium
to see the person i’ve become
a skeleton lying on the floor

crawled out of my cranium
to see the person i’ve become
i’m not who i was before

flowers in my bedroom
melting for a monsoon
winter will you please just go away