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you want me to be you but i'm not that
loose leaf outside, where the cops at
if a nigga really want it imma cop that
know this shit bad for me, but i can't stop that
just a few young niggas tryna have fun
ain't know it was gon turn into a lifestyle
leave a lil bitch on read for wasting my time
writing suicide letters and they all rhyme
shorty tryna read a nigga, she guessed the wrong sign
ain't intimidated if a hoe too fine
but i know exactly what come with it
don't want no more than having fun with you
don't know if i'll come back if i come with you
i done came to my senses i'm done with you

nigga fuck all that shit, raised fucked up we fell in love with that shit
nigga fuck all that shit, fucked up when i fell in love with that bitch
i fell in love with the solace
and she fell in love with the mileage
my niggas fell in love with the wylin
i just hope that they make it to college
nigga fuck all that shit, raised fucked up we fell in love with that shit
nigga fuck all that shit, fucked up when i fell in love with that bitch
i fell in love with the solace
and she fell in love with the mileage
my niggas fell in love with the wylin
i just hope that they make it to college

i just spilled ash on my white tee
young fly nigga i'm chilling where the kites be
bitch i'm with aizek, i ain't fucking with the type beats
what the fuck niggas tryna fit in for ?
i'd prolly hate myself if they liked me
they don't tell you that it's lonely when you be yourself
and it's only gon get worse when you see the wealth
put this shit up in a song now it's heartfelt
say that shit in conversation and it's lame as hell
all that really matters is what the art entails
hop on the track and put in my heart for sale
niggas cap rap and they hardly sell
they fell in love with my perspective
i fell in love with her necklace
cuz fell in love with the weapons
granny pray that we all find direction

nigga fuck all that shit, raised fucked up we fell in love with that shit
nigga fuck all that shit, fucked up when i fell in love with that bitch
i fell in love with the solace
and she fell in love with the mileage
my niggas fell in love with the wylin
i just hope that they make it to college
nigga fuck all that shit, raised fucked up we fell in love with that shit
nigga fuck all that shit, fucked up when i fell in love with that bitch
i fell in love with the solace
and she fell in love with the mileage
my niggas fell in love with the wylin
i just hope that they make it to college

fell in love (aizeks x fashionist x b1ooms)

@lluneth @heavn0nevaeh << artists
prods >> @parkercoolversion acyl (soundcloud deleted)

ambidextrous (parker acyl)

@roimiyake
prod @tillamookbay @killspires

talk // michimani killspires

@gr0lth @cohennnnn
lyrics:

why you tryna tell me how it is?
i just made us plans, let’s spend a day girl
you don’t gotta worry 'bout your friends 
let’s hop off the net, go mia girl 
text me, hit me up, you wanna see me?
what happened since you told me that you need me?
said you blocked my number who you feeling like?
lax to yyz, no pg

bye girl, you know you had your chance
new rocks on my shoes to keep me grounded while i dance 
said you out in london, and next week you wanna link 
i hop in the whip so fast, i think its true romance 

run up a cheque, and i run up my bands 
ap going psycho damn 
nice to meet you i’m moraux 
take a pic for instagram 
i made a deal
i’d make it on my own 
i wanna rock 
ima turn 'em to stone
life abundant, motion coming 
this my sacrificial lamb 

why you tryna tell me how it is?
i just made us plans, let’s spend a day girl
you don’t gotta worry 'bout your friends 
let’s hop off the net, go mia girl 
text me, hit me up, you wanna see me?
what happened since you told me that you need me?
said you blocked my number who you feeling like?
lax to yyz, no pg

used to beg for this 
now i’m going hard 
rocking main stage 
in my chrome hearts 
wanna talk down?
you’re in a bad spot 
i’m going a list 
do you have brainrot?

suki, i’m on fire 
my whole squad came with attire
and they ask me how i smell 
i said it’s saint laurent inspired 
woke up, different state 
i got an interview with wired 
if you’re a student of the game
than i guess i’d be a squire 

wild out 
on the track
they’d think i was a plant 
collect a&r’s like pokémon 
i guess that’s who i am 
back it up and bag it up
the world is in my hands 
it’s not my fault i know something that you don’t understand 

wise up 
i can’t lose 
tell me what you wanna do
i got so lost in it
i popped out with brand new jimmy choo 
six speed 
push it hard 
headed straight to top the charts 
costs as much as you assume 
damn bitch, read the room

why you tryna tell me how it is?
i just made us plans, let’s spend a day girl
you don’t gotta worry 'bout your friends 
let’s hop off the net, go mia girl 
text me, hit me up, you wanna see me?
what happened since you told me that you need me?
said you blocked my number who you feeling like?
lax to yyz, no pg

Sacrificial Lambs (@grolth @cohennnnn)

the start of my love for confrontation

melody by michimani @tillamookbay
everything else by me :)

I can’t fade out of sight
I can’t lose track tonight
What the fuck’s happened to me?
How did I lose my life?

Waking up
Faking the rest
Mindless speech
Endless dread
What the fuck’s happened to me
Don’t wanna die willingly
Lighting up
Don’t be stressed x3
In your head, sorry, it’s all in your head

Yeah 
fuck x4
All i’m running on is
luck x4
And they say shit girl that’s 
tough x4
oh yeah that’s 
rough x4
(x2)

Oh can you face it for me?
I’m blatantly overstepping, but please?
(x4)

I’m searching for a BREAK THROUGH
Tryna save myself with Hail Mary’s
I’m playing out a fable
Running from the bad ending
It’s clear why I’m unstable
But I’m tryna rewrite
Relapsing is easy: I hold my fate too damn tight

And that’s the breakdown of it 
I’m overcast but pushing to live
With all my friends around me
I’m a force to be reckoned with

Fuck all the premonitions
Fuck all the art i made that tied me down
Tied me down 

I can’t fade out of sight
I can’t lose track tonight
What the fuck’s happened to me?
How did I lose my life?
(x2)

BREAK-THROUGH

"An exceptionally interesting subject (...) a most beautiful woman, playing a 'vampire' who tries her utmost to tempt the youth." 

everything by me

@gr0lth
I write like Sophocles
But been like Ajax, not the dish soap
It’s hard to see the art that you say would “die without”
-reap you nothing
It’s plain disgusting
The way you leech off of everyone you can 

It’s not unusual  
The weights in your eyes
Dragging 
A late demise planned to happen  
If you shed your shame for a second
I can help if I’ll be let in  

Will u miss me love?
Will u shed a tear?
Can I wilt in your arms, till I start to sear?
If your heart attacked,
Would I be at fault?
Is it feign to fear whom I should hold close
(x2)

I struggle saying anything
Vocal chords shut, am I helpless or a prude?
In fear of judgement constantly
Oh I can't place a time I ever shook the feeling off
Stop, remembering where you bled
Calm your nerves till they heal again
Girl you gotta give yourself some time
Running head first into danger with no plan to win

You stalked me in my nightmares
Felt your breath scald	my scalp
Back turned, said u hate me
When front faced, no sound 
It’s obvious, you’re playing me for a fool
A tool turned to quicksand, I ain’t gon say move
With lungs punctured, quick to atrophy
A sauntering son walking past me
“It’s mockery at best”

Will u miss me love?
Will u shed a tear?
Can I wilt in your arms, till I start to sear?
If your heart attacked,
Would I be at fault?
Is it feign to fear whom I should hold close
(x2)

nature's caricature

the learning process for finding yourself

part of the melody by rydxr @imnotrydxr
bass preset from the goat vin
mixing feedback from cratre @usbc
everything else by me :)

Call my bluff
You're fighting off the world, while I'm waiting in the cockpit
I wanna be
The associate of joy’s thief: comparing 

myself~ to you x2

(I’m not gonna put it with this ‘cause I don’t have to anymore
I’m tired of your worldview ‘cause you always neglected for him of course)

Bitch I ain’t gonna live like that anymore
Why would I do that to myself?
You can wallow in your self-pity
Either way I'm gonna do so well
I ain’t gonna live like that anymore
Why would I do that to myself?
I ain’t gonna be like you in any way
Go and get some fucking help!

call my bluff

14%

Think I'll give it all up
And lose the passcode
Oh you were that close to

One last hoorah
It'll be the last one
Always been your last call

Have you had enough of
Giving everything you got
Just to talk about it happening
Instead of it ever happening

Well I've had it up to here
Now it's crystal clear
That I'm out
And I don't want it ever happening

Think I'll give it all up
And lose the passcode
Oh you were that close to

One last hoorah

For the Republic!

fake butterfly prod me

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