despise(u) w/ lucid soup

Insomnia

prod me
ig: @cllientt
https://open.spotify.com/album/5WWDvmY2tV2TBiW2IrP8K0?si=Q6TJcytOR_S1SPnpHaJrOw&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A5WWDvmY2tV2TBiW2IrP8K0

lyrics:
처음 봤을 때만 생각나
행복했는데
어디서부터 
제멋탱굴까?

I've been feeling lost & I don't wanna move on
all alone in the cold
snow surrounds me freezing me to my core
cement weighs on my arms
and now i'm losing what set me apart
i can't find reasons to start
i'm an adult and my fears kill my heart
season 18 and its still episode 1

but i do not know if im gonna make it
even then i'm still gonna try it
ill cross on my heart, swear that ill make it
ill go even if i die trying
but i do not know if im gonna make it
even then i'm still gonna try it
ill cross on my heart, swear that ill make it
ill go even if i die trying

ill go. on.
go. on.
go. on.
i'll be just fine
go. on.
go. on.
season 18 and its still episode 1

what's the reason i try so hard?

where's the passion i had when i was young?

this shouldn't be happening, i should be having fun
i wanna restart, wanna go back to those days
wanna redo everything, every little decision i made
i regret, i regret every single day.
they say that i should enjoy it while im young
but i cant help but worry with cards that i play

I've been feeling lost & I don't wanna move on
all alone in the cold
snow surrounds me freezing me to my core
cement weighs on my arms
and now i'm losing what set me apart
i can't find reasons to start
i'm an adult and my fears kill my heart
season 18 and its still episode 1

but i do not know if im gonna make it
even then i'm still gonna try it
ill cross on my heart, swear that ill make it
ill go even if i die trying
but i do not know if im gonna make it
even then i'm still gonna try it
ill cross on my heart, swear that ill make it
ill go even if i die trying

ill go. on.
go. on.
go. on.
i'll be just fine
go. on.
go. on.
season 18 but its still episode 1

season 18, episode 1

im just a taurus girlie! [sc exclusive]

prod @zjay
(THEY DONT GIVE A FUCK!!) by @tennstarss
everything else me :>>>>

can't fucking believe what he said to my face
boy talking crazy he get blocked & replaced!
blamed it on the seasons in retrograde
i wouldn't test telling that in your case!

in your case! (case~)
in your ca-
ca- case
in your case....

i can see it in his eyes, a double meaning (a double meaning)
something in disguise that's just fucking bleeding (it's fucking bleeding!)
is that yr heart? (x2)
is that yr heart babeee?
just cause of me? (x2)
all cause of me, yeah!!!!

been feeling better than ever before
everything's sorted and now i can soar! {eagle reference}
i hopped on this shit bc i was just bored...

& i got so fucking bored that, uhm, i didn't end up finishing it past this so here we go again...

can't fucking believe what he said to my face
boy talking crazy he get blocked & replaced
blamed it on the seasons in retrograde
i wouldn't test telling that in your case!

in your (ca-case-case)
in your ca- case~ (THEY DONT GIVE A FUCK!!)
in your ca-
ca- case
in your case....

can't fucking believe what he said to my face
boy talking crazy he get blocked & replaced
blamed it on the seasons in retrograde
i wouldn't test telling that in your case!

in your case..
oh in your case!
in your~ case....

open&Shut @zjay #SCEXCLUSIVE

repost PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

prod by @j896 and naggens

lyrics: (satire)

say you didn't love me, i dont even care,
ima pull up late, im a nightmare,
and i honestly dont wanna be here,
and i dont really wanna be here right now,

you stabbed me up in the back,
im driving away, 6 feet on the dash,
and i dont wanna know, i dont wanna attack, 
and i dont wanna fight, im leaving bad,

i might just kill you right now,
im hunting in the dark,
you left me lonely right now,
but you'll never get far,

you'll never escape,
you wont leave the place,
so stay with me or die,

im going insane,
but thats just the way,
to show you you are mine,

i know im aggressive,
sometimes im obsessive,
i dont really care no more,
so ima leave the message

creepy_theme [p. junoes + naggens]

@azkii1

I pray to Arwen
Nowadays it's just death and decay, yeah there's really just nothing
I pray to Arwen
My whole life went up in flames and now my whole body's burning
I don't really feel nothing but hurting
Gate closed I'm a whole different person
Gate closed I'm a whole different person

Time running out
World going down
I wish I could get out
I wish I could get out
Time running out
World going down
I don't think I'll get out
Mage ain't in town
So I'll pray to Arwen
So I'll pray to Arwen

I pray to Arwen
Nowadays it's just death and decay, yeah there's really just nothing
I pray to Arwen
My whole life went up in flames and now my whole body's burning
I don't really feel nothing but hurting
Gate closed I'm a whole different person
Gate closed I'm a whole different person

i pray to arwen [prod. azkii]

prod fxrgn

she wanna feel on this
she wanna feel on me
well baby i need to hear it give me some honesty
ik youre thinkin about how much you wanna take off them jeans and fuck me on the hood or your backseat
slim waist and your hair it attracts me
pretty face aint nowhere i would rather be
i wanna make you all of mine, i wanna show you how to live life n shine to the fullest not partly 
wrap your legs around my body let me lay you down
give you kisses on your neck until i feel aroused
i wanna make you feel like you aint got no problems now
talking sexual through the phone when im out of town
i wanna hold your hand
i wanna be your man
what would i do for that ahh you wouldnt understand
there's no faking this
yea my hearts at bliss
i wanna feel your lips all up on my skin

girl this aint what you want (8x)

she do whatever i say
she know that’s what she want
and she gon act like that
yeah she wanna fall in love
yeah she wanna touch on me
girl im a prodigy
girl my life been complete
since i been 17
and since i was 14
my pockets been real deep
you know what i got with me
we can take it there
now

want ft. draf

Produced by: Han2k15
Mixed by: Han2k15
Written by: N/A
Mastered by: Han2k15
Vocals: N/A
Released: 10/21/23

Illusions Of Grandeur

nooo (prod. snaax)

drank talk

Sealteam Faggots w Slyachrist prod tainlykick

@100signs < — > @johnrusselquotes (*x*)
AGE: 19 (-)>(-) 
❀ she/her producer (✿ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)⁾⁾

open&Shut @zjay #SCEXCLUSIVE

grolth