btw I'm the penguin there (I love the vibe)

produced by sleepwater
piano by melon musik

wait for me in my next life
i swear that ill be fine
got three new chains on my neck fye
tell me im divine
got a deer trapped in the headlights
in a road full of pine
its coming near, following through me
i dont really mind if i die
through the window my neck and spine
i watched my body die
on the ground theres blood on the floor
never leave my side
tendants broken to the core
pendants my neck when im sore
penance she let her mourn
permanance purgatory
in doors

It's october, branches casting 
dont let go were everlasting
antidote w car fumes rising
way too close my hairs nearly frying
check his pulse a boy here is dying  
dont convulse a tear, see him trying
release from every joy now im crying
convinced u not to steer, into the dying

chemicals in my heart i feel so gloomy
with you youll tear me apart
im scared youd lose me

me
her

mourn

produced by xona, ruevi, & oc

big thank you to all individuals who helped make this song possible <3

@ruevi @prod-oc
@heylog
@hiraethsry
@sleepywater
@sinxi
@caspywaspy
@vilsynth
@valerii
@deadfishh

the lyrics were over 4000 characters and that's the limit for soundcloud ♥

-lyrics-
https://genius.com/Xona-avoid-ii-lyrics

xona

spotify

avoid II w/ ruevi, heylog, hiraeth, sleepwater, sinxi, casperrr, vil, valerii & deadfish

prod hira

If I disappear 
nobody would know

I used to think i was important 
Buried in a cage I’m getting nauseous 
And the smell inside his ribs is getting potent
Leave you both together in a forest

Screaming out for help and no one noticed 

Then maybe you’d know how it feels 
I gave you the world that you’d steal 
So you can go fuck him instead 
I’ll cry till I know you’re dead

Disappear 
Nobody will know

So please don’t let it
Go to your head love 
I’ll be fighting after the war 
Do you not feel the regret from all the  blood that you’ve poured 
Psycho little bitch should be assigned to a ward 
Ruining yourself downing bleach on the floor

You don’t wanna talk to me 
You never even had to
I’d break another bone but
I just can’t seem to fight for you
But I’d die for you
Down another bottle and I’ll lay with you

Why you gotta be so far
Put another s into the side of my arm
You could never be more wrong
Tryna let it go but I had nothing to start 
Why u tryna prove me wrong
I’m such a lost cause bitch u did it again
Drowning and it’s all your fault 
Fingers getting cold wrapped my hand round her neck 

I used to think i was important 
Buried in a cage I’m getting nauseous 
And the smell inside his ribs is getting potent
Leave you both together in a forest

Screaming out for help and no one noticed 

Then maybe you’d know how it feels 
I gave you the world that you’d steal 
So you can go fuck him instead 
I’ll cry till I know you’re dead

after the war

shoutout https://soundcloud.com/cay2o for helping with the ending
all the rest prod by me

lyrics:
dont talk like that, you know this
ive had it, babe im focused.
discarded. u said, "dont leave, don't go"
been up for days, I've blown it
"don't fold in" but its too hopeless
im coming to the coven, i've been numb.

slave away the day until i make it
this chest in pain feels so amazing
if you got some more, then i can take it
she said im mental, guess im crazy
IM SO CRAZY IM SO CRAZY
feeling lost, when you walked in with bleach blonde hair
i never thought we would talk now its been 3 years
on the rocks and im coughing i gasp for air
and she said, "kade, do u hate me? do u hate me?
please dont hate me!"

dont talk like that, you know this
ive had it, babe im focused.
discarded. u said, "dont leave, don't go"
been up for days, I've blown it
"don't fold in" but its too hopeless
im coming to the coven, i've been numb.

coven

Self prod :)

Lyrics 

Stop
My body rots
Inside This corpse
Don't keep it locked
I cant replay what you say
My brains all made out of clay
If I cant hear what you say
its cuz my ears are decayed

You should really try and worry about yourself
Hearing stories Building stories about myself
tell me how tell me why tell me well
everything you say I would rather kill myself

BREAK
I don't know why my body shakes
I don't know why my body aches
maybe im reacting to the bass
Feelings gone numb right to my face

So see through
How these feelings come apart when I need you
whys it always seem so dark
when the skys blue

Whys it always seem so hard just to like you

I feel destain
My body screams
If you cant hear what I say
we are just corpse in a grave

Spotify

CORPSE

very underrated song

i said that u were looking hopeless
everytime ive been around you
i cant get u to even focus
cause theres demons all around you

nice new car is it a civic?
she said bye cos its not worth it
in the front seat i hope u really tell me
that u didnt do it cos i dont want a hurting

this ice bath threw myself into shock
when i heard u were addicted to the pot
i was hoping youd get caught
i dont ever talk
but when i do
no one listens
its kinda rude

but wheres all my friends man i really dont get it
im trying so hard but i dont get the credit
i face plant in the ground i guess ill eat the dirt then
ur boyfriends a twat no surprise youd end up w that
UR BOYFRIENDS A TWAT IM NOT SURPRISED U LIKE THAAAT
IM NOT SURPRISED U LIKE THAAAAT
I WONT BE SURPRISED IF YOU DIE WITH HIIIIIIM
he fits you real good cause ur both alcoholics
and time passes by if u party all the night
i think youre the devil is that who you worship
i knew u were evil my minds been corrupted
AND IM HOPING THAT U FORGET
WHAT I DID TO YOU THAT WAS MY PLAN
I WAS THINKING YOU DESERVED IT
U HAD TO RUN YOUR MOUTH
IT WAS SO EMBARRASSING
WE COULDNT MAKE IT
IT WASNT MY FAULT U WERE SUCH BITCH

heylog - Face Plant

prod by me
ft. @hiraethsry
big thanks to hira for wanting to be apart of this track!!

- lyrics -
- Hiraeth -
Front line baby walking out beside me
And my time never comes with any parting
Whole life, idk if I deserve this
I guess I might have to run crawl to a surface
Oh god, I can barely touch the ceiling
Ur fault babe, it’s all ur fault for leaving
The rain keep cutting my feelings in half
I swear this flood is bad, it pulls me in to drown
And while ur walking round
Airing dirty laundry out
I’ll come around and knock it all down
You’ll never escape me
Or what I planned for us
When u come back to mine
It’s never long enough

- grasior -
talk down to the bodies that you carry
don't lie i can see what your hiding
push back i can see it in your eyes
you slaughtered everyone who cared just to keep on that disguise

you walked away, i saw you broken
you tried to fight, hoped no one noticed
you spoke so loud yet it stay silent
cause no one wants to treat you like the highness

we fought so many hours yet you had a smile
sent shiver down my spine god i cant rely
i saw you talking to your friends
i always knew how this would end

frontline ft. hiraeth

prod stezzyxl
enjoy^\^

ft @xav0id

her soundcloud - 
https://on.soundcloud.com/vMttEe6irRmQ5eXX9

(and aydan)

lyrics:

(hey j, um it’s aydan, ur kinda of a bitch now, so. anyways. bye bye)

ARBYS WE HAVE THE MEAT

stezzyxl-
watch ur tone, u need a clamp among that tongue bitch
watch ur phone, get the noti, dropped a song “snitch”
all that talk is cheap, i had to up the payment
say u run the show but barely even claim shit?

they think i fell off
i still make music, no?
“stezzy pop off” 
i make what i want bro.
i do everything
no one else can ever do
so don’t compare me
to his little “crew”
they think i fell off
i still make music, no?
“stezzy pop off” 
i make what i want bro.
i do everything
no one else can ever do
so don’t compare me
to his little “crew”

u used to go by j
now then call u jen
dosent change the fact u fucked with all my friends
tryna run away?
from ur problems; say?
u think that people will forget 
ONCE YOU SWITCH UR NAME?

ONCE U SWITCH UR NAME
WILL FORGET WILL U SWITCH UR NAME?
ONCE U SWITCH UR NAME
WILL FORGET WILL U SWITCH UR NAME?

xav0id-
watch ur tone, u need a clamp among that tongue bitch
watch ur phone, get the noti, dropped a song “snitch”
all that talk is cheap, i had to up the payment
say u run the show but barely even claim shit?

shit
shit
shit
shit

they think i fell off
i still make music, no?
“brizy pop off” 
i make what i want bro.
i do everything
no one else can ever do
so don’t compare me
to his little “crew”

u used to go by j
now then call u jen
dosent change the fact u fucked with all his friends
tryna run away?
from ur problems; say?
u think that people will forget 
ONCE YOU SWITCH UR NAME?

LOL

u dumbass ass bitch how did that fist taste?

watch ur tone, u need a clamp among that tongue bitch
watch ur phone, get the noti, dropped a song “snitch”
all that talk is cheap, i had to up the payment
say u run the show but barely even claim shit?

how did that fist taste?
LOL

snitch w/ xav0id

Darci - Throwback (MRJay Remix)

I’ve had enough of lame fucking fake cunts 
Feel like Tom cruise 
Bitch you know I do my own stunts 
Put my soul in the music shit 
I put my all nah
Put my soul in the music shit 
Like a horcrux 
I don’t need no chains on my neck 
Sticking out like a sore thumb 
I just need to know
that it’ll work out 
Put my soul in the music shit
put my all nah 
Put my soul in the music shit
like a horcrux
I don’t need no chains on my neck 
Sticking out like a sore thumb 
I just need to know
that it'll work out
Bae I got this weight on my chest like I workout 
Fuck up out my face with that shit 
It wont work out 
I done let my patience slip 
Now it’s all out 
Thank your for your patience 
I’ll tip you just for waiting 
Find me sitting meditating 
Sensei ing
Deep breathes 
Elevate me 
To a higher place g 
Somewhere you can’t reach 
Calling out please save me 
Sinking with the ship 
But you’ll know I’ll keep sailing

frontline ft. hiraeth

grasior ✾

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