111 empty houses; mended hearts

Keeping Me Cold

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Featuring @lilskeleskrrt
Produced by @metlast
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
Still the same scared kid that I was way back then
Know I'd give anything to change how it happened
Still bleeding from the wounds of my past and
Pursuing happiness
But I can't have that

Take another hit to my pride and my passion
Loss after loss like a chain reaction
When everything goes wrong
I need a way out
I can not be trusted to be kind to myself

The drugs don't make it better
They just keep me distracted
From the life I'm supposed to live
And out the one that I'm trapped in
When everything goes wrong
I tend to break down
I can not be trusted to be kind to myself

(skele)
And love I promise that I mean well
All those things I did were fucking my health 
I've never been good at helping out myself
It's getting bad
I prolly need help
I never meant for you to run away 
I just wanted you to feel a bit of my pain 
And when everything goes wrong I hope you'll be here 
Need someone to fix all my fears

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When Everything Goes Wrong w/ skele (Prod. metlast)

produced by: @freveltrothy
happy halloween (even though by the time I drop this it'll probably be like fuckin 2037)

i think i killed another man last night 
i didn’t even stop to check
either way he’s not moving 

all i need is a mask and a knife
i don’t ever need a glock
little bitch i’m not shooting 

only time i ever truly feel alive
is when i’m cutting thru his flesh
swear the sound kinda soothing 

i took his wallet 
saw his girl as a picture 
go to the address
finish it and bring the jewels in 

so i cry
till my eyes swell up
and i can’t fall asleep 
think i’m too fucked up
room spinning think i’m gonna throw up
and i guess im old news 
your new man look tough 

i wanna bleach my eyes but im way too scared
so i just stare at the sun 
wanna close myself
cus you were never there
at least you’re having fun

i don’t know why i’m like this 
how the fuck could i take another man from his family? 
so i go and wash the knife quick,
think i went overboard 
violence charge my battery 
no point tryna fight this,
know i’m gonna go to jail
insane
yeah i had to be 
when i cut him, kinda liked it 
need to go home now
hope my moms not mad at me 

i think i killed another man last night 
i didn’t even stop to check
either way he’s not moving 

all i need is a mask and a knife
i don’t ever need a glock
little bitch i’m not shooting 

only time i ever truly feel alive
is when i’m cutting thru his flesh
swear the sound kinda soothing 

i took his wallet 
saw his girl as a picture 
go to the address
finish it and bring the jewels in

killer (frevel)

went for something different.
made this with the intention to expand my creativity as an artist
and the hopes to understand myself more as a person.
hope you enjoy :')
prod. @branwenmusic & @rvrhiv 🖤
cover art done by @akanenosketch

~~lyrics~~
(i got these daggers in my spine)
(they come right at me from the skies)
(just tell me why, why)

knowing that you’re safe
could you save me from this bad dream
know it’s kinda late
girl i’m sorry that i’m asking
glass to the fist 
for the flesh in my skin 
don’t get attached
yeah my body full of sin

worms in my teeth
cause i overeat  
serenity i seek
but my heart is getting weak
you people make me sick
roll another spliff 
rotting from within
until i meet an end
do you understand?

go into a rage 
when i see you in my sight
everyone the same 
and i always wonder why
tell me what it takes
just for you to stay mine

swear i’m fucking sick
everyone’s a prick 
running fucking swift
don’t ever stop, won’t ever quit
eh i was a mistake
in this world; why do i stay?
no, seriously.
THIS SHIT SUCKS!!!

hush…

glass to the fist 
for the flesh in my skin 
don’t get attached
yeah my body full of sin

worms in my teeth
cause i overeat 
serenity i seek
but my heart is getting weak
you people make me sick
roll another spliff 
rotting from within

i’m rotting from within!
i should probably go
there's blood under the snow 
infinity below
i hear the echoes of bellows

aren’t you just happy for me
i wanna be someone else
stuck inside a catacomb
it’s like my own personal hell 
just give me the signal 
and i’ll try to book it outta here
it’s not that i’m terrified
this is just how i look my dear 

i got these daggers in my spine
they started raining from the sky
i didn’t make it home in time
within your arms is where i lie

i rot, everything’s stupid 
i want you, but i’m useless
time’s not real, we are lucid 
i’m just, gonna lose it all


glass to the fist 
for the flesh in my skin 
don’t get attached
yeah my body full of sin

worms in my teeth
cause i overeat 
serenity i seek
but my heart is getting weak
you people make me sick
roll another spliff 
rotting from within
until i meet an end 
do you understand?…

infinity below [prod. branwen x rvrhiv]

needed this to change
produced by @pekarot_161
featuring @lilskeleskrrt
mixed by nine to 5 and skele

lyrics:
nine to 5:
Now I'm left in the cold
Stary late night when my breathe turns to smoke
Living in the past when the rest still unfolds
I just wanna go back when my neck wasn't choked I'm
Stuck inside my mind when I'm passing
Highway signs eastbound we were laughing
Now I'm left with nothing but these memories flashing
gone within a moment and I don't know what happened

I can't get away, yeah theres nowhere I can run to
We've been everywhere, I can't begin to forget you
Your shadows everywhere around me even inside my room
Staring at the wall wishing that I was beside you

Living in this empty state of mind
Wander through this empty space
Lost because I know I'll never find
Anyone to take your place
Shivers running up and down my spine
Tears falling down my face
Knowing that I gave you all my heart
But you still needed this to change

Yeah you still needed this to change (still needed this, still needed this)
Yeah you still needed this to change (still needed this, still needed this)
Knowing that I gave you all my heart
But you still needed this to change

Knowing that I gave you all my heart
But you still needed this to change

skele:
I've been a part of you for too long
And I still write the same songs
I'll wait here forever love until I figure out what you want
It's never enough
Just break me down
And I'll stay put til you're done
I fucking gave you my heart

both:
I fucking gave you my all

nine to 5:
But it was never enough

nine to 5 and skele:
Living in this empty state of mind
Wander through this empty space
Lost because I know I'll never find
Anyone to take your place
Shivers running up and down my spine
Tears falling down my face
Knowing that I gave you all my heart
But you still needed this to change

Yeah you still needed this to change (still needed this, still needed this)
Yeah you still needed this to change (still needed this, still needed this)
Knowing that I gave you all my heart
But you still needed this to change

Yeah you still needed this to change (still needed this, still needed this)
Yeah you still needed this to change (still needed this, still needed this)
Knowing that I gave you all my heart
But you still needed this to change

Still needed this to change
Knowing that I gave you all my heart but you still needed this to change
Still needed this to change
Yeah you still needed this to change
Knowing that I gave you all my heart but you still needed this to change

nine to 5 - needed this to change ft. skele (prod. pekarot)

i'm just a robot

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lyrics:

[intro]
I wanna die
No not literally, fuck
Just wanna cry
‘Cause I hate the way I look
I’ll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline
Anything I can do to feel unalive

[verse 1]
‘Cause i’m a robot
With human skin
And try as I might
I can’t overwrite the code within
I’m just a robot
I don’t exist
Extinguished the light
I gave up the fight
For views and clicks
But somehow I still break down every time you call
I’m just a fake now, not supposed to feel at all
So why am I so unsteady
Fused with so much pain already
Yeah I wish I could just start again
No pretend
But everyday I look inside with discontent
Shit doesn’t relent

[chorus 1]
I wanna die
No not literally, fuck
Just wanna cry
‘Cause I hate the way I look
I’ll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline
Find the shrine confined within, embrace mine
You can’t contrive
To remove me from the book
Blood intertwined
Art, virality mistook
I’ll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline
Anything I can do to feel unalive

[verse 2]
They make this shit look easy
Hijack their eyes to feed me
He’ll reach inside of their souls’ convince them that they need me
But what’s the meaning
I’m bleeding
I feel my life force depleting
So what’s the point of succeeding
If it’s not for myself?
It’s just for everyone else
Couldn’t help but put my pride on the shelf
I guess I’m going to hell
We’re all frauds, ain’t no contest
I’m no god, just a complex
I don’t get it
How they hid it
So well
(And I don't wanna die but maybe it's easier)
It’s no fun, to be broken
Burning sun, I’m unchosen
They don’t get it
How I did it
Don’t tell
(I pushed and they folded, my body was molded wrong)

[bridge]
I tried to bottle it up
But you threw salt in the cut
My body’s turning to rust
I guess I’ll wallow in it
They said it wasn’t enough
So now I’m calling their bluff
Not who they think that I was
I strive to keep it hidden

[chorus 3]
I wanna die
No not literally, fuck
Just wanna cry
‘Cause I hate the way I look
I’ll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline
Find the shrine confined within, embrace mine
You can’t contrive
To remove me from the book
Blood intertwined
Art, virality mistook
I’ll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline
Anything I can do to feel unalive

unalive

hope u enjoy this one :)

prod: Noah Birch
mixed, mastered, written and recorded by me

LYRICS:
Don’t go without me
But you left, so suddenly
Control freak
Is all you see in me 

But I’m more
Just give me more
Let me show you
Just what I can do
Before you go

Replace
The memories I had of you, with someone else
Erase 
Every thought of you that I held
Can’t just let you waste inside my mind 
And I ain’t staying in tonight
Wash away the sins inside
Cover up what I try to hide
What’s the point of this shitty life
(Oh-oh)
Why do I still try to fight 
(No-oh)
Myself I’ll never find

(We haven’t talked and I think we should)

And I know it’s time to get my life in check
Get back to the way I once was before 
But I’m scared of what comes next
Staying clear of the edge, I’m afraid I might fall
And I know that you won’t catch me
You say you will, but you lie, ain’t there when I call

Control freak
(Freak, freak, freak)
Is all you see in me

But I’m more
Just give me more
Let me show you
Just what I can do
Before you go

Second to last song for the year, its been an awesome one thanks so much. have a good rest of 2023 loveu <#

control freak

Last song of the year, hope u enjoy and thanks for a great 2023>! See yu all next year!!>

Production and collab with @prodjpjp

LYRICS:
And i said what i said, so can you just relax
(Can you just relax) 
And you “meant it all” then, so why are you coming back? There’s no thoughts in your head when you’re looking like that
(When you’re looking like that) 
And you say you want me dead, but then your right on my lap

And i can't believe what you've been telling me
When its the opposite of what you mean
And you said that you have been through everything
Baby you ain't even seen a thing
So can you take a deep breath
(Deep breath)
And listen to what your heart says

Now there's smoke all in her lungs, piercing on her tongue
Drugs all in her body, yet she thinks she's having fun
And when i get drunk i really think she is the one
I don't have a clue what i'm in store for
(Store for)
She'll throw me out when she gets bored
(Gets bored)
And leave me there at her door
(Her door)
But it's all complicated
She says she loves me, and then she hates me

And i said what i said, so can you just relax
(Can you just relax) 
And you “meant it all” then, so why are you coming back? There’s no thoughts in your head when you’re looking like that
(When you’re looking like that) 
And you say you want me dead, but then your right on my lap

Hope u have a great new years, love u!
333+

bipolar (jpjp)

Produced by Morri
Written and performed by Morri
Mixed and Mastered by Morri
cover pic by @nisshokuwu

enjoy :) <3

•lyrics•
smoking all the time
my lungs turning black
don't help me
i'm drowning in the ash
messing myself up
i needed you 
i cant sleep
what do i do
i wanted to end it in last june
i needed help but where were you

i didn't wanna make it out alive
but i needed the time
that i wasted
i have burdens on my back 
and i can't take it anymore 
i wanted it all and more
i kept asking
and i kept begging
for more

i'm fine
i'm fine
i wasted all my time
i wasted all my smiles
how far will i go this time
i'm fine
i'm fine
i wasted all my time
i wasted all my smiles
how far will i go this time

i'm mourning in my room
it's like a cell
i'm surrounded by the doom
a certain smell
im feeling dread
i feel unwell
i envy death
i live in hell

i'm fine
i'm fine
i wasted all my time
i wasted all my smiles
how far will i go this time
i'm fine
i'm fine
i wasted all my time
i wasted all my smiles
how far will i go this time
i'm fine
i'm fine
i wasted all my time
i wasted all my smiles
how far will i go this time
i'm fine
i'm fine
i wasted all my time
i wasted all my smiles
how far will i go this time

What Do I Do II

[+ msg] I been dead awhile
featuring @loat66
produced by @sogimura

[+ follow me]
www.instagram.com/seejayxo
www.twitter.com/seejayxo

[+ lyrics]

[hook: seejayxo]
put this powder in my nose
I been dead awhile
what they got against me
I pull up in style
if you want me back
just pick up and dial
baby yk I would drive
a thousand miles
2x

[verse 1: loat!]

i put pain pills in my coke i won’t feel a while
take me back to last october i don’t want it now
it feels like the walls are closing in and i can’t break them down
and then my fingers turn to bones just when im climbing out
well fuck it i don’t wanna go
i’ll take the whole pill up the nose
pass two then three then four
til i drop brain dead on the floor
but i won’t be dead anymore
i need something keeping me numb
my demons they live in a cavern inside of my soul
got no bev so i can’t take one

[hook: seejayxo 2x]

[verse 2: loat!]
aye
all eyes on me
every time i try to walk through the streets 
but really i wish there was nothing on me
i need me a bitch who cvan roll up my weed
i need me a bitch who can slide for me
i need me a bitch who can ride for me
say you in love are you dying for me?
now we breaking up are you crying for me?
for real are you in love
or do you say that just because
you keep me on your tongue
like i’m your favorite drug
i like mine up the nose so i’ll break it down for us
girl i need you to cut me i need to feel your touch
your touch

[hook: seejayxo 2x]

dead (feat. LOAT!)

Mastered by Switch
Prod by Chasper
Track 10

Waiting For Nothing

\ lyrics /
noooo i dont know whats wrong
you're fuckin everything up, i never wanted to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

noooo you never tell me wrong
i'm left with all of these texts i ain't responding to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

and she said "don't go, you were my everything"
gave you my heart but then you break it like it's anything
retrace my steps back to you
i'll tell you everything i couldn't do

and you walked away as the leaves would fall
and i reached my arm but you didn't help
and under my skin you'll uncover and hide
the darkest place that i can reside

and i replay the moment when you leave and depart
while i just lay in my bed with open arms
and i don't wanna hurt myself again and again
but it seems like the start of the end

noooo i dont know whats wrong
you're fuckin everything up, i never wanted to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

noooo you never tell me wrong
i'm left with all of these texts i ain't responding to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

too much w/ vislyn [prod. michael harrison]

happy valentines day <3

thanks 4 listening!

overwatch 2 (prod. dercept)

bones and ashes

lyrics
--------
if it were up to me
i would be a tree
sit under the sun and smoke a blunt full of debris
i ain't got a job & i ain't got no damn degree
but the time i spend is wise and hours split up into threes
so i'm hoping that the work i put into this shit is worth it
i ain't got nobody in my tent up in this circus
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is
if it were up to me
i would probably leave
split the door in two so i could walk through it with ease
i ain't got no destination set inside of me
by the time i hit the ground i'll start to feel it in my knees
stayed inside for twenty years and i can't tell you if it's worth it
everyone acquainted they just know me on the surface
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is worthless

searching for acceptance in the ones i call my friends
i don't really talk but i sure hope you understand
everybody talking shit can catch these fucking hands
catch these fucking hands
and lately it's been harder for me try to understand
i put myself in predicaments that i never had planned
i don't go outside if i do it's for groceries and fans
any day now i could die please etch my grave in comic sans

if it were up to me
i'd be shootin' 3s
this would be a hobby and my shoe game would be sweet
i'd be 6'4 and driving foreigns down the street
maybe playing for the bulls against a team that i could beat
but i'm really not athletic so i don't think it'd be worth it
i don't stand a chance so imma stay inside rehearsing
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is
if it were up to me
i'd be more discrete
wander in the dark until there's blisters on my feet
tear off all my skin under the middle of the street
lights and crawl into a hobbit hole in midst of my defeat  
guess the corners of my eyes can probably tell you that it's worth it
it's head vs heart and my thoughts tend to make me nervous
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is worthless

searching for acceptance in the ones i call my friends
i don't really talk but i sure hope you understand
everybody talking shit can catch these fucking hands
catch these fucking hands
and lately it's been harder for me try to understand
i put myself in predicaments that i never had planned
i don't go outside if i do it's for groceries and fans
any day now i could die please etch my grave in comic sans

follow eric

comic sans (prod. eric godlow)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s2ghNeL-Ldo&ab_channel=hamilton

Take an X-ray of my chest
You can see what's left of it
I gave you my whole heart
You just made a mess of it
She wanna open my scars
I said that I'm down with it
Take a look inside
And you can see what's left
Of me

It's a mess I know
I can't complain
This the path I chose
It's a lonely fucked up
One way road
I let it turn me cold
They wanna take my soul away

Away
Away
I let it turn me cold
They wanna take my soul away

But you won't take it from me that easy
I'm moving way to fast can't catch me
Everyday I'm getting close
To where I wanna be
Gotta keep my eyes
On the road ahead of me

Yeah I'm keeping it steady
Even when my heart heavy
Gotta watch my back
I know this world get deadly
Put my life on the line
No I won't think twice
I would kill for your love
End it all tonight

End it all tonight
End it all tonight
I put my life on the line
No I won't think twice
I can't waste no time

Take an X-ray of my chest
You can see what's left of it
I gave you my whole heart
You just made a mess of it
She wanna open my scars
I said that I'm down with it
Take a look inside
And you can see what's left
Of me

It's a mess I know
I can't complain
This the path I chose
It's a lonely fucked up
One way road
I let it turn me cold
They wanna take my soul away

music video

X-ray (prod. veil) video in description*

the way i see things (prod. kryptik)

vocals: lil peep

prod by me

cover art: sebxsu

haunt u w/lil peep

4 my ),: people & mi amor <3
Mixed and mastered by @ricksonsatiro

Lyrics
always be thinking myself 
never be getting the help 
even though I always yell 
why does she always just tell
feel like I'm going to hell
everyone saying farewell 
never be feeling myself
only be smoking top shelf 
feel like I'm getting an L
feel like I always just fell
hiding up under my shell
only be eating the kelp
only be saying oh well
no one can ever just tell
why does she know me so well
cause when I feel down
and you come around
you making me feel drowned
underneath the sound
cause I wanna feel happy
but I'm not sadly
drinking the brandy
so I can feel chatty
I don't wanna see you cry 
i don't wanna see you die
love you till the day I die
never have to ask me why
had me at the word hi
now we always getting high
happy I could say my
never knew I had a try 
always have you by my side 
always be looking so fine
like you a bottle of wine
coming off straight off the vine
never be feeling alright
often be taking the lefts
but you always be taking all rights
cause when I feel down
and you come around
you making me feel drowned
underneath the sound
cause I wanna feel happy
but I'm not sadly
drinking the brandy
so I can feel chatty 
I smoke the green
I smash the screen
I drink the lean
I feel the scene
approach to me
well we can see
how we would be
I swear I'm me
I'm in your jeans
I hear you scream
I see the dreams
that really screams
but I am here
why can't you hear
I made it clear
why do you fear
we on the pier
we overhear 
a puppeteer
with musketeers 
I whip your tears
I'm young and I'm dumb
can we just see
cause I'm young dumb in love
my love is only for some
they always told me to run 
but I don't wanna be done
cause I wanna feel happy
but I'm not sadly
drinking the brandy
so I can feel chatty

STORM

XANDER - YDL. (Prod. Jack Murtha)

still feel the pain <//3
.
.
this aint what i want
this aint what i want
bitches wanna fuck
they dont wanna talk
i be gettin drunk
i be fucked up
this aint really love
yeah i had enough
i be rollin up that gas yeah
thinking bout u and my past yeah
who u wit
i wont ask that
and the pain always last yeah

sniffin powder yeah she fell in love
she only love me when she off the drugs
only miss her when im off a bus
we go together like a double cup
switchin lanes 
i still feel the pain
spending money
i still feel the pain
fuckin hoes
i still feel the pain
when im wit u 
im alive again
.
jay roll

think i fell in love
man i fell in love
being around u i cant get enough
wish u were wit me
girl i feen ur touch
ur eyes on my arm
yeah u mean that much
put me on anime
now i got a heart like tatsumi
speeding on the highway
bumping hereditary 
mysterious talks 
all the walks
playin one on one
yeah u know i cant do that with anyone
saying u aint shit
well me either
never wanna see our bond ever sever
u a gem in my eyes
i die to have u by my side
ur the one to make a trap nigga feel something inside
dont fall off
dont get lost
never wanna fall apart
ur a drug
i get that high just being with u 
ur my drug
i get that high just being with u yeah

-damiyen aka yung my name is emo fruits now

still feel the pain w/ jay roll (prod. XANAX PROD)

pretty coke nose <//3
.
.
(emo fruits)

baby walk away 
u dont care where u go
pretty lil bitch with a pretty coke nose
i dont get no sleep
i dont get it anymore
i dont want u back
dont wanna miss it anymore 
baby walk away 
u dont care where u go
pretty lil bitch with a pretty coke nose
i dont get no sleep
i dont get it anymore
i dont want u back
dont wanna miss it anymore

(spaceman zack)

Watch you walk away idk where imma go 
Lil LoverBoy need a hunnid for a show
Pictures of your face and a pocket full of dope
Blood on my phone it been drippin from my nose
Baby love me, but you in love with the blow
Baby fuck me, 
I need something to cope
Can you touch me, 
baby I don’t know
Cause we all wanna die but we just dont show it
Hold be tight baby need to feel your grip
I don’t care where you goin I just need this kiss
I don’t really wanna lie on a night like this
Wanna show you that I love you In the back of the whip

pretty coke nose w/ spaceman zack (prod. Rodger)

teeth (interlude)

tomorrow might be the last day.
im releasing a new song every day at 2 pm MST for about a week and they will all be part of a compilation of songs titled 
"cigarettes pt.1"
mentally i haven't been okay & i NEED to get these things out of my system.
express yourself. ignore all else and make art for the sake of art.
let your demons play.
These songs will be released on soundcloud and youtube only. 
strictly produced by producers i find on the internet.

if u see this comment "???" just to confuse the fuck outta random people <3

@PINKCIG
SC: @pinkcig
IG: instagram.com/pinkcig
TW: twitter.com/pinkcig
YT: m.youtube.com/pinkcig

TheDevilsRoom

TheDevilsRoom *prod. Splashgvng*

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I Dont Wanna Do This Anymore (Slowed)

Black Dress Shawty [Ft. Pink Cig] (Prod. by Domyno)

Mixed & Mastered by Cameron Kayser
Prod. Xtravolous

Love None

Official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3pSAFd_QReQ

Yung Garzi
 IG: www.instagram.com/yunggarzi/ 
Twitter: twitter.com/yunggarzi
 SC: @yunggarzi

Andrew Luce 
IG: www.instagram.com/andrewluce/ 
Twitter: twitter.com/AndrewLuceMusic
 SC: @andrewlucemusic

tonguetied (prod. Andrew Luce)

it's been some weeks *p. cxld blxxd*

Spotify

Loves Drug feat. Gramthart, Dalt (prod. Xtravulous X Bruferr)

produced by sidepce & nick mira


contact yung divide:
ig: instagram.com/yungdivide

contact ryster:
ig: instagram.com/ryster
soundcloud: @rystersuniverse

Told You Feat. Ryster

Told You (Feat. Ryster) [Prod. Sidepce & Nick Mira]

instagram & twitter: @unodavid

mixed by: @yungforeign

bones and ashes

graveyard garbage