invisible

journal

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Lyrics:
Put the blame on me
I can barely see
She got a blade on me
Your like make believe

Was it ever real
Cocaine i cant feel
Keep my heart beating naw it wont heal
I cant seal that shit away

I just miss the way you would close the door on my face 
I would break with every thought and second of the day
Leaving me here with tears that i cant replace

Im always fucked up
Yeah yeah
I dont care get me fucked up
Yeah yeah
When i wish it wasnt fucked up
Yeah yeah

Imma slam the whole bottle
Will i be here tomorrow 
Need the money and models
Think ill deepen my sorrow
From the devil i borrow

CLOSE THE DOOR (Prod. Discent)

Ur on the outside looking in
I hate the taste, but I love the feeling I get
I dont feel like him
But baby, he’s the closest u might ever get

Maybe I don’t wanna start again
That doesn’t mean that ur not in my head
I can’t remember what u said
But I remember how it went 

Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too
Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too

The inside never felt so permanent
Ur outside wondering what could’ve been
And I wish I could save u but I can’t 
Ur on ur own now and I know how that can get :/

And when ur lips still taste of gin
The way u move ur hips like that again I stress
With u it seems I never win
All of my tears will surely shed :,(

U want me dancin intimate
I’ll dance around it once again
I’ll feel much better about it
When u start taking off ur dress ;)

Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too
Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too

Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too

Beat produced by grayskies
Vocals & mixing by chemicalfarm
111 ‪♡‬ : )

wtf are we doing *p. grayskies*

karma ( prod. Dead Spyro )

finalfantasy </3
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.
.

(emo fruits) 

text my phone
u tell me im ur fantasy
i wanna die alone 
u wanna die next to me
baby thats cold
ice on my neck 
keep my shawty real cold
ice in my veins 
keep these bitches real close

indecisive 
i can neva eva leave the store
pink cig pour another one
im movin real slow
love that im emo
she can tell by my clothes
blood drippin from my nose
when she 

text my phone
u tell me im ur fantasy
i wanna die alone 
u wanna die next to me
baby thats cold
ice on my neck 
keep my shawty real cold
ice in my veins 
keep these bitches real close
text my phone
u tell me im ur fantasy
i wanna die alone 
u wanna die next to me
baby thats cold
ice on my neck 
keep my shawty real cold
ice in my veins 
keep these bitches real close
text my phone
u tell me im ur fantasy
i wanna die alone 
u wanna die next to me
baby thats cold
ice on my neck 
keep my shawty real cold
ice in my veins 
keep these bitches real close

(150lated)

Can’t tell 
What’s life 
Or I’m dreaming 
Come thru to my room
Cuz I’m bleeding 
Hot summer 
But the cold got me tweakin 
Goth mansion gonna snow 
all weekend 
got my chain from Jesus 
Last bump 
So you know I’m boutta key it 
And she know I’m one step 
From the deep end 
Chrome hearts 
On face 
Got me cheesin’ 
Don’t even act 
like you care 
Barely hear your voice 
Where you’re right there 
Miss feeling ur nails 
Between my hair 
Nothing really matters
I’ll die right here 

I’ll die right here 
Nothing but a fantasy 
We both share 
I’ll die right here 
Nothing but a fantasy 
We both share 

(emo fruits)

text my phone
u tell me im ur fantasy
i wanna die alone 
u wanna die next to me
baby thats cold
ice on my neck 
keep my shawty real cold
ice in my veins 
keep these bitches real close
text my phone
u tell me im ur fantasy
i wanna die alone 
u wanna die next to me
baby thats cold
ice on my neck 
keep my shawty real cold
ice in my veins 
keep these bitches real close
text my phone
u tell me im ur fantasy
i wanna die alone 
u wanna die next to me
baby thats cold
ice on my neck 
keep my shawty real cold
ice in my veins 
keep these bitches real close
.
.
.
<3

-emo fruits aka I LOVEEEEEEE A GOOD FINAL FANTASY

FINALFANTASY w/ 150LATED (prod. rxhff)

mask of woe: halloween

the night he came home

casper & wendy [prod. frander]

spotify

apathy w/ guccihighwaters

Are you happy?
Sorry, im just asking for a friend
You were pointing and laughing
When you made fun of that poor kid

Lemme ask you think hes happy?
Or is he just playing pretend
Cause he dont really know what really happened
Hes the butt of the joke not your friend

Now lemme ask Are you happy
When the world is crashing
Are you lookin up to god to make amends
Do you think hes laughing
While your ass is gasping for the last breath you can share with your friends

Are you happy
Sorry im just asking for a friend
Cause aint nobody really ask me
And as of late i felt like shit

everyday he wants to call it a quits
He thinks of all the ways he can off and commit
Says He lost hope hes all alone he doesnt know where to go 
He locks himself inside his room when hes home

But is he happy?
Or is he just playing pretend
Because everyone is acting
To impress some stupid bitch

So lemme ask you are you happy?
Sorry im just asking for a friend
Cause she can make you happy
Ruin your life all over again

Im scared to admit it
Im so committed
Dont be offended
I know i wont be forgiven
My reach is overextended
Im so demented
Im so inventive
I think of ways to get through to you but i dont ever get it

Dont think ill ever get it

No i wont understand it
I swear its like you had planned it
Lemme ask are you finished?

Like are you completed

Is everything supersuceeded
Cause i feel so damn defeated
And i dont know why i need it

Now im feelin replinshed
And everything so diminished
Like Are we really deleted

I cant believe it

we don't often ask for much (+ sonya36)

spotify/apple music

We Don't Often Ask for Much (+ sonya36)

lets not have the only time i see u be a graveyard (prod. boyfifty)

https://open.spotify.com/track/0NPrRpo8Z66KgBroH22hE2

produced by @fantom-instrumentals
featuring @seejayxo

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x2)

[@seejayxo]
why you act like you aint see thru?
thought i told you that i need you
i was steady bleeding
you were so deceiving
baby, i just wanna know if you believe him

i see faces on my wall
i still be waiting on your call
but i know it wont come thru
know that it wont come thru
why even i gotta love you?

im better pickin up a gun
smoke all up inside my lungs
baby i just gotta tell you
gotta tell you the one
fuck it, i just gotta run

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x3)

invisible

graveyard garbage