I don't see why you can't ever again
That you are so arrogant
I don't fucking love you back 
Cuz you can't see past the fame
I'm fucking up again
Cuz you can't see past the fame

Can't save me from myself 
While you search for something else
I can't love again 
I fucked up and fell in love with it

I don't see why you can't ever again
That you are so arrogant

Can't save me from myself 
While you search for something else
I can't love again 
I fucked up and fell in love with it
Can't save me from myself 
While you search for something else
I can't love again 
I fucked up and fell in love with it

ARROGANT

Ruben Slikk x Zchronik - IAMS Breakcore Flip

i think therefore

tryin 2 breath a lil

free dwnload

i am

lorn cover

Lyrics:
How could there be
A sharper set of knives
A new way to see
Yeah, to open up these eyes

Sharper Knives

i̸̢̛̛̛͔̬͈̘̲̟̦̮̞̳͉̘̙͍͇̦̲̱͚̞̻̲̲͙͒̔̌̊́͛̓̀͊̍̋͐̐̀̐͋͂̓̂̒́̀̏̽̿̽̋̑͊̍̀̅̃̈́͘̚̕͜͜͜͝͝͝͠͠͝͝ͅņ̸̢̢̢̣̭̥̪̜̩̣̠̳̻̬̞͎͍̮̣̮̯͎͖̜̺̝̙͔͖͕͚̖̩̙͎͋́̇͆͛́̀̓͆̑̅̏̎͘͘ͅ ̶̢͓̺̦̳̦̻͚̩̻̣̗̫̺̰͚̠̰͖͚̭̦̟̟̞͉̯̰͓̖̳̟͓̩̌̐́́̆͊̉̓͂͜t̶̢̧̗̻̫̫̦̠̱̟̓̃͋̄̉̊̾̅̒̒̇̃̍́͆̐͒͆́̽̐́̊̾́̒̓͘̚͘͝͠͠͝͝͠ḩ̷̨̡̧̧̧̟͕̦̥̱̫͉͚̫̹̜͕̘̫͓̠̠̦̩̖̻̘͔͙̞̖͖̪͇͍̖͋͋͑̏̔͗̽͛͆̃͌̎̀̄̂͊̒̊͂͆̚͜͝͠ë̵̡̧̛̦̳̜͓̦̲̹͈̝̗̼̰͇̫͚͉̮̲͈͈̯̣͕̝͕͖̭̖̲̺̰̭̫͚̩̱̯̮̭̞͙̓͐̄͌͒̔͊̍̽̊͋͊̅̍̎͑̍͛̕͘͜͜͜͜͠͝ ̵̢̞̟̜̞͉͉͖̖̦̥̼̼̮̟̯̩͓̹̯̘̈̾͗̎̌͌̑̄̐͂̈́̈͋͒͒̓̔̈̓̍̏́̋̔͌̄͆̈̀͂̀͐̇̕̚̕͝ͅf̷̧̙̫̠̦̬̻͈̺͍̻̙͔́͑̿̽͋̌͂̏͛̋́̇͛̂̓̔̂̔͛̋͊͘̕͝ư̵̧̢̖̙̺̞̩̼̞̭̦͓̞̒̾͌̾̍̋̀̈́̊̈́̑͑̋̍̍̀̃͆̊̋̍̂̔̇̆͠t̸̡̡͚̣͓̟͍͖̖̗̬͈̱͕͙̰͚̹̰̜͍̦̩͈̙̘̳̟̟͙̟͗͒̃̈́̅̐̊̐́̋͌́̔̕͜͝ͅu̴̢̝͓̣̺̫̖͉̼̮̦͚͇̝̥̮̪̗̺͍̰̠̎̂̊̌͋͋̅̈́͛̑͋͆́̔̈́̇̑̈̂͐̎͘͝͝r̷̢̡̡̡̢̹̬̝̻̹͈̺̩̻̳͉̙̼̦͍̮̠͇̬̻͇̮̜͎̭̯̼̹͖̓̽͆͆ͅͅĕ̵̢̼̞̠͎͍̺͚͙̙̥̮̖̼̗̱͚̟̤͊́̀̌̐̐̕͘͠͝ ̵̨̢̛̛̟̝̰̖͓̜̦̟̙̭͔̼̟͔̫͎̤̞̻̟͓̟͉͔͚̽̑̓̂̑̓̄̒̉̋͂́̓͛̓̈̂͒͆̾́̅̅͊̑̍͗̎̉̏͘̚͜͜͠͠͝͝l̶̜͎̹̝͖̘̻͐̔́̓̔̉̈́̅͘̚͝͝į̴̧̛̛͎̰̮̭͕̹͕̘̪̜̥̝̼̯̠̺̟̳͈̟̝̥̹̯̀̀̍͂̄̉̈̈́͋̈́̊͒͂́͋͆̈́̀͐͘͘͠ͅṽ̶̧̢̢̧̛͎̻̯͇̳͚͖̯̙̰͖͍͎̟̫̠̦̩̖̜̺̹̻̬͓̤̟͓̻͉̩̻̦͈̘͚̬̹̺̦̞͖̤̣̖̈̄̀̌̆̇̋̍̀̍̽̈́̆͋̎̾̅̀̅̽̐͒̋̓̒̆̈́͋̈́̏̒̎̓͊̋̓̾̚̚͜͝͝͠͝͠͝͝͝ȩ̵̧̡̧̨͇̺̝̘̤̳͍̬̠̱͙̞͉̲͉̭̲̟̲̹̻͇̗̪̗̦͕̣͓̩̫̱̘̩̼̦̘͓͔̀̂̽̆̈́͌̈́͋̄͋͛͋͆͗̋͋͑̐͜͜͝ͅ ̸̨̡̛̠͎̖̗̼̺̝̙͓̑̆̎̀̋̊̈́̊̃̔̎͛̈́͝͝į̶̧̧̡̨̖͎͖͈̱̣͎̤̺̹͕͇̪̝͖̠̟̰̜̘̺͎̗̫̝̹͈͍̪͈̫̺̜̄̒͒͊̏̋͗͑̑̈̀̿͊͊̈́͑̅̋̊̓̓̋̿͑̊̔̒́̐̂͆͊̽̽̚̚͘͜͜͜͠͝͝͠ͅn̶̛͕̙̺̣̘̣̹̰̖̙̗̦̭̫̳̠̺͖̼̏̾͛̈́̐̾͛̃͐͆͊́́͗̓̀̀̋͊͗̂̈́̽̈́̓̈́̅̕͝͠ͅ ̸̡̪͍̲̤̻̠͚̝̣̥̦̣̯͍̪̝̱̹̲͕̟͇͙̣̥͇͓́̿̇̈̈̅͐͂̚ͅͅͅͅ2̷̨̨̨̧̢̧̢̛̱͍̝̭͔̞̰̙̲̗̮͍̯͛͆̈́̏͊̾͆̀́͛̈̎̀̇̈́͂̉̓̎̾͋̅̔̈̈́̉̿͛̌̓̐̒̿̀̋̓͂̂̒̏̕͘̚̚̚͘̚͜͠͝0̶̧̧̢̟͔̟̮̪̯̲̠̦̤̱͓̩̤̰̱͍͕͓̲̄̀̌̃͆̎̑̚͘͝9̸͉̰̟̘͖̮̑̃̔͛̔̀͊͊̈́̉́̐́́͌͛͠9̵̛̼̔̇͂͗̀̃́͋͗̔̉̍̒̿̐̒́̅͛̎̂͐͑̎͘͘͘͝͠͝͠͝.̶̨̱̮͇̖̬̳͉̞̠͖̽̀̈̀͒̾̾̏̿̀͜ͅ.̸̨̛̛̥̤̙̩̮͔͕̤̪̭̣̲̣̪̖̖̠͙̫̫̦̯̪́́̂̊͌̐̾̄͆̌͂̈́͆̇̓̀̒̑̓͊́̌̐̇̈͗̾͐͗͐͐̋̂͘̕̕͠͠͝͝͝͝.̶̧̨͔̥̩̠̤̥̗̲͖̻̏̇̐͛͆̄͒́̈͌̾̏͛̽͒̒̈́̊̈́̆͛̈̓̊͋̀͋̋͂͛̂́̊̔̆̌̃̌͐̃̚̚͘͝͠͠ͅ

2099 🕷[PROD. JESSE]

Dytenna - "Somewhere Without"
Produced By Dytenna
Written By Dillon Zeqiri

Lyrics:
Get me out
Get me out
Rupture doubt while I'm somewhere without
While I'm somewhere devout to my ideals
No scout, I'm within and without
I just live in a shroud of inadequate denouncements
I fall into the ground. Yeah

Over the mission; division is my coalition
Eating straight from the fishing bowl of my inner repetition
I don't see what I'm missing
I'm losing myself in the midst and I just wanna carve the desire of strong recognition from everyone out of my brain that is very ridden with a 4 foot ceiling limit
I'll just spoil exposition of my sad story
I'll start with my position
I'll give you a hint, its locked in ways with addiction
Only 17 and the lying is taking over
Leaving, fiending for it hard
I just gotta get some closure on how I stop this
I don't wanna fall closer to no return while I hate it that I'm getting older
I need some help with this though I know I'm a floater
I want a good streak living my life sober
And I found a sun in a storm, she took it all over, mending the pain and giving purpose to my motor
But I lost her

Rupture doubt while I'm somewhere without
While I'm somewhere devout to my ideals
No scout, I'm within and without
I just live in a shroud of inadequate denouncements
I fall into the ground. Yeah

Tumbling far below seeking tribulation for the mental stimulation
Only wanna fight cus I'll come out amazing in the end
Riding 'gainst the wave
Innovation sparks when you're near discomfort
Have y'all ever wondered what it's like to breathe through the winds when you're not so ruptured with a doomer lifestyle?; You can't discover nothing

Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
Not Nothing
Not Nothing, Agh

Northbound

Somewhere Without

Official Visualizer: https://youtu.be/UuafUYBJ8GE

I made this track during the 2023 McDougall Creek wildfires this past week. I filmed the visualizer in West Kelowna and Kelowna before and after the wildfire reached our city limits. Day turned to night and the smoke from the hills quickly transformed into flames dancing in the reflection of the water. 

If you're inclined, please consider donating to the wildfire relief fund here: https://uwbc.ca/campaign/wildfires/

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My world is burning up all around me 
my lungs ache as i dance through the smoke
red sun, casting it's rays through amber clouds
and the embers carry their song kilometers away

In Every Seed of Data, a Soul

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fuck what you talking bout 
i was not put on this planet to please
still got your bitch on her knees rolling me
back shots put her dumbass to sleep ugh ay
every year that i've been spending as me
another lesson to do what i preach
get the fuck out cause you ain't in my league boy
only talk to you on the weekend
no one told me this would be easy
she tell me don't pull out 
i deepen
i leave it
my friends we lit 
our season
you can't get in 
go weep bitch
i got my reasons
revenge revenge
baby do you know what you wanna be?
could take you there just don't follow me
i'm finna die as soon as i'm free of you
we only talk when you feeling lonely
once a week you come around and i tweak
let it repeat you all in my mental
i fall toward mine
you pull me inside
no more time
you and i
we fall
collide
fuck what you talking bout 
i was not put on this planet to please
still got your bitch on her knees rolling me
back shots put her dumbass to sleep ugh ay
every year that i've been spending as me
another lesson to do what i preach
get the fuck out cause you ain't in my league boy

d o w n  d e s i r e  a v e

its my 18th birthday today. 
made this in 5 hours after getting out of the icu a week ago

produced by me
guitar solo by me
recorded/mixed/mastered by me

lyrics:

Oh
What have I done?
Where do I go?
Bullet in lung?
Oh way too young
What have I done?
Didn’t wanna run
Now it’s all gone
Isn’t life wonderful?
(Isn’t life wonderful!?)

And I hate to fall to the war with self,
Man control yo self
Always looking for something to be wrong even when there’s no goddamn problem at all 
“Oh keep pushing through brother, you might as well deal with the pain, you’ll just get stronger anyway, It’s gonna be okay”
Well sure, then fuck this game me and countless others playing, 
Well, why don’t you stitch me up crochet?
And I have all these scars to say things like how I got em, 
“How the fuck did you breathe?” 
Oh bro, I didn't bother
Breathing was venting and I never just let myself be fucking fostered
That’s why I struggled with the fucking mental doctor
Too stubborn for therapy and 
I’ve been the same weight for four years with a fear to eat, not supply. 
Weigh 125 (LBS)
And I might take some amphetamines just to give me a better reason to say that I need help, ugh

Oh
What have I done?
Where do I go?
Bullet in lung?
Oh, way too young
What have I done?
Didn’t wanna run
Now it’s all gone
Isn’t life wonderful?

“911, what’s your emergency?”
Agh, agh,
“Oh I feel like I’m gonna fucking hurt myself!”
“Calm down sir it’s gonna be okay,”
It’s gonna be okay!?
No it’s fucking not
Cops take me to the fucking ICU
Now I rot on top of a fucking hospital bed
While you just fucking living not knowing what I’ve almost done
And you wont know

You wont ever know
But why’d I make it this far to throw away all I sewed?
“Oh he was packed with talent”
Oh, but you don't get it though 
Being good at something comes with a malice-filled price 
You either give and you get and/or you give and you're met with the in-equal shares of bets you cant even make with yourself,
Cant wait to say fuck it and just off myself
Don't want attention but this a fucking cry for help

Oh
What have I done?
Where do I go? 
Bullet in lung?
Oh way too young
What have I done?
Didn’t wanna run
Now it’s all gone
Isn’t life wonderful?
(What have I done?)

ISNT LIFE WONDERFUL?!?
WHAT HAVE I DONE?
WHERE DO I GO?
I DON’T KNOW
WHAT HAVE I DONE?
HELP!
ISN’T-ISN’T LIFE-ISN’T LIFE WONDERFUL?!?

ICU, i see you

ICU, I See You

prod amalo & bigjenny_
mixed & engineered by amalo

lake

esto te va sanar
ice melts
water heals
vente al agua

entrate a mi piel

soulties. prod aaxrnn

sound experiments

MFNF
TRICK DICE RECORDS
email: spencerdhewitt@hotmail.com
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In Every Seed of Data, a Soul

Spencer Hewitt