🐞u don't kno #🦞 prod. #sanperseus#martinleib🔻

Slap from reality 
Salt the wound you'll see 
Only just woken up 
Ground is gone that's abrupt 

Cerebellum shutting down 
You can't tell em that's your crown 
Just another fucking lie 
Lie lie lie lie lie lie 

Lying to my face again 
Treating this shit like a trend 
Just another fucking lie 
Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie

It's a no shock how far you got 
Getting somewhere 
Probably not 
Just another fucking lie
Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie 

Can't belive that you're still here 
Can't belive it still ain't clear 

Excuses can't find sanity
Prevail a new profanity 

Slap from reality 
Salt the wound you'll see 
Just another fucking lie 
Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie
Slap from reality 
Salt the wound you'll see 
Just another fucking lie 
Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie
Slap from reality 
Salt the wound you'll see 
Just another fucking lie 
Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie
Slap from reality 
Salt the wound you'll see 
Just another fucking lie 
Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie

Lying to my face again 
Treating this shit like a trend 
Just another fucking lie 
Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie

euph0ric Liar

snuff (feat. crows peak) [prod. squall]

Official Visualizer: https://youtu.be/UuafUYBJ8GE

I made this track during the 2023 McDougall Creek wildfires this past week. I filmed the visualizer in West Kelowna and Kelowna before and after the wildfire reached our city limits. Day turned to night and the smoke from the hills quickly transformed into flames dancing in the reflection of the water. 

If you're inclined, please consider donating to the wildfire relief fund here: https://uwbc.ca/campaign/wildfires/

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My world is burning up all around me 
my lungs ache as i dance through the smoke
red sun, casting it's rays through amber clouds
and the embers carry their song kilometers away

In Every Seed of Data, a Soul

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its my 18th birthday today. 
made this in 5 hours after getting out of the icu a week ago

produced by me
guitar solo by me
recorded/mixed/mastered by me

lyrics:

Oh
What have I done?
Where do I go?
Bullet in lung?
Oh way too young
What have I done?
Didn’t wanna run
Now it’s all gone
Isn’t life wonderful?
(Isn’t life wonderful!?)

And I hate to fall to the war with self,
Man control yo self
Always looking for something to be wrong even when there’s no goddamn problem at all 
“Oh keep pushing through brother, you might as well deal with the pain, you’ll just get stronger anyway, It’s gonna be okay”
Well sure, then fuck this game me and countless others playing, 
Well, why don’t you stitch me up crochet?
And I have all these scars to say things like how I got em, 
“How the fuck did you breathe?” 
Oh bro, I didn't bother
Breathing was venting and I never just let myself be fucking fostered
That’s why I struggled with the fucking mental doctor
Too stubborn for therapy and 
I’ve been the same weight for four years with a fear to eat, not supply. 
Weigh 125 (LBS)
And I might take some amphetamines just to give me a better reason to say that I need help, ugh

Oh
What have I done?
Where do I go?
Bullet in lung?
Oh, way too young
What have I done?
Didn’t wanna run
Now it’s all gone
Isn’t life wonderful?

“911, what’s your emergency?”
Agh, agh,
“Oh I feel like I’m gonna fucking hurt myself!”
“Calm down sir it’s gonna be okay,”
It’s gonna be okay!?
No it’s fucking not
Cops take me to the fucking ICU
Now I rot on top of a fucking hospital bed
While you just fucking living not knowing what I’ve almost done
And you wont know

You wont ever know
But why’d I make it this far to throw away all I sewed?
“Oh he was packed with talent”
Oh, but you don't get it though 
Being good at something comes with a malice-filled price 
You either give and you get and/or you give and you're met with the in-equal shares of bets you cant even make with yourself,
Cant wait to say fuck it and just off myself
Don't want attention but this a fucking cry for help

Oh
What have I done?
Where do I go? 
Bullet in lung?
Oh way too young
What have I done?
Didn’t wanna run
Now it’s all gone
Isn’t life wonderful?
(What have I done?)

ISNT LIFE WONDERFUL?!?
WHAT HAVE I DONE?
WHERE DO I GO?
I DON’T KNOW
WHAT HAVE I DONE?
HELP!
ISN’T-ISN’T LIFE-ISN’T LIFE WONDERFUL?!?

ICU, i see you

ICU, I See You

squirrels hanging from an oak tree

squirrels hanging from an oak tree prod. slave

prod. @killoceans 💜💜💜

LYRICS:

They tried to bring me the light
But still I get lost in my mind
No matter how hard I try
Hell finds a way back to life

Waking the dead just to hear
I'm lost, don't know what I should fear
But I'll just keep fighting the tears
Darling it's gone on for years

And she's the angel
Singing in my head
I'll watch the stars fall
If she was here warming my bed

Break me, tear every sin right out of my flesh
I'll work on escaping the prison I've built inside of my head
Oh break me, tear every sin right out of my flesh
I'll work on escaping the prison I've built inside of my head

My head

i'm still trying

i'm still trying (prod. kill oceans)

surf

DRACULA XIII (PROD.BOBBYNIL)

nyc apartment (prod cadenbobaden & tyler brady)

Pilgrim

sound experiments

MFNF
TRICK DICE RECORDS
email: spencerdhewitt@hotmail.com
bandcamp: https://trickdicerecords.bandcamp.com/

surf

Spencer Hewitt

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