I am stuck in a constant state of dreaming
Nothing at all feels real anymore
I went to sleep and I still haven’t woke up
I can’t get myself off the floor

I talked to my friend she doesn’t want to see me
I talked to my friend who’d rather be dead
She doesn’t know quite how much I love her
She doesn’t know I’d die for her instead 

I know
I know you think that you’re alone
But you
Know that I will be here for you

I talked to my friend he always wants to see me
I talked to my friend who’s desperate and alone
he don’t know how much like him I am
He don’t know that he makes me feel at home

I’ll kill myself before I wake up
I’ll kill myself before I awake
I’ll end my life before one of them does
They don’t know how bad I’ve been

My friends are worried I haven’t been sleeping 
My parents said I’m wasting away
The truth is I enjoy living like this
And sometimes I stay up for days

Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
She told me
I’m stupid
She called me
An idiot
She told me
I’m stupid
She called me
An idiot

Wake Up

Passenger 7 – Trait
-Will Toledo’s discography, his collaborators, and covers of his music (Car Seat Headrest, American Holly, Incubus Elegy)
-Artists and songs referenced in Will’s work and music CSH fans would totally listen to (Frank Ocean, Wolf Parade, Neutral Milk Hotel)
-Artists that are furries or represented by anthro animals and songs about/featuring furries (Renard, Rare Americans, All the Single Furries)
-Music by non-straight artists (Demi Lovato, Rebecca Black, Lady Gaga)

Black Dresses - Damage Suppressor (Non-Straight Artists, CSH Fans Totally Listen)
Carter C - Portrait Of The Artist (CSH Cover, CSH Fans Totally Listen)
Futret - Gay Deer World Takeover (Furries, Non-Straight Artists)
Renard - Stag Party (Furries, Non-Straight Artists)
Car Seat Headrest - Knife in the Coffee (CSH)
Futret - Big Biscotti Bucks (Furries, Non-Straight Artists)
Iain Armour - All The Single Furries (Furries, CSH Fans Totally Listen)
Lady Gaga - Born This Way (Non-Straight Artists)
Furries In A Blender - Gabberstag Remix (Furries, Non-Straight Artists)
Car Seat Headrest - Something Soon (CSH)
You Could Stop at 5 or 6 Stores (Relevant Offsource)

Portrait Of The Artist As A Young Stag

The Worst Person In The World

@crowlyyy

They always 
Lied 2 me
Crushed my heart right beneath me
There's nothing
Left 2 see
This shell's lost value 2 me
I like my life
But not these loathsome bones and
Flesh unholy rots inside me

Clip my wings

Point Blank now aim it steady
All this weights just way too heavy
This world won't ever let me
Go now even though I'm ready

Point blank now aim it steadyyyyyyy



Point Blank (feat. Crowlyyy)

every day spent right beside you
Forged my soul in spirals round you
Went through hell so we weren't cut through
No matter how hard I tried I knew

All right
I'm sorry
I always change my story
All right
Just trust me
This world was never for me


1 2 3 4 
I keep knocking on deaths door like
5 6 7 8
Watch my skin disintegrate 
1 2 3 4 
I keep knocking on deaths door like
5 6 7 8
I think that I could do this again

I always knew this day would come
I'll taste the metal on my tongue
I never thought I'd feel this numb
I'll return back 2 where I'm from

alright 
I'll stop myself from bleeding out
1 last time
I just hope the world hears me out

Every days worse than the last
Oh my God so much time passed
Wasted every single laugh on people
Who don't love me back

Where I'm From

It's over never could've guessed
That blood would seep right through my chest
I gave it all tried my best
But in the end there's only rest
Lost all my worth
Trapped inside dirt
It fucking hurt
Woah I'm fucking hurt

No matter what I'll have regret
The only blessing I have left
You filled the void left in my chest
Thank God you never left

Can't take the weight I know I caved
Inside my coffin long decayed
Can't ever return though I've prayed
You still left flowers on my grave

I never wanted this 2 end
It's over but can't we pretend
Sit by my grave act like a friend
Grab a oujia board and a pen
Call my voice mail talk on the phone
You'll hear my voice inside the tone
There's always more than what is shown
I'll be with you when you're alone

Flowers On My Grave

Can't stop falling
Years spent crawling
My fates calling
But I already walked off the edge

It's night and day
Nothing will chang
Its over I'll never be sane
It's night and Day nothing will change
It always tears apart my brain
I've spent years inside these chain
There's always fear inside my veins
I know I'll never escape pain
So please take care of my remains

I'm sorry It's over now
I lost my will and dont know 
I'm sorry I broke my vow 
I wish my heart could just be proud
I burned that bridge and hid my steps
I fell apart straight off the edge
I always wondered what comes next
I just hope I can get some rest

Remains

useless w/ 666yrold prod. plac3k!d

I Am (Still) Not a Robot

Biggest Underdog (2007 Film) fan this side of the Mississippi

Wake Up

Greenland