This final instrumental is a fleeting dream amid ruin—a delicate, fantastical echo of hope that rises briefly before ending abruptly. It suggests that even in devastation, a fragile reverie persists, though unresolved and uncertain.
As the album closes, we are left suspended in that fragile moment—caught between despair and the faintest glimmer of something yet to come.

There was still a sliver of light —
but is it salvation?
A last flicker of hope persevering to the end.


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This is one of the two more fantastical intrumentals I chose to include on the album.
I experimented with less common instruments, soundeffects and atmospheres and this was the result.
I put it last as if it is the hope that remained not crushed after everything. The ending of the outro felt ambiguous and reminded me a glimmer of light at the end of a tunnel. After it, are we out into the sun again or have we given up on everything and this is the relief?

Dagsetr

Of Ruin And Reverie

The story begins with the main character speaking from a prison cell. He feels trapped — not just by the walls around him, but by the consequences of his own actions.

He looks back on everything that happened, knowing there’s no way to undo it. The guilt, regret, and isolation weigh heavily on him. "Confined" introduces the listener to his state of mind at the end of the story, before the album takes us back to show how it all began.
lyrics
CONFINED

confined
and recalling endlessly
abstract
and impossible to find

can only hate yourself
and that's a fact
all the time for yourself
but you are trapped

unreal
unreal

guilt
to pain
build
apologize in vain

unreal
unreal

guilt
to pain
build
apologize in vain

nothing to do
nothing to dream
one part of me
will never be free

can only hate yourself
and that's a fact
all the time for yourself
but you are trapped

from The Tunnel, track released August 1, 2025
All music, lyrics, recording, production, and illustration by Juan Plazas

Confined

helios

Some what of a throwback  to the 50's.  Track gradually picks up more feeling along the way.  Melancholy vibes throughout.

Fly Me Away

FizzoFizzzzAndTriviul_PhoneRage

You never know what might come out…specially when you are in sync’ with a great guitar player and person….but it came out….just like this ✨☀️

Photo: Benoît Lemaire

Summer improv’

It's made so that each of the parts could be taken off and put together in a new position, and then it would be all different just like with a human being.

Snowsong

i love this


Verse 1 

The whisper of your voice Is music to my ear Ignites my arousal My judgment has diminished 

Pre-Chorus

 I can't fight you Sensual poison to me

 Chorus 

I'm a real slave To your caresses A carnal desire Weakens me I don't have the ca-pa-cy To escape. 

Verse 2

 If you touch my skin And my naked torso I'll faint In your funnel-like body Bridge I can't fight our passion

 Chorus

 I'm a real slave To your caresses A carnal desire Weakens me I don't have the ca-pa-cy To escape

 Outro

 Naked both of us... For eternity.


Español 


Verso 1

El susurro de tu voz
Es música en mi oído
Enciendé mi excitacion
Mi juicio ha disminuido

Pre coro 

No puedo luchar contra ti 
Veneno sensual para mí 

Coro 

Soy un esclavo real 
De tus caricias 
Un deseo carnal
Me debilita

No tengo la ca-pa-ci-dad 


Para escapar. 


Verso 2

Si rozas mi piel 
Y mi torso desnudo 
Me desmayaré
En tu cuerpo de embudo 

Puente 

No puedo pelear contra nuestra pasión 

Coro

Soy un esclavo real 
De tuuus caricias 
Un deseo carnal
Me debilita



No tengo la ca-pa-ci-dad 


Para escapar


Outro

Desnudos los dos...
Por la eternidad.

Letra: Miguel Ángel Botello

Todos los derechos reservados D'mendo Boteli ©1994 ©2020 ©2021 ©2022 ©2023 ©2025 

Esclavo de tus caricias 2 - D'mendo Boteli.mp3

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First Incarnation - The Modern Soma of Humanity // Gold Light

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One might argue that Ritalin serves a similar societal role to Soma in Huxley’s "Brave New World," offering chemical management of mood, behavior, and productivity, though it is self-administered rather than mandated by the state. Ritalin is prescribed to enhance focus and calm, but its use (and misuse) can also produce euphoria, dependence, and withdrawal symptoms, echoing some psychological mechanisms attributed to Soma’s fictional role. However, Ritalin is a real stimulant with known physical and mental risks, while Soma is a literary creation imagined as uniformly pleasurable and socially pacifying—making their “purpose” comparable mainly in philosophical critique, not medical reality.

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lyrics written and narration provided by fictionalive

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music is the song 'gold light' written, produced and provided by, courtesy of mobygratis.com and its crew, licensed

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vocal production, arrangement, final mix and drop by fictionalive

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artwork illustration by and courtesy of peter uertz, düsseldorf / germany

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fusion of it all - 
fictionalive with with popoems series and the hyper media reports

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dropped
wednesday, october 8th, 2025
4 pm central european time
tea time, right

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First Incarnation - The Modern Soma of Humanity // Gold Light

a track I did awhile ago that has been kept under wraps hope y'all metal heads enjoy! 🤘🤘🤘🤘

Dreams of No Meaning

The hurt. the pain. the suffering. the eternal heartache. Memories of fractured souls. Death Beyond Reason brings another meaning to death. Embrace the suffering. Witness yourself relating to this pain. 

P.S. this is a project I've been working on for months an months an months. An this goes out to anybody in the world on earth. You wanna learn the songs an play them please do. I would love to collab an have others to help me start this dream band.

🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘

