Hi everyone! 👋😄
My new song 'Just Hold Me' is out now.

This song was inspired from feelings I have for someone, and longing for them to just hold me.
I hope you find this song uplifting and as always thank you so much for listening and supporting my music. 🫂💛

Just Hold Me

Original
Music made in Garageband

Lyrics:

Sitting here, searching my mind in the dark
Trying to find a dignified way out...

I am trying to leave you
But its harder than i thought
I feel so sorry for you..
You say you need me
Beg me not to go
But i have to find out who i am....

But its hard
I feel so bad
I will not hurt you, or make you sad...

I am trying to leave you
But its harder than i thought
I feel so sorry for you
You say you need me
Beg me not to go
But i have to find out who i am...

I must be strong
Decide what i want to do
Even if it might end in me hurting you...

I am trying to leave you
But its harder than i thought
I feel so sorry for you...
You say you need me
Beg me not to go
But i have to find out who i am...

I need to find my way
I need to heal my heart
I know i have to take this fight...

I am trying to leave you
But its harder than i thought
I feel so sorry for you...
You say you need me
Beg me not to go
But i have to find out who i am...

I am trying to leave you
But its harder than i thought
I feel so sorry for you...
You say you need me
Beg me not to go
But i have to find out who i am....

Ohhhhh..........

Trying To Leave You (original)

Happy Friday to my SC friends. Today’s musical offering is very special to me because it signifies a breaking away from my old patterns. Long story short… old Justin was pretty set in his music making/production routines (solo work belongs on solo albums. Collab work belongs on collab albums. And never the two shall meet). 

But new Justin is proving to be surprisingly more flexible in his thinking; an interesting (I might even go as far as to say… shocking) result of my new paradigm. And while it might seem like a ‘nothing burger’ to most people… the way my brain is wired, this is a huge change… and one I am grateful for.

So today I happily offer my first collab song, also intended for my first hybrid album. The song is called ‘Life In Twilight’… and my guest artist is our dear friend, Carlos Vivanco (https://soundcloud.com/carlosvivanco-1, https://carlosvivanco1.bandcamp.com), offering up the lovely Alto Sax and Guitar you hear in this piece

If you haven’t already crossed paths with Carlos, you are missing out. He is one of the most prolific people I have encountered in my travels. He plays about 30+ instruments, each with impressive skill. And if the instrument doesn’t exist... he creates it himself. And 'musician' is just one aspect of his inspiring and adventurous life. He is a great example of a person who discovered his passions early, and is now living a beautiful life pursuing those passions. We need more people like him in this world, reminding us of what is truly important.

On a personal level, the stuff Carlos has taught me over the years has helped me ease into this new sober life with tremendous grace. The music theory and instrumental lessons have helped make my sonic worlds more sophisticated (and therefore more rewarding to craft). And the moving and breathing meditations (Chi energy exercises) have proven fundamental to my mental/spiritual well being too. Needless to say, he has been a major influence in my evolving life; and I will be forever grateful. 

Carlos, I am honored beyond words that you are the guest artist on my first hybrid album. It signifies a great new direction for me. I’m excited to be on this path, and I’m glad you agreed to join me. 

To everyone else, we hope you enjoy “Life In Twilight”, the first of two new songs with Carlos that will ultimately wrap up my upcoming album “What Color Is Your Paradox?” 

(And yes... this is the last song I still had in the archives from my little break; originally finished on 1/20/2024. It's all going to be new content from here on out). :)

Paradox?

Life In Twilight | Carlos Vivanco & GrevusAnjl

Composition and Sampling collage by Synline.
Artwork by Pablo Sánchez

Sink Deeper

method: field and other recordings from various occasions, some involving other people. two of the many sound sources: https://www.kosmos.de/de/rebotz-duke-der-skating-bot_1602598_4002051602598 and https://discordier.github.io/sam/
narration: facing the river. 
Image: concert announcements next to Friedrich Schiller‘s Lodge (Gartenhaus) in Jena, Germany, copyright jo richter.

poem / copyright jo richter:

stone is a liquid
that moves far too slowly

if river lethe asked you
would you offer your memories

if the primal river called you
would you go

floating in amniotic liquid
would you pretend to flow like a river

if the only river called you
would you go

((social thanks to YKMS (5ys) for the black-key-pentatonic piao loop and AIS (11ys) for gravel shovelling and toy robot Operation ))

would you go

RENNT Lyrics Vocals Bass lead guitars mixing pretty much everything🔥


Single Use acoustic and electric guitars and leads too😎

Devil In The Mirror w/RENTT

The golden ages of the past
Seem distant now, seem distant now
And all the things we said back then
Keep coming around, keep coming around

CHORUS
So, in my life, i dont know what we're coming to
So, in the world i don't know what its coming to 

Its a strange combination
Higher tech but a lesser nation
We now have hot showers and all mod cons
But we step over people on the way to proms

Chorus

Our politicians seem so pointless now, so pointless now
The lifeblood has been sucked out of the here and now

381. the older i get, the more leftwing i become (harding).mp3

ONLY YOU

L♥VE$ERENADE - $MOKE & MIRROR$

Created and Preformed by: L♥VE$ERENADE
Made in: 2025

ALL PLATS SOON IDK WHEN GO CHECK
https://linktr.ee/globalinteractive

"MADE FROM CASH, MONEY, LOVE, N' FLEX WORTHY CLOUT CHASIN' GRYND LYFE ENERGY!
EMOJIS N' IPHONES EVERYWHERE, INHALE DAT SMOKE N' GAZE THROUGH DIS MIRRAH BIACH!!
PERFUME SUITS N' CASH MONEY FAKE HEAVEN, USUAL CONSUMER SUSPECTS... OVERDOSE ON
THESE PRINCESS CUT DIAMONDS N' GARGLE DAT CRYSTAL SPARKLING WATER"

1. SMILE PAST THA PAIN
2. USE YOUR WORDS
3. Office Girl
4. Ｖａｐｅ　４／２０
5. WAY TOO ENVIOUS
6. 2016
7. ITS GONNA BE AIGHT
8. RUN EM' UP (Meaner Kitty)
9. HIT THA PREHEAT
10. WHY CANT WE ALL JUST BE FRIENDS
11. MORPH MAGIC
12. Untitled 2 (GHOSTDIZASTA)
13. NO MORE FUFU
14. NJOYIN' THA WEATHER
15. BREATH U LIKE AIR (Untitled 3/Noah B, DREAM GIRL)
16. OUT THA GATES
17. TOO MANY ARTISTS

#Trap #Instrumental #Sigilcore #HipHop #Avantgarde #Satire

Release by: Global Interactive

2016

LOWLIGHT - Super Slowed

Experimental instrumental album, filled with ambient and industrial vibes. Every song is a journey from beginning to end, and most of all I hope this is nothing like anything you have heard before!

Bandcamp

in the space between

(Jan 9th, 2025) Just a quick message to let you know I'm not going to be active here for a while. If you need to reach me, you can always message me at GrevusAnjl@mac.com. 
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Welcome to my sonic playground. I don't consider myself a skilled musician. I just sculpt sounds to quiet my mind... often with surprising and humorous results. Thank you for stopping by. I hope you enjoyed your visit. :)