YNG HSTLR - Nothing Is Real (prod. Puhf)

Yng Hstlr - Nonexistent (Prod. Grayskies)

@rivilin

Lyrics

I say I'm happy but I'm not fake a smile it takes a lot
No energy feeling lost, what's the point now your gone
Plagued by nightmares where I'm shot, through the head and i wake up
Didn't think that was a dream, no I'm losing losing weak

Yeah i hear these ghost yeah outside my hallway
My windows covered in ash at the moment
I don't think ill ever escape from this
The walls start to breathe and the eyes just open up

Moving back and fourth like I'm in a body
Of some disfigured by product of hate
I guess ill make my home right here
I'm more comfortable being trapped inside then exposed
 
To the daylight of the morning
Where I hear pretty whispers just calling my name
And I wake up in a day dream
Thinking that you just went out to get coffee or you went to work

But yeah i know that it wasn't real
That's why i stay awake in the night time
So i know i don't get disappointed by the morning
When i wake and your not there

Cus you know this life gets a bit difficult at times
Yeah I don't think I'm coping i think that I'm lost
Yeah teetering on the edge of suicide
Like yeah do i do it or do i wait to die

Cus it feels like you picked out the gems from my bones
I was so beautiful now I'm empty and all alone
Cus you love to put your two hands in my insides
And you push me on the stage where I'm blinded by the light

Yeah I'm tripping on my own tongue try to find the words
Just to tell my family that im not ok, i hurt
Tell me when was the last time that anyone cared
Probably when you read my eulogy when im fucking dead

Everyone has their opinions on why i takes these fucking drugs
Yeah just to feel numb so i cant give a fuck
Im sick of overthinking about everything in my life
And you know youre fucked up too

Its crazy they don't get it
Just a-fucking-live cuz I got people that be caring
Standing on the edge and staring
At the faces warped from cries if took this step to end it

Walls be closing so I'm phoning in cuz I feel so lone
On the edge of it, cuz I'm on a binge and I know it shows
Sold my soul for shit boy this ain't a skit, man I feel so cold
Lost it in a f it, I was in a binge, can't take back those

So I live with it, and I loop a bit, and I loop a bit
Like I broken record I'm forgotten bitch
I know I got a problem, made a fucking list
Knowing I'm adding daily cuz I'm throwing fits

My mental state be going down a pit
I got a itch, which I gotta fix
Cuz I'm bleeding out from scratching all of it

These walls are closing in
Losing all my breath
Thinking did I live and life without a end

Gasping for a breath
Fighting for my friends
Fuck I gotta make it, I ain't ready yet

Gotta make amends
Cannot fly again
Off the handle, man I'm fucking losing it

Grounded by a bend
Blacking out again
Sober up until it happens all again

Fucked up I need to lay low
Beta blockers with the Faygo
Anxiety got me fucked up with these fake thoughts screaming lameo

So I close my eyes till it fade away
Open up and its another day
Another day issa another waste
Man I fucking hate, that I think this way

Losing It

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$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Losing It

You're still not done there's still
So much to do
It's something good
It's meant for you

This place humbled you
Taught you what's true and real
This place gave you
Love to finally feel

The last lesson
Left to teach
Is to keep love
Still in your reach

Love stands for two
A healing heart beside you
A scar formed
A scar is still inside you

Love won't leave you again
If you fix yourself for good
As you learn to begin
He left you because
He was damaged from within

I can promise you this
Something good will happen
Try not to miss

Fill your heart and soul with new love
Find it today
You'll be whole
Once again

Back to the start one more time
Ease your mind
Look for the kind

Trust the process
Trust my words
This is your time
That the past is gone
And you're here to win

Love won't leave you again
If you fix yourself for good
As you learn to begin
He left you because
He was damaged from within

Advice to a friend

Luv [Rage] 2 (prod. Georgie)

MUSIC VIDEO DROPPED : https://youtu.be/9YgHshV0W2k
Instagram @yungzime

Smile  (Prod.DSPRITE X SHVRP PRICKLES)

I got places, i draw faces, i leave the canvas black 
for all cases, divine judgement is not racist 

I see ghosts right beside of me, 
Day by day they just take away the life from me, 

No vision, but cold vision, they try to take my wave with nose digging,
EMPTY KID WITH NO FIGURES, I GOT MY OWN CODE, WITH GOLD SCRIPTURES,
THEY DONT UNDERSTAND ME CAUSE I JOKE DIFFERENT,

(Chorus)
Ima die lonely, i see the light slowly, take your time on me, they got an eye on me x4



Dead choices, and dead voices, i hear none
Fake emotions, and fake love, just get lost
Light Yagami,with dead bodies, I let none 
I became a villain in short time, i hate lust 






I claimed a vision, and never thought, that I'd see the start
Now i'm the one that the devil wants to come tear apart, 
Live a life alone, a broken kid, with a broken heart,
Never thought, that the pain would play such a major part 

I'm sick and twisted, fuck it I'm conflicted
Aint a person round me that can fuckin tell me different. 
 

Ima die lonely x 4

Die Lønley (prod. Purple Hex)

Death Note (Prod. Jody)

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DEB8NCQG0jY

fanlink.to/fightnight 

[LYRICS]
Scratching at my insides please leave me the fuck alone 
Tearing at my flesh until the bones start to expose  
Torturing my mental leaving my poor soul hollow 
And  I look into the mirror and the culprit stares back cold

Theres a fight inside my mind tonight
Step in the ring myself and I  
If you met yourself who would survive? 
Theres a fight inside my mind tonight 
X2

On the left corner of the street you're looking at me first 
Have I seen a ghost? I do the most I always leave me hurt 
As I follow you and question who I really have become  
I split my head open I see myself I always jump the gun 

Now I am dying at my own hands 
Ive done this before never do it again  
Life is delicious when you eat your own sins 
Contemplate them and things start to make sense 
Change can be good and I always forget   
Forgot to change and I broke my own neck 
Are you really alive? Are you scared of your death 
Do you get high when you feel my cold breathe

There a fight tonight 

Scratching at my insides please leave me the fuck alone 
Tearing at my flesh until the bones start to expose  
Torturing my mental leaving my poor soul hollow 
And  I look into the mirror and the culprit stares back cold
X2

Theres a fight inside my mind tonight
Step in the ring myself and I  
If you met yourself who would survive? 
Theres a fight inside my mind tonight
x2 

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Yng Hstlr - Nonexistent (Prod. Grayskies)

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