YOU KNOW ME (demo) (prod. everestdidthis)

https://kurtinder.bandcamp.com/album/soft-things

soft things

Kurt Inder - pressure

Xenogen - 終わり - 04 Xenogen - 空間

lyrics:

i got a gay little brain and a gay little heart
got a shitty guitar where i play songs  call it art
i am dumb in my brain   i was dropped as a child
not by my parents   but by the gods

i see a girl in the bus wearing dragon ball socks 
and i look like an asshole as i fall in love
maybe 5 minutes pass before its her stop
and she smiles at me before she slowly walks off
self induced heart attack from projecting my shit
onto a stranger who probably thinks
im a weirdo as i sit and stare at her socks
smiling politely  because i look dumb

got a gay need for love  and its gross and amazing
ever since i was a kid i always found it overrated
i hate other people  yet can’t live without em
is that normal? is that a problem?

never understood flirting  never rly got the gist
seeing people putting cherry stems into their mouths and shit
as a kid i never saw someone like me on television
only people who were straight and seemed to really enjoy kissing
i feel alien enough almost alien too much 
and i am shy and reserved and barf from others touch
earth girls are easy   as an alien man said
i just laughed and said: then you haven’t tried to be gay!

its not too easy to be weird and sad
and also a hopeless romantic who hates
things that are romantic and other people yet
nothing will top how much i hate myself
still if ur up for it come take a walk with me
we can go thrifting and eat something  i will be
awkward and shaky ill try not to die
can’t promise anything   hope thats alright

i got a gay little brain and a gay little heart
got a shitty guitar where i play songs  call it art
got a gay little gut that confuses love
with the human needs connection and distraction
but love is just a chemical reaction after all
so fuck these awkward interactions
id rather live in solitude than face the things i probably should

Gay Little Heart

Get Out Of My Head

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what more could you want
genres arent real
all my links down below

YOU KNOW ME (demo) (prod. everestdidthis)

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