it's fall and I'm cold

Julian

I've been feeling like I could never do it better
In the back of ur mind I can feel u break a feather 
u keep telling me it's whatever
but I don't believe a single word u say
and I don't rlly care 
abt ur fate and mine and everyone arround 

cus u left it all at my place
and I keep finding all the memories that you left behind
so break the door down
and never come back

the sun doesn't rise above my head
and I keep staring of into rainy clouds
and trying way too hard to figure it all out
and I crave ur touch
but ion think I'm enough 
to be considered worthwhile
and I just wanna
crack a smile


eighty one \\ prod. mauvia

as I could barely lift my hands
I'm getting kinda tired 
of hearing this on a daily basis

u can not complain 
cus I told u everything that u hold dear to this day

and we could

watch the sunrise together and the fall of winter is forever
until now
the birds have learnt to fly
and you could take away all my pride
untill there's nothing left
I'm just a hollow shell
you reminisce about 
and ur time is up 
but u don't seem to care
let me hold ur hand 

and we could

watch the stars fall at night 
and you could take either side but mine

and maybe 15 years from now you won't have to rearrange ur guts and look at it with a blinding eye

why the fuck do they sell monster at the tech store \\ prod. mauvia

and I walked 
myself back to that place
and I 
couldn't find my way
in this place where
shadows rule
all so hollow
in my room

I sit

patiently waiting for u
and I can't take u up and carry u on my shoulders
cus I'm not that strong myself
I could break off like the leaves in the wind
and I can barely catch myself within my body

why do you have to scream so loud

And I don't think

THAT WE COULD TAKE IT ALL DOWN
AND I'LL SCREAM AT YOU AND YOU SCREAM AT ME
I'M FACED WITH THEE
have you
CONSIDERED GIVING ME AN END
TO THE STORY THAT YOU NEVER
DARED TO FINISH

honestly, I don't like the sun that much (my eyes are hurting) \\ prod. mauvia

I Swear To God I Will (buy a jetski) \\ prod. mauvia

dedicata all' Uva Rossa, nel mio paese viene chiamata "UVA NERA" quindi da qui il titolo della canzone è "BLACK PEARLS". E' dedicata anche a tutte le persone che lavorano nelle vigne...

Black Pearls - DEMO

what for \\ prod. pekarot

A song originally written in 2004, about a puppy-dog love relationship with the forever-beautiful Rachel Sarah Koffman.

FLY AWAY

11:02

Beyond My Means

U said that I look tired
and I'm so quick to judge
I'm not the smartest person
but I'll make due with what I have
and if that somehow
ends up driving us apart
I'll be really sorry 
that you believed in me

have you told your mom
how you really felt
cus I don't believe that shit
and your lying 
through your teeth

I'll break a sweat
and you don't think
that you should talk to me right now

I'm on the floor 
and I don't think
that I could get up on my own

could you lend me a hand
and I'll take it with gratitude 
you look forward to your life
and I hope you're doing well
while you're buried under the blanket
and you hide your face
for noone should see
you're miserable 
in this corpse you call your home

a song abt a person I once knew better \\ prod.  pekarot

the sky has fallen
yet you are still here
is it time for a rewind
are you longing for your kind


a song abt a person I once knew better \\ prod. pekarot

grxves