@prodbyjoshwa 
this song is named after vic fuentes first album


falling off from the top of the world and I 
wonder why I cannot go a single night
without just contemplating
wonder if you found another person 
sending texts to no reply

kill things when I get bored
now I hear the devil knockin at my door
spill my guts out on the floor
tear my flesh off yea I’m cuttin life short

no more goodbyes, no more good nights 
I said my peace, I said my mind
no going home 
invert my knees rip out my spine 

sometimes good things end way worse than they started
if I knew the outcome would I still want this
running round my room feeling heartless
love you still regardless

cut the shit I’m a prick, real dirt bag
know that I’m a living piece of shit 
wanna hit the fuckin hey 
but I be busy burning up another bridge 
swimmin in the deep end 
water fillin up my lungs 
this time I’m giving in

you say you fucked up 
wanna go back now 
well guess ur lucks up 
karma come back around

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celebration of an ending (joshwa)

prod by heylog

lyrics:
there's just something about driving away from your house
you cried in my arms cause i gotta go now
when you touch my skin, i go numb cause of it
your hand on my face, narrow waist on my hips
i don't know why i'm like this
i'm not open minded
i'm filled up with hate
but you keep me sane
she looks up and listens
and she likes submitting
i got you, it's fine
i'll give us a life

there's just something about walking out of your house
you stood at the stairs, i know you'll miss me now
your nails touch my skin, i go numb cause of it
your lips on my mouth and your waist on my hips
god this feelings amazing
the smell of your fragrance
lingers in my room
it makes me miss you
the ripples and dents
you won't bleed again
i got you, it's fine
i'll give you a life

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mouth

prod me

lyrics:
its almost 2am its getting harder to sleep
and i wanted you to call but i don't think i could speak
but i have a couple things i need to get off my chest
but its probably for the best if i just stop and forget
so nevermind
ill just sit back and
probably cry
but i don't think i can
well its fine
looks like i'm here again
why do i act like this?
here again
miles away do you feel safe?
wont show my face
i don't know, wont say
why do i act like this?
here again
ohh ohhh

here again

prod by me

- lyrics -
as i lay in bed my body's still i cant move away 
are these walls dent in closing on my again


i dont know where i went wrong
broken vains oh i cut her off
damage to myself i'vegone soft
i hate my myself i wish i made it up

why'd you call me out
i thought we made amends
try to kill my time
but all it did was dent
so maybe i bring the living
while you lay in hell
cause my heads a fucking mess
but i love how you hate your friends

ive never saw you as a bitch
(but it changed aswell)
bringing every boy to bed

the side eye like we never saw

how stupid do you really feel


was it all on me
did i fuck it up
i bring nothing but dread
but i try my best

i wish i loved but i cannot lie
particles in the air made me see the sky

but i made it up 
my gut so fckd 
girl you so fck'd up (X2)

too many out ive been on my grind
but i still feel my heart cry
cant let that shit bother me
need to allocate my time
been told for way to long
in darkness for what cause
but searching for myself i found what i had lsot
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flower petals ✾

particles

produced by nte

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS NOW!

lyrics ~
girl you got me like

i make you mine
in the back of the car now
you're so divine
i've got you on lockdown
i make you mine
in the back of the car now
you're so divine
it's a matter of time, no

i hate when you talk on
the reasons i, that i should be gone
why you think that
i'm singing this song?
like girl i know
you're the one
no this ain't for fun now
and we're on the run

girl you got me like

i make you mine
in the back of the car now
you're so divine
i've got you on lockdown
i make you mine
in the back of the car now
you're so divine
it's a matter of time, no

make you mine

if xav0id was on the song 

remixed by me

her soundcloud -
on.soundcloud.com/vMttEe6irRmQ5eXX9


heylog - lavender (short remix/cover)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
i'm a mess
i barely know me
and my head
is so unholy
but i'm good
somethin pulled me
i don't know
she kiss me slowly

i gotchu figured out
you did me wrong and u wonder why i'm distant now
i stepped away cus i got sick of the room being loud
staring at a screen for hours designing sounds
and bringing in a crowd
how did i make it work
and i never thought i'd be saying "i did it first"
projects so big to where i couldn't even finish dirt
got my speakers shaking like this shit could blow a surge
i think my neighbors heard

open my window
breathe in air
sun sets at 8
wrap my arms around her body
while she kiss my face

whatever they said, don't believe em
don't let your own friends deceive you
whatever she said, don't believe that
i'll always look out for your back
don't believe a single word that she said
everything you heard is far from the truth
don't believe a single thing that she says
she says
she

don't be nervous
take a deep breath in
who you know doing it like this
face first going straight in the pavement
might as well just embrace it
weekend night
everybody goin out
except for me
it's the gym or my house
saw you just got back from the bar
that's cool
i'm just locked in makin art
prolly knocked out
2am i'm working
making my sound
i'm my own person
couldn't really tell you where i'm at for genre
i do everything and i'll do what i wanna
put your phone down, i don't want a photo
put a song out and don't even promo
post it on the gram, lotta people on it
post it on my story and your sister saw it
gotcha 
knew you wouldn't like that
flip flop
watching this moron crash
can't blame no one except for yourself
that's gotta be a record for switching that fast
how you gonna call me ugly
but stick around still obsessive w me
like i ain't dumb enough to put you under my sleeve
knock out, ya shoulda thought before u said anything

obsessed

first part of the song prod by shoutoutharvy!


lyrics ( a true masterpiece):

bet u never heard a sound like that
IMMA make Ur dad proud and Ur bitchAsS maDD
Like who's  ttthat 
I'm the guy you called a fag
that's cool you can do that thoooo :P
cus Ur the same
can't admit it Infront of daddy or he would be ashamed >:(
bought a gun just to get a little bit of man to your name
I ain't NVR gonna beat me tho frfr

That's enough abt youuuuu 
I should talk abt meeeeee too

LIKE HOW IVE BEEN FIENDING FOR SOME TIME
bagged a 3/10 bitch
I had to be high 


like ong who'd tap that shit
was outta my minddddd
this a fat lick
no like Literally 
put that shit on an obituary (sorry but I ain't rerecording)
bouta breed it out!
bitch Ur dead to me
I ain't g8vin you what you w4nt b*tch the coverart is staying the SAME
IF YOU AINT FUCK WITH THAT I might make a songwithurgovernment name

see how you like that shyt
I can be FUCKED too
I can kill that,?!1 bitch

I don't mean it like that I'm writing words to bite back
CHOMPT

got a real tuff cookie here
you provide the food and clean up the blood smear
NO U WRONG HERE
IMMA make a couple songs and dip
Is that clear????
that I don't fuck with non of that
call Ur buddy in paddle back





project 1 (lGtDxL LAtEE uNKG15)

prod. me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
guitar by me (dawsin)

lyrics:
you drinking is gonna slowly kill you
maybe I want that
you drinking your slowly killing yourself dawsin
tal--y- shi-- bab-
no- like you kno- tru-
abo-t what i- doi--
bab- ill com- to yo
THAT'S STUPID DUDE

talk your shit babe
not like you know the truth
about what im doing
bae ill come to you

Ill talk my shit babe
like how i've been wanting to
for a moment...
you really thought I was feeling you?
you really thought I was feeling you?

she mad at me swerving
she makes me wanna crash though
" we'll talk about this in the morning "
enough came outta that mouth hoe

came out that mouth ho
came out that mouth ho

huh yea
your making me wanna crash
making me huh
yea
your making me wanna crash
making me huh hmph
your making me wanna crash
making me huh
yea
your making me wanna crash
crash
crash
she's about to make me crash (out)
fast, fast
the only way for me to last
i'm last, i'm last
im an egomaniac
just like your dad, just like your dad
but im not a piece of trash
huh?
bae im worse than that
i'm not afraid to stab
i'm not afraid to kill him
babe IM WORSE THAN THAT

i'm just a butcher
looking for another
person
to fill the void
to fill the void 
to feel the void

I killed that man
and I'd do it again (again)
do you remember what I said?
see- seeing red
"there will be no guy friends"

from the start babe I told you that "I'm a bit insane"
and these thoughts I say, don't mind
they just leak out my brain
so predictable come back
when I push you away
you won't make it in life
selling your pics babe

did you really think I wouldn't find out?
IF YOU FUCKED HIM, TELL ME I NEED TO KNOW
didn't do a good job at hiding it did ya?
the bay harbor butcher, you know the nickname
and you know what he did
he dismembered his victims

my head feels fuzzy
I don't even know how imma make
it another day
cause my brain is tense, I'm afraid
my knuckles covered in flesh and blood
make him see grain
If I wanted you dead, I'd pull the colt out the safe

she don't like how I'm acting
what I've done with him is none of your business
oh why can't you get past it
by now that body is nothing but maggots

RUNNING A MILE, TO REPEAT THE CYCLE
YOU'RE SO OBSESSED LIKE YOU ARE A DISCIPLE
HE IS NOT WORTH IT
PUT YOUR HAND ON THE BIBLE
TELL ME IM THE ONLY ONE
I'M TOO IN DENIAL

butcher

@1zhap - hurtmeya

rebel

the sky has fallen
yet you are still here
is it time for a rewind
are you longing for your kind


project 1 (lGtDxL LAtEE uNKG15)

grxves