Soul Crusher (Snippet)

the way that it used to (prod. irby)

God - Call Her Anything

my mind needs to heal souls need to heal 

i’m begging for heals somebody fix me 

my mind needs to heal my soul needs to heal 

my head needs to heal i’m dead so inside 

i’m stuck with all this addiction i can’t get enough of it 

im begging for heals my souls needs to heal 

my head needs to heal 

my heart needs to heal

i need to heal

the strange color of your body's tears (prod. Gertrude)

white bedsheets (prod. killedmyself & ʎpoqou)

inspired by the struggles of buddy nielsen

mix by bled.

the irony of dying on your birthday w/ uglyboy

lyrics:
always in the back of the club
you stabbed me in the back with your love
gave you all I had but it was not enough
you told me that loved me
but I fucked it up

and I be getting money
yea I’m counting stacks
shawty hit me up
but she don’t want me back
she just miss the times
when I held her hand
she don’t give a fuck
yea cause she got a man
I’m happy that your better
but it make make sad

I be all alone
she left me in the past
I don’t fuck with life
this shit is fucking wack
never catching feelings
I can’t get attached

yea I know they hating
but ur musics trash
baby I’m just saying
I really want u back
but I feel like you are happy
with where your at
yeah I know you miss me
and I miss you back

I need you right here by side
cause I don’t really know
what to do anymore
I kinda regret what I said
yea I’m feeling insane
think I’m just better off dead
don’t know what to say
so I just hold my breath

always in the back of the club
you stabbed me in the back with your love
gave you all I had but it was not enough
you told me that loved me
but I fucked it up

not enough (prod. remghost)

Lyrics:
an honestly, 
hope the drugs really take me, imma mess dont need strength 
to another degree, wearing thin on my personality, kno the real ones hate me, no ones fckin wit me
days pass i cant breathe, feelings fade im misplaced outcast still unseen
imma mess she dont love me, an i still feel nothing
 
imma mess hope they kno whats evident
kno in the end keep an act like i was somethin 
im so tired of these games 
feel strung out, all the mess, cant find a place 
demons talkin, still cant find my space in my head 
maybe one day i can end this pain 
take my own life jus to gain some faith 
still hopeful that ill 
end all my suffering
shut my mouth knowing im a nuncense 
no one bother with consecquential nonsense 
im jus tired need to rest my eyelids

an honestly, 
hope the drugs really take me, dont need strength

Crushed Up Remedies

prod. taurs

[chorus]
yes im stupid, I'm irrational at best like
I can't seem to get the stains out of my chest might
just give up and let life pile on the stress write
out these words so I can curve the pain the next night
~
stuck in my head, never gon answer the problems please kill me
leave her on read, thinking that she is the problem its still me
needle through thread my seems are seeping out smoke, I am guilty
have I misread all of the signs that the universe sent me?

[verse 1]
I've been smoking all alone in my zone
hate myself a bit too much crack bottle of Patrón
overthink a bit too much when I've been on the road
will she still be there, still care? when I am coming right back home
~
that green iris has disguises I don't know about
is it true or is my mind just filled with rum and doubt 
smoke the pain away but baby I am running out
the last gram up in my hand, I'll take a different route

[chorus]
yes im stupid, I'm irrational at best like
I can't seem to get the stains out of my chest might
just give up and let life pile on the stress write
out these words so I can curve the pain the next night
~
stuck in my head, never gon answer the problems please kill me
leave her on read, thinking that she is the problem its still me
needle through thread my seems are seeping out smoke, I am guilty
have I misread all of the signs that the universe sent me?

[verse 2]
taking away all the pain again
exhale the smoke run through veins again
take one more toke and I surely will choke
and I'm sipping on loko my brain again 
I cannot sleep, I be tossing in sheets
and I'm missing the scent of that strain again
one more bowl packed and I swear its the last 
but the next thing I know I'm a plane again
yeah you so plain my man
life is a game but don't play me man
Think i'm insane again perception fucked I ain't got no plan
Baby I'm in love with you, I do not know what to do yuh
dug me a ditch that I just cannot ditch i've been feeling blue yuh

(changing my hue, baby ill do it for you
been feeling blue, fuck it girl tell me whats new)

[chorus]
yes im stupid, I'm irrational at best like
I can't seem to get the stains out of my chest might
just give up and let life pile on the stress write
out these words so I can curve the pain the next night
~
stuck in my head, never gon answer the problems please kill me
leave her on read, thinking that she is the problem its still me
needle through thread my seems are seeping out smoke, I am guilty
have I misread all of the signs that the universe sent me?

Irrational

Lyin Thru Yr Teeth

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Jersey

tears.