the way that it used to (prod. irby)

@steadysuffer

mixed/mastered by brody

lyrics:

rxfiend:

shattered fragments and broken glass
dont know how much longer this could last
ya its so hard to get off my ass
im not okay cause no one ask
now watch me fall apart now
i don’t really feel well
im really fucked this time
ill force a smile and keep it all inside
im patiently waiting
for someone to save me
fuck it all
cause its all my fault

i just wanna get by
nothing seems to work and I don’t know why
the more I need the more I can’t find
when will I be alright
i think about the past and I die inside
the more I need the more im denied

steadysuffer:

and I wish I could change what you said
i just wanna lay in bed
leave me with my thoughts to rest
cut me down to pieces I can’t see straight
leave me all alone here get out of my brain
i think its time to put it in the past now
ya I want you in the background
i want you gone
i want you out of my way
cut the ties re write the lies its okay
disappear it wouldn’t be a bother
think of all the times I didnt call her
breathing is a nightmare
you dont even feel bad
Nothings been the same here
I wish I could change that

the past w/ steadysuffer (prod. 5head)

am i ever enough for anyone
what the fuck you doing bitch you had to set me up
how much liquor is this i don't know 
i'm tryna drink enough to ruin everyone's night in this bar 
weakness
nah don't say sorry i know that that's just an attempt to get me off the deep end 
i might stop calling if you would just tell me exactly who you fucked last weekend 
even then i might just pull up to that motherfucker's house and kick his teeth in 
triple shot of whiskey i've had it i'm up 
thank god for me i'm the best motherfucker out 
was it easy to ruin the best type of love
did you smile in the mirror the second i left
i'm back on powder i'm dancin' 
i'm back on powder i'm dancin' alone 

am i ever enough for anyone 
what the fuck you doin' bitch you had to set me up
how much liquor is this i don't know
i'm tryna drink enough to ruin everyone's night in this bar
and that's when i panicked 
i skipped my lexapro
i ain't seen your ass in a minute i knew you couldn't stand me 
i might stop texting if you would just give me a second and tell me what i did so wrong

am i ever enough for anyone? (p. johnny808)

Life's A Nightmare!! (Lilidentitycrisis)

lakeshore blvd
quiet home and an old white car
couple tire tracks in the front yard
right across from the baseball park

i feel seventeen again 
the night never feels like it ends
i've fallen headfirst and all i can think
how did we get here, and why did it take so long
you are the love of my life
you're the reason i still breathe
and i still hope that this will be more than just likely 
let spring paint our town
i'll do it again, i won't let you down 

you're sick of the city i know
i can tell that you feel alone
i envsion a world where we were younger
i know you know what it's like to be cold
pick a road and we'll drive to the end
we'll make a home wherever we land
theres not much more left for us to go 
so for the night will you hold my hand

you are the light as it cuts through the trees
you are the power to buckle my knees
you are the song that i hear when i sing
you are i in everything

its not a hope but a knowing
of how things will change
that keeps us still going
towards our shared name

i wanna find a life with you
i wanna peacefully die in your view
bear witness to what we have made
show our love in everything 

and you're the moment that i come home
and the scent of a well cooked meal 
you are the dawn when i've only known dark
you are the light in every star 

(and this could only be for you)

oh you're sick of the city i know
i hope you know that you have a home
for forever it feels like i've known you
the best chapter of my life is with you
i will never turn you away
refrain from disgracing your name
it is only us this life
so to you i'll give mine

lakeshore blvd

Ignoring calls from all my friends 
'Cause I'm too high to leave my room 
Started smoking just to see my breath 
And the angel told me he'll be coming soon 
This is a different kind of sunrise 
Where everything turns cold and blue 
And I guess that's just December, but last July 
We stayed up all night and I was warm with you  

And I know talk is cheap but hell, at least I can afford it 
Everybody needs a lover they can keep until the morning 
And we'll get drunk on our potential, talk out our problems and ignore 'em 
No one said it would be easy, hell, at least it isn't boring 
And now I'm spinning in my room half-naked, talking to the moon 
And dripping poison down my throat just to wash out the taste of you 
And now my hometown is a desert, my body eats itself in spirals 
Watch my skin fall off in patches, lay back down it's just denial 

Last night the fireworks kept me awake 
And I'm afraid I'm turning cold 
But I cleaned my room alone again on New Year's Day 
And we'll talk again when I know what to say

And I know talk is cheap but hell, at least I can afford it 
Everybody needs a lover they can keep until the morning 
And we'll get drunk on our potential, talk out our problems and ignore 'em 
No one said it would be easy, hell, at least it isn't boring 
And now I'm spinning in my room half-naked, talking to the moon 
And dripping poison down my throat just to wash out the taste of you 
And now my hometown is a desert, my body eats itself in spirals 
Watch my skin fall off in patches, lay back down it's just denial

hell, at least

(vacant)
feel all the temptations let it take over
i know how it feels to be lost when its over
i know what you want but its not what you get
you can find someone else you dont have to repent

is it all what you needed to be
is she all that you wanted to keep
like you can do better from what i see
dont let them treat you like a nobody
coz ive been thru the ringer so i can say the same
take it from someone who took all the blame
when at fault was the other person
i was tired so i had to draw the curtains

feel all the temptations let it take over
i know how it feels to be lost when its over
i know what you want but its not what you get
you can find someone else you dont have to repent

(vails)
dont you repent im not one for the drama
its tempting i get it but youll face the karma
dont try to avoid it 
theres no real good reason for you to be like this
i think ill be leaving now
and you wont see this face crack a smile
until we get some peace for a while
ive been tempted when i saw you last
but these feelings shatter fine like glass
and all this time
ive been lost inside your eyes
so lost inside your mind

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Lyrics:

I wonder why I thought this would’ve worked out anyway 
He won’t stop showing up on Insta or my Facebook page 
I wonder why I even thought you liked me anyway
It’s not your circumstance that makes you treat people that way 

When I smoke by myself 
Its no good for my health 
Im sick of these delusions 
done with fate and fairytales

Now I know your girls a liar 
It’s written on her face
He’s just a bitch boy 
I wonder who raised him that way 
How all of this transpired 
Was a big fucking mistake 
But I’m a big boy 
I’ll get over this shit one day 


Spark this roach I wanna cloud my brain (cloud my brain) 
You Don’t like me yeah I feel the same (feel the same)
Makes me laugh I wasted all that time I’m so lame
Spark this roach I wanna cloud my brain (cloud my brain)

I wonder why I thought this would’ve worked out anyway 
He won’t stop showing up on Insta or my Facebook page 
I wonder why I even thought you liked me anyway
It’s not your circumstance that makes you treat people that way 

When I smoke by myself 
Its no good for my health 
Im sick of these delusions 
done with fate and fairytales

the way that it used to (prod. irby)

rxfiend

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