the way that it used to (prod. irby)

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you said it too many times 
to everybody else it’s got no meaning left 
I don’t wanna close the distance 
I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see 
Nothing but the stars in the sky 
light pollution ruins every single sight every sight
living Midwest life on the east coast 
It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close 
I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in 
want something new I’ve got no answers left in 
I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then 
what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin
I’m not accepting this 

(Decks)
i’ve been having a hard time adjustin
i don’t want it to amount to nothin
you unravel the spite and corruption
i know im stuck, whats the point in reduction
i, been holding on
nothing falling past the point
i took too long
i saw the problem with the story
all along
i wouldn’t have done that if i knew
how i was ending up
why? a troubled thought
gotta leave this fuckin town
i been here too long
if i heard what u had said
i wouldn’t be movin on
all the stars are burning out,
all my wishes gone
its far too often
my conscience
makes me regret the topic
i’m too anxious
over nothin
is this why im still stuck here?

murder the man but not the memory
east coast, now i know thats where they’ll bury me
far along the shoreline
i cant sit and waste my time x2


I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see 
Nothing but the stars in the sky 
light pollution ruins every single sight every sight
living Midwest life on the east coast 
It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close 
I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in 
want something new I’ve got no answers left in 
I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then 
what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin
I’m not accepting this

unabashedly bashing my head in ft. decks (Irby)

lakeshore blvd
quiet home and an old white car
couple tire tracks in the front yard
right across from the baseball park

i feel seventeen again 
the night never feels like it ends
i've fallen headfirst and all i can think
how did we get here, and why did it take so long
you are the love of my life
you're the reason i still breathe
and i still hope that this will be more than just likely 
let spring paint our town
i'll do it again, i won't let you down 

you're sick of the city i know
i can tell that you feel alone
i envsion a world where we were younger
i know you know what it's like to be cold
pick a road and we'll drive to the end
we'll make a home wherever we land
theres not much more left for us to go 
so for the night will you hold my hand

you are the light as it cuts through the trees
you are the power to buckle my knees
you are the song that i hear when i sing
you are i in everything

its not a hope but a knowing
of how things will change
that keeps us still going
towards our shared name

i wanna find a life with you
i wanna peacefully die in your view
bear witness to what we have made
show our love in everything 

and you're the moment that i come home
and the scent of a well cooked meal 
you are the dawn when i've only known dark
you are the light in every star 

(and this could only be for you)

oh you're sick of the city i know
i hope you know that you have a home
for forever it feels like i've known you
the best chapter of my life is with you
i will never turn you away
refrain from disgracing your name
it is only us this life
so to you i'll give mine

lakeshore blvd

feelings ever real

Hokkaido @Kenzee

Lyrics <3

Taylor -

I told bro that I’m good yeah I’m fine , she’s just another memory that’s locked in my mind , just another picture to look at when I’m fried , even if I could the pain was too much to rewind, but bro knows I’m not good, he knows I’m not  not fine , ring around the rosey with my heart to unwind ,she’s just another memory who left me behind she’s just another memory that broke me inside 

she’s way more then a memory she really my worst enemy , she told me that you love me then betrayed me are u kidding me, dropped down to my knees I can’t believe this woman finished me , suicide my mind cause when you leave it’s like youre killing me, tell me where I’m supposed to go , they said love is tough but so is being alone ,I hate the fact she tried to lie like idk , guess we’ll get drunk and smoke some blunts , until we’re gone b a spaceship couldn’t get me as high as I need to be to forget that we were one youre in everything that I see , I swear a middle couldn’t get me as high as I need to be to forget that I was happy you stole it right under me 

Hook

Halfhearted- 

Tore the page from my diary, been feeling like a bum I know my momma she ain’t,  proud of me, tear me up , blow that smoke right off the balcony , in my blood, I put toxins in my body til I’m throwing up locked in, I’m not tripping bout it I got options , I smoke to blunts in my whip before I walked in ,nauseous , spilled my drink right on your carpet , and back in Richmond had em jumping in that mosh pit 

When I was just a little kid I heard bad news , wish my cousin and my granny said it’s not true , I think about it when I’m starting at my tattoos , I got that ink cauae I ain’t never gotta have you 

Nobody , ever looks to me, I’m not sorry , I was never good at listening , I was never get at listening

Ring around the Rosie , pocket full of poising, I don’t understand try my best but I can’t control it , rolling off a xan not the man that you thought you chosen , got me in a trance I can’t stand I been loosing focus 

Intro

Hook 

Thank you for listening <3

Just another memory w/ halfhearted (p. Cxrter & Ryan Kelly)

To The Max p. Grouphug

featuring: @jmtly & @bmurphxo
produced by: @prodbysilo

lyrics;

[SENDFLOWRS]

left me in the dark yeah, why? i gotta know,
i don’t really think that i wanna be alone,
yeah, back to black, back pain on the road,
had a heart attack, black rain in my soul
x2

[JMTLY]

ooh baby,
yeah you talkin to me,
yeah you sending all the pictures but they ain’t to me,
now i don’t know where to go,
cus it’s three weeks in a row i been on the road,
so i hit that,
yeah i hit that,
now you’re sending naked pictures tryna snap back,
but i know,
when i go,
lil crazy ass hoe you gotta go back home,
to the one, that you left,
to the one, that said,
i wasn’t the one for you,
but you didn’t have to leave me like you did

[FLOWRS]

left me in the dark yeah, why? i gotta know,
i don’t really think that i wanna be alone,
yeah, back to black, back pain on the road,
had a heart attack, black rain in my soul
x2

[BMURPH]

I think it’s time that i leave you alone,
yea,
i think it’s time that i find my way home,
so do not call my phone in the middle of the night,
i know that i will be alright,
we were so tight,
then we split apart,
now it’s all over without you i’m not sober,

ooooooohhhhhh,
yea u tore my apart, left me in the dark
yea u tore my apart left me in the dark

[SENDFLOWRS]

left me in the dark yeah, why? i gotta know,
i don’t really think that i wanna be alone,
yeah, back to black, back pain on the road,
had a heart attack, black rain in my soul
x2

the way that it used to (prod. irby)

rxfiend