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Soul Crusher (Snippet)

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"he believed that, that if you could do good things for other people, you had a moral obligation to do those things,
thats whats at stake here
not choice, responsibility.
thats nice.. thats great.. its all well and good, so where is he?
what?
where is he
wheres my dad?
he didn't think it was his responsibility to be here and tell me this himself? 
oh c'mon, how dare you?
how dare i? how dare you!"
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how dare you fucking leave like that
i never really thought that id miss my dad
you use to take me places
and now im just sitting faceless
and now its just too late
cause you never cared
and if you did
i was never aware
no i cant talk to you bout a damn thing
cause you wont understand
cause you wont understand
yeah i miss him..
yeah i miss him..
but he dont know..
cause he ignores everything..
yeah i miss him..
yeah i miss him..
but he dont know..
cause he ignores everything..

i miss my dad (skellington)

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https://soundcloud.com/decksmusic


you said it too many times 
to everybody else it’s got no meaning left 
I don’t wanna close the distance 
I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see 
Nothing but the stars in the sky 
light pollution ruins every single sight every sight
living Midwest life on the east coast 
It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close 
I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in 
want something new I’ve got no answers left in 
I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then 
what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin
I’m not accepting this 

(Decks)
i’ve been having a hard time adjustin
i don’t want it to amount to nothin
you unravel the spite and corruption
i know im stuck, whats the point in reduction
i, been holding on
nothing falling past the point
i took too long
i saw the problem with the story
all along
i wouldn’t have done that if i knew
how i was ending up
why? a troubled thought
gotta leave this fuckin town
i been here too long
if i heard what u had said
i wouldn’t be movin on
all the stars are burning out,
all my wishes gone
its far too often
my conscience
makes me regret the topic
i’m too anxious
over nothin
is this why im still stuck here?

murder the man but not the memory
east coast, now i know thats where they’ll bury me
far along the shoreline
i cant sit and waste my time x2


I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see 
Nothing but the stars in the sky 
light pollution ruins every single sight every sight
living Midwest life on the east coast 
It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close 
I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in 
want something new I’ve got no answers left in 
I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then 
what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin
I’m not accepting this

unabashedly bashing my head in ft. decks (Irby)

It’s been a long time I hope you all enjoy this new project!

Most Days [prod. JustBenBeats]

lakeshore blvd
quiet home and an old white car
couple tire tracks in the front yard
right across from the baseball park

i feel seventeen again 
the night never feels like it ends
i've fallen headfirst and all i can think
how did we get here, and why did it take so long
you are the love of my life
you're the reason i still breathe
and i still hope that this will be more than just likely 
let spring paint our town
i'll do it again, i won't let you down 

you're sick of the city i know
i can tell that you feel alone
i envsion a world where we were younger
i know you know what it's like to be cold
pick a road and we'll drive to the end
we'll make a home wherever we land
theres not much more left for us to go 
so for the night will you hold my hand

you are the light as it cuts through the trees
you are the power to buckle my knees
you are the song that i hear when i sing
you are i in everything

its not a hope but a knowing
of how things will change
that keeps us still going
towards our shared name

i wanna find a life with you
i wanna peacefully die in your view
bear witness to what we have made
show our love in everything 

and you're the moment that i come home
and the scent of a well cooked meal 
you are the dawn when i've only known dark
you are the light in every star 

(and this could only be for you)

oh you're sick of the city i know
i hope you know that you have a home
for forever it feels like i've known you
the best chapter of my life is with you
i will never turn you away
refrain from disgracing your name
it is only us this life
so to you i'll give mine

lakeshore blvd

lyrics

u top of list i want dead
but i dont do prayers for a death
jus roll me an eights for the second time today
and get to work w my friends

u think that im jus fuckin up taking drugs 
and losing my head
cookie to pass once again 
im on top the world

look at where u was at
when i was taking em shrooms
i was jus chilln da room
cooked staring straight to my hands

look at my hands look at my hands like wtf
u still wanna ask me whats in my cup
i'm on my own but ill run it up

couldn’t even think to tell u i love u when i am not the same uh
u are not the same

i'm scared of heights

i'm scared of heights (dash)

i can see andromeda above me
baby i dont think that u shld love me or trust me
cuz im toxic and im fucked up
got codeine in this red cup
got overtime on my paystub
got no time for ur wants love
im a deity that was once loved
then sent down to pay up
for everything that my kin did
i am not the culprit

if ur gonna yell at me then whats the point of being here?
everytime you open up your mouth it start to stink in here
swear to god there aint another soul as high as me in here
swear to god nobody livin life like me in peer-to-peer

connection everyday
only thing that keep me sane
takin this runtz pack to the face
swear i been booted up all day

u cannot be me, okay?
i could end this whole race
i say whatever i wanna say
im the decider of fates

i can hear instructions coming down from the oracle
telling me 2 pick u cuz ur oh so fucking vulnerable
im surprised you didnt try to kill me cuz ur psycho
you said u couldnt trust me now u know how the fuck it feels

bitch im fucking sick of being nothing but ur plaything
that was what i couldnt tell you to ur ugly face king
honestly i couldnt give a shit if ur sulking
in sorrow and fear of tomorrow what it brings

if ur gonna yell at me then whats the point of being here?
everytime you open up your mouth it start to stink in here
swear to god there aint another soul as high as me in here
swear to god nobody livin life like me in peer-to-peer

connection everyday
only thing that keep me sane
takin this runtz pack to the face
swear i been booted up all day

u cannot be me, okay?
i could end this whole race
i say whatever i wanna say
im the decider of fates

I Dont Feel The Same Without It

NICKISGONENOW

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