Soul Crusher (Snippet)

the way that it used to (prod. irby)

produced by neverforever

completely non profit

lyrics

told her do not worry
trouble getting up in any way without a coffee
fuck it gimme tea, gimme chai inside a latte
pass the competition no Ferrari I'm Bugatti
summer ain't for me I like my coats with excess pockets

don't go minding me I like to blend in with the objects
from my corner read the room out like a blurb and all its contents
drunk and in the city streets I'm walking singing nonsense
since we were 17 I've never stopped to watch the comets 

ay

lately do not fuck with outings 
no I do not wanna party
everybody here draining
u can keep all of ur conversations 
think that I'd rather just talk to the table
it kinda get me 
it kinda wobbly n never just stable
throwing up on this instrumental
fractured words gonna border mental
I'm offline and she's temperamental
talking shit on her screen of metal
how u let twitter impact how ur head screwed
how u let people decide who can love u
lately I sit in my room
and I just smoke thru
I'm losing the will just to pull thru
but honest it's been good to see u

good to see u
can I get a preview
let me see the other side
and tell me was it peaceful 
come and see u?
I can barely speak dude
I vomit words onto a beat 
but conversations where I'm weak

where I'm weak
and so I weep

winter heat drops
all the leaves rot
my face will leak snot 
I'm like a tea pot
my heart will weep blood
it's filled with red muck
don't mind my weed cough
my lungs are black sludge

I got bad habits in my backpack
how u fuckin with a thumb tat
I got a razor blade and a bruised waist
I don't eat enough and that's my bad
too many fakes just chasing plays
u ain't ever blowing up and it's so sad
I'm not chasing fads I'm just born to rap
I ain't even wrote this down in my notepad

it's off the dome
kicking in the streets without a home
and I almost copped a charge but I came home
so lighten up there's not a lot of hope
and what u got is what u taking home

vomit (neverforever)

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you said it too many times 
to everybody else it’s got no meaning left 
I don’t wanna close the distance 
I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see 
Nothing but the stars in the sky 
light pollution ruins every single sight every sight
living Midwest life on the east coast 
It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close 
I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in 
want something new I’ve got no answers left in 
I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then 
what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin
I’m not accepting this 

(Decks)
i’ve been having a hard time adjustin
i don’t want it to amount to nothin
you unravel the spite and corruption
i know im stuck, whats the point in reduction
i, been holding on
nothing falling past the point
i took too long
i saw the problem with the story
all along
i wouldn’t have done that if i knew
how i was ending up
why? a troubled thought
gotta leave this fuckin town
i been here too long
if i heard what u had said
i wouldn’t be movin on
all the stars are burning out,
all my wishes gone
its far too often
my conscience
makes me regret the topic
i’m too anxious
over nothin
is this why im still stuck here?

murder the man but not the memory
east coast, now i know thats where they’ll bury me
far along the shoreline
i cant sit and waste my time x2


I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see 
Nothing but the stars in the sky 
light pollution ruins every single sight every sight
living Midwest life on the east coast 
It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close 
I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in 
want something new I’ve got no answers left in 
I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then 
what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin
I’m not accepting this

unabashedly bashing my head in ft. decks (Irby)

lakeshore blvd
quiet home and an old white car
couple tire tracks in the front yard
right across from the baseball park

i feel seventeen again 
the night never feels like it ends
i've fallen headfirst and all i can think
how did we get here, and why did it take so long
you are the love of my life
you're the reason i still breathe
and i still hope that this will be more than just likely 
let spring paint our town
i'll do it again, i won't let you down 

you're sick of the city i know
i can tell that you feel alone
i envsion a world where we were younger
i know you know what it's like to be cold
pick a road and we'll drive to the end
we'll make a home wherever we land
theres not much more left for us to go 
so for the night will you hold my hand

you are the light as it cuts through the trees
you are the power to buckle my knees
you are the song that i hear when i sing
you are i in everything

its not a hope but a knowing
of how things will change
that keeps us still going
towards our shared name

i wanna find a life with you
i wanna peacefully die in your view
bear witness to what we have made
show our love in everything 

and you're the moment that i come home
and the scent of a well cooked meal 
you are the dawn when i've only known dark
you are the light in every star 

(and this could only be for you)

oh you're sick of the city i know
i hope you know that you have a home
for forever it feels like i've known you
the best chapter of my life is with you
i will never turn you away
refrain from disgracing your name
it is only us this life
so to you i'll give mine

lakeshore blvd

lyrics

why do i talk
why do u talk
what do u feel abt that
why do i cry
why do i lie
i jus need to bounce back
all in time
we’ll be fine
so pls dont treat me like that 
hold in my mind
folding my time
i do not wanna fight back 

who r u
idk u anymore 
but i
see thru
what ur looking for from me
tonight
ill get going
think its better for us both
if i
dont see ur face
popping up around here in time

i cant see why i cant face that im alone
i cant bleed that way i used to, i have grown
everything i do is tasteless, oh i know
everything i write is basic , oh i know

why do i talk
why do u talk
what do u feel abt that
why do i cry
why do i lie
i jus need to bounce back
all in time
we’ll be fine
so pls dont treat me like that 
hold in my mind
folding my time
i do not wanna fight back

just takethis with a mountain ofsalt

lyrics

u top of list i want dead
but i dont do prayers for a death
jus roll me an eights for the second time today
and get to work w my friends

u think that im jus fuckin up taking drugs 
and losing my head
cookie to pass once again 
im on top the world

look at where u was at
when i was taking em shrooms
i was jus chilln da room
cooked staring straight to my hands

look at my hands look at my hands like wtf
u still wanna ask me whats in my cup
i'm on my own but ill run it up

couldn’t even think to tell u i love u when i am not the same uh
u are not the same

i'm scared of heights

i'm scared of heights (dash)

Dopamine Season Deluxe is a raw, genre-blending journey through the mind of an artist caught between pain and power. Fueled by haunting memories, betrayal, and self-doubt, the album explores mental health, toxic love, existential struggle, and the hunger for greatness. With hypnotic melodies, heavy trap drums, and emotionally charged lyrics, each track dives into chaos and clarity turning trauma into triumph and scars into sound. It’s not just music it’s survival through art.

[Chorus]
get so high i see two faces— ( yo)
get the fuck up out your feelings! (Skrrt)
bae, what you feelin’? i’m on the ceilin’!
no one steals this vibe, I’m too damn high
floating, loading to diffrent realm (Huh).
Whole life glitchin', can’t even tell, (Hmm).

[verse1]
it’s all in my head, driftin’ out, Makin' me feel alive
Never wanna close my eyes, thinkin’ loud just floatin' right now.
All of these words Spinnin’ round , Lost and not found
i’d take it all back—but i never said shit
Two steps We fall into the ocean
White lights It's like a dream in motion
Drownin’ deep, you gon' find me floatin
my bad I get so high that I may fall out
But when I wake up, I'ma still ball out

[Chorus]
get so high i see two faces— ( ay yo)
get the fuck up out your feelings! (Skrrt)
bae, what you feelin’? i’m on the ceilin’!
no one steals this vibe, I’m too damn high
floating, loading to diffrent realm (Huh).
Whole life glitchin', can’t even tell, (Hmm).

[verse2]
Perfect moment, but it’s all in my head,
I’m on my own wave, let that shit fly,
Mixin' dreams with the pills, I’m sky high
Pray my angels still ridin' by my side
Yeah, not livin' enough (ayy)
Roll a blunt, take that puff (skrrt),
Was startin’ to feel like it’s us,
She said, "It’s like you don’t know you a god,
Told her, "I'm still learnin' how to trust.

[Chorus]
get so high i see two faces— ( ay yo)
get the fuck up out your feelings! (Skrrt)
bae, what you feelin’? i’m on the ceilin’!
no one steals this vibe, I’m too damn high
floating, loading to diffrent realm (Huh).
Whole life glitchin', can’t even tell, (Hmm).

I Dont Feel The Same Without It

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