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DEAL BREAKER 7/20

inconsistent feat. sewerperson (prod. branwen and splashgvng)

prod. @remghost + @irby314
s/o @garden_avenue

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what do i do when i feel like i'm no
good and i rid of my friends and my folks
minimize every lie that i once told
what do i know
what do i know
what do i do tonight i do not know
maybe i stay inside sit on my phone
criticize every line that i once wrote
what do i know
what do i know

i don't know much
but i know that
i am turning
down the wrong path
hit the mailbox
scream in all caps
speeding home now
take it all back
when it's over
you don't call back
i don't either
you should know that
and my senses
they don't come back
they don't come back
they don't come back

what do i do when i feel like i'm no
good and i rid of my friends and my folks
minimize every lie that i once told
what do i know
what do i know
what do i do tonight i do not know
maybe i stay inside sit on my phone
criticize every line that i once wrote
what do i know
what do i know

music video

the loneliest place in the world (prod. remghost x irby)

lyrics
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eyes on the moon in vain
cause i rather be in space
stuck thinking bout your face
i put my life on hold

rise when the morning breaks
one sentence is all it takes
for you to make me insane
i put my life on hold
subject to sudden change
this distance is feeling strange
the words that you couldn't say
somebody probably told
but you redacted
overreacted
now i'm subtracting
you from the mold
i was not acting
out a distraction
you came and i put my life on hold

hold (prod. strive)

lyrics:

What if I made u a promise
To always be faithful and always be honest
Would u have matched me and would u have meant it
I know when u lying girl dont even try it
I take agreement from out of that silence
I hope that know just how serious im about it
If I should die here im haunting the grounds
And If I should die here and taking you off it

What if I went out to work and the shaft had collapsed and I never came back
What I came home at 12 for u thought I would be and u sitting on his lap
Maybe I lift up my axe and I clock in at home just try picturing that
Im getting under his bark and im counting the rings and im eating the fat

Hold up im stepping it back im playing it back now im taking it back nah fuck it
Im tryna see how he works im gonna take him apart and try putting him back
How could u fuck up this home we were lively and warm now u dead in a sack
Fuck it Im burying u by the bridge so u bounce off the boats and fill up with rats

What if I went out to work and the shaft had collapsed and I never came back
What I came home at 12 for u thought I would be and u sitting on his lap
Maybe I lift up my axe and I clock in at home just try picturing that
Im getting under his bark and im counting the rings and im eating the fat

Ive grown tired
My hands rest wired
Tied up
Ive nothing
To regret I love it
So much
Four walls holding
My soul I almost
Threw up
This moment
My rage ceast growing
So much

What if I went out to work and the shaft had collapsed and I never came back
What I came home at 12 for u thought I would be and u sitting on his lap
Maybe I lift up my axe and I clock in at home just try picturing that
Im getting under his bark and im counting the rings and im eating the fat



what if (sorrowbringer)

the loneliest man in arizona (p. ryan ansel)

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it festers farther
this bet just got darker
my sense of direction
is mangled and slaughtered
i burst into pieces
and tears as i mourn her
i'm sure as hell still breathing
you're dead in the corner
guess death was in order
head back to your quarters
lie still in my bed
stare at all i horde
her eyes blink never water
but i cannot fault her
i'm such a fucking shit head
she's somebody's daughter

dead in the corner (prod. neverforever)

lyrics:

When time has beaten me
The wind will pick me up
And force me to the flame
To thaw this bitter cold
When time has done to me
What gale has done to stone
I will crack and u will see
The light of human soul
If night falls
Can you hold urself
When the Chains lay broken
And the beasts have climbed out
Our foot falls
Can be heard and we are smelt
Though the sky spans open
We are shackled to the ground

Taegen
Let ur roots envelop me
And sing me a gentle song
Stick to my wooden bones
Im held by Elves skin
Raised the hairs that cover me
And fed me pleasant poems
Penned in crystal homes

In turn
The trees will drink the blood
In thirst
And keep to growing up

Taegen
Let ur roots envelop me
And sing me a gentle song
Stick to my wooden bones
Im held by Elves skin
Raised the hairs that cover me
And fed me pleasant poems
Penned in crystal homes

taegen (prodryankelly)

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and the likelihood that i come out of this alive
is a problematic fallacy of suicide
everybody wanna talk real big when it comes to the digits
but life's a game and the numbers lie
and if truth is to be told
i don't wanna know
spoon feed me lies
and leave me all alone
tell me i'm a joke
cut me to the bone
you can paint a pretty picture
with my blood on the stone
i've been contemplating this for a minute
i'm losing sleep thinkin' y'all gonna get me
i'm just a man overboard and this ship is too heavy
they wanna talk wasn't ready
i celebrate with a bomb of confetti
my guts explode on the levee
i live in fear of my peers
they say they love me all the time
but that's not how it appears
i sit in bed pondering how i bring strangers to tears
when i can't give myself some credit over several years

somebody come and get me
i'm drowning in this water
i'm screaming crying all the time
but she don't even bother
i live alone inside this home
with dreams of living farther
my trauma deeply rooted
can't even text my father
and that's the real reason why
i project my feelings into songs that i write
copacetic dreams but my tears turned to ice
so i pop em out the tray and get this bottle pouring right

and that's the real real real reason why
i've been up all night
hold onto the past even though it's out of sight
and i've been going through this shit for a minute
and i've been floating through so many fucking visions i'm spinning
i gotta get up off my ass and get to inking these villains
but i just hide
and i don't wanna try
cause every time i think i do
i dig too far inside my mind
i dug a lil too far now the grass don't grow
water on the roots but the pedals all mold
and seasons do change but the stems still broke
so i glue em back together even if it's just a cope

nineteen ninety-six

lyrics:


Mists coat the lake while the afternoon dies
Pills by his side but
The drugs dont even get me high
Of late im barely getting by
Hold me close and try again
An old man told me that the key to this life
Is hiding your fear
And rarely ever speaking your mind
Just Save the words for when u die
You’ll learn just what they really meant

Fire watch notice
The permafrost broken
The bright burn of cedar blinds the people of the forest
My love U cant ignore it as the sky is lit golden
The damage here is massive
But the aftershock is gorgeous
The boreal is cleansed and it is lined with dead tourists
Everything’s a target when you’ve spent a life mourning
Blood is turned blue and brittle bones provide harvest
The plants begin feeding
And The humans start marching
We starve at night and feed in the morning
I wake back up and still the sky is stuck storming
Im not much but I could try my hardest
The song spells treason u Left me broken hearted
The message lights screens inside the darkness
And im touched that u thought of me regardless
We got two choices and im worried both are
Pointless
The same phone calls But I dont recognize the voices
If I become soil
Would u become dirt
And could we lock hands while we marry to the earth
While roots wrap their base over top of our form
And I could forever laid safe in your arms
In this fire watch notice
I will lay in its torrent
In wait of the sounds
I will place in its roaring
In this fire watch notice
Im gasoline soaken
Dancing in its flames 
I am bathed in its orange

Mists coat the lake while the afternoon dies
Pills by his side but
The drugs dont even get me high
Of late im barely getting by
Hold me close and try again
An old man told me that the key to this life
Is hiding your fear
And rarely ever speaking your mind
Just Save the words for when u die
You’ll learn just what they really meant

firewatch (sorrowbringer)

Polkadots are the wounds your life leaves behind. The scars that last. People try to hide their Polkadots but they always find a way through. All the Polkadots left on our bodies are what make you, you. Some are try to cover up, but they all have a story. All of them tell the world about our past. Some of them might have tore us down, others raise us up but, Polkadots made us who we are. 

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dead in the corner (prod. neverforever)

guardin