lyrics
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i don’t need a hero to save me
baby you can call me crazy
spit upon my face throw a hook like jay z
lazy lately all i do is hate me
self-sabotage coming clutch i’m shaky
probably from the drinking and the yapping and the 47 times today that i overreacted
it’s a travesty to live like this and i’m merely subtracting
when i choose to move in silence let it blow with the theatrics
i guess it came with living lonely
guess that five year plan wasn’t close enough to hold me
guess that best friend fed up cause i ghost and end up folding
guess that love won’t last cause i always end up bolting
yeah
and i’m afraid of getting closure
i’m afraid of getting sick of this and i’ll only get older
i ain’t shit but a man with some songs inside a folder
why’s it feel like death is dancing on my shoulder?
i don’t like that
and i got hella insecurities
teeth, hair, skin, false hope, nothing pure in me
i’m begging for the silence but the rain hit beautifully
and maybe i’m just lacking some maturity
maybe if i dig upon my past i can super glue my skeleton
fit him to my frame tell him you were only seven nick
you ain’t do no wrong you are beautiful and heaven sent
ignorance is bliss but my innocence irrelevant
trauma bond via satellite
you are what you eat so the music keep me sad at night
sixteen to now pockets still full of that hematite
the only thing i’m lacking is an appetite

music video

theatrics (prod. neverforever)

P. nomansland 

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Lyrics~

(Swamp) 

My lifes in a spiral 
And I just can’t seem to catch a break
When I tried this shit the passive way 
they hit me at a faster pace 
It was a massacre up there on that caligo hill
Sends A shiver down your serabelem, signal the chills 

Ok yeah I’m back up on attack, there’s just no foldin us 
Grab that ammo load it up 
It’s gettin kinda quiet on this California western front 
Give it all you can until you can’t and hope the war is almost done 
Shell shocked, you’ve had enough 

There you go, you’re telling yourself that never again 
Will you put you’re life on the edge for something that somebody said 
The battle goes on in your head 
And shurly you’ll face a certain death 
But I guess you love that shit because you never left 

(Enyu)

Loaded chambers caught in a deadlock
choke on me like a tight knot
rewinding all of my future plans
hailing down on me till my heart stop
yeah, but i’m still in it
guess i’m twisted
drawn to where i fucking bled
need some god to grant my wishes
rather than be fucking dead

i scrape my wounds when its dark
a shiver down my extremities
and while the whole world fell apart
i stand upfront with serenity
and when I turn around
the time has come for confession
to learn a beautiful lesson
i’m heading outbound
to fend off my imperfections

(Swamp)

Hopefully when the dust settles I’ll be alright 
All intact and alive 
The only loss being time 
Trying to figure out another way to save myself 
From the war in my head, it’s been a living hell

never ending spiral w/ enyu

prod. @ffiftyzeros

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and all my vices, they so lovely
they keep me inside this house
to where i make excuses subtly yeah
we’re inching towards my self destruction
i don’t have a lot of friends
so socially i do not function yeah

and all my days are spent recovering
i put spells upon myself and read my cards just like a coven
i don’t know what’s come of me
but it’s apparent that this chapter isn’t what it’s supposed to be
drown myself inside a bottle
but i never learned to swim so these controls are hard to toggle
and the outcome dances on the edge of death
so the world i’ve built around myself surrounds my final breath

and these breaths fall sacred given time
i’ve got chains around my ankles and these clocks inside my eyes
i don’t think i’m doing fine
all these tracers in my vision but they never show the signs
ripping moss off of my skin
and i eat the heads of the worms that slither silently within
my blood is poisoned full of sin
guess the mud in my abode is throwing punches towards my chin
crawling out of my own flesh
imma torch off all my ignorance and eat upon the rest
serotonin in his vest
whatchu buying whatchu selling said the merchant on my quest

and we hate the way we feel inside
so we hide away until we die
and think of it as time well spent
the fear of burdening a friend

IF YOU CAN HEAR ME, GET ME OUTTA HERE! (PROD. FIFTYZEROS)

i made another one lol

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cold up north but she stay out east
bought that girl a new dior fleece
drop out class but i still say please
still say cheese for the camera
call back to when i copped that piece
caught that berk now the boy deceased
made that beat so i don't need lease
don't need lease
fought for the reign and the title
if i let go gon freeze frame the cycle
go right back to my plans of survival
write more chunes for the sake of my vitals
can't go back to the bando
hometown love me i can't be a rando
outside in i would still be a fan tho
clock back in and i pow like rambo

ghosting


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hit me up
i can make time i ain’t in a rush
four or five drinks as a little crutch
said the wrong things i’m a little much
i think it’s time i lay this shit to rest
my path is paved out perfectly
and somehow i’m sat here feeling less

and my feet pick up and they go on their own
down this road that i’m walking alone
and the weight of my words
gonna stray with the birds
but the vultures all prey in the dark
the fabric will fray from the cuff
what you grasp isn’t nearly enough
and i’ll likely repair
guess i won’t be scared
next time that they rip me apart

another night drive
california
though the windows
of the courtyard
caught me sleeping
head to pillow
while you’re weeping
like a willow
a test subject
for some deep lore
drain my body
from it’s cheap core
lack of substance
what i’m here for
tape on my lips
i won’t talk more

hmu (prod. neverforever)

highbeams (ft. kennedyxoxo) (prod. klimlords)

lyrics:

But I could see phantoms
I could see phantoms

Its boxes of bullshit stacked up
I could barely try and walk around
All the Puke soaked sheets get packed up
Maybe then someone comes around
The blood in my herniated stomach feels funny
But there’s room for a Angus cow
I would name the animals that go inside my tummy
Like the people I put in the ground

I barrel out the door around midnight
I gotta move gods I had placed here
At 6’5 I could not fist fight
But I bear hugged the victims that waste here
If what u wanna hear is that its alright
Itd force me to lie to ur face dear
And as horrible as i appear seem like
I dont have the heart to spin yarn for a nightmare

The map ive drawn
Its asinine
Twigs and bones
Are one tonight

Wool cloth 
Silk negligees
And make up
This is what earth is made of
At Least in this woodland plot
What is life like elsewhere I forgot
Yea wishes monday all day he smoked pot
His fucked up back cracks smack thru the cot
Still its under par of bad days by a lot
What is life like elsewhere I forgot
U try and break balls with ur choice dialogue
I bet u its circuitry in the head of the bot
I open him up and start to reach around
Wondering what u think about me here and now
I found the guy u hurt u at the mall
Grind his head till its erased on the wall
If u ever need something u know who to call
I can do the things u barely bring urself to talk

I barrel out the door around midnight
I gotta move gods I had placed here
At 6’5 I could not fist fight
But I bear hugged the victims that waste here
If what u wanna hear is that its alright
Itd force me to lie to ur face dear
And as horrible as i appear seem like
I dont have the heart to spin yarn for a nightmare

a ritual killing on 70mm (jolst)

mv https://youtu.be/Cm9w6mznwTw?si=bbi1pnWIY43LIufO
@sewerperson
lyrics
Like I left my drugs on the nightstand
Ya I left my feelings inside
If we cross the street hold my right hand
And I’ll tell you that everything’s fine
I wobble and walk like I’m seasick
I hate it I’m losing my mind
You hate me like you got your reasons
But fuck it I’ll swallow my pride
Fuck
swallow my pride
Swallow my pride
Fuck
Just tell me you love me I know it’s a lie
Fuck
swallow my pride
Swallow my pride
Fuck
Just tell me you love me I know it’s a lie
Fuck
swallow my pride
Swallow my pride
Fuck
Just tell me you love me I know it’s a lie
Fuck
swallow my pride
Swallow my pride
Fuck
Just tell me you love me I know it’s a lie

Yea yea
Baby Im activated
I thought u knew that I had it baby
Im way too deep in this racket baby
U know This shit not done Im not celebrating
Oh lets go
Baby im elevated
I seen that spot and I had to take it uh
Plus that U know this life shit is ever changing
I cant wait here forever im destined baby uh
I whip the rolls Its full of hoes
Expensive drugs Expensive clothes
I pop this tab Im seeing ghosts
U want this bag then I pre the throat
Just Look at this life It took my soul
I turn to ice I turn to stone
I Guess I paid the price and I doubled my roll
Girl u know this life shit it just how it go
All These Bottles in here
All These drugs up in here
All These women in here
But They dont got a heart
They dont got a soul

Fuck
swallow my pride
Swallow my pride
Fuck
Just tell me you love me I know it’s a lie
Fuck
swallow my pride
Swallow my pride
Fuck
Just tell me you love me I know it’s a lie
Fuck
swallow my pride
Swallow my pride
Fuck
Just tell me you love me I know it’s a lie
Fuck
swallow my pride
Swallow my pride
Fuck
Just tell me you love me I know it’s a lie

swallow my pride w/ sewerperson [michael harrison]

green ft.trisosa

Tryna Change My Family Life

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highbeams (ft. kennedyxoxo) (prod. klimlords)

guardin