let me light this spliff I've been floating in the dark

some would call me insecure and some would call it art

Love this man will never stop listening cant belive this song has been out for 4 years now

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i love you guys so much. 8 days till lacuna drops ❤

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//私がいなくなったら後悔するよ//

i wanted to release a lil' something for you guys as a thank you for everything you've done for me. a year ago, i was just a kid in my bedroom trying to figure out himself. fucking around with beats all day, smoking weed all night. i was depressed. hell, i'm still depressed & sometimes it feels like i don't know myself anymore, but this music has been the only thing that has made complete sense to me since the start & to know i'm helping you guys all whilst you help me is beyond beautiful. i'm so lucky to be where i'm at today. to be alive with all of you in my life. don't ever tell yourself that you won't amount to anything cause you're worth much more than you'll tell yourself & i promise once you find something you're truly passionate about and you dive deep into it, you'll feel a sense of purpose. there you'll find happiness. don't ever give up on yourself. i won't give up on you.

i love you

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//どこにいますか//

i'm finally getting over this dreadful cold & back into the swing of things. it's still guardin season. i love you guys <3

lyrics
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been eight weeks since you left and broke my heart 
said that i should talk about it well where do i start?
lemme light the spliff, i've been floating in the dark
some would call me insecure & some would call it art

i'm a fucking mess a pessimistic little cunt
you're a hypocrite if you don't think that imma stunt 
never wanna talk so i'll just roll another blunt
feelin' like the prophecy when i'm up in the cut

and i guess i'll be okay if i just try a little harder
you're the wind beneath my sails & the crack inside my armor 
i'm awake cause i fake sleep head against the mortar
imma bake like a cake when i smoke another quarter

fuck love imma soil it
prolly boil it
pickin' at it while i'm sitting on the toilet
like acid tablets imma foil it
can't talk too much don't wanna spoil it

times up guess ya clocked out
girl you really hit me with a knock out
i rather lock lips with my bike mount
kiss up on a blunt i'm a kite now
sky high never climb down
imma stay for it like i'm grime now 
something isn't right imma find out
i'm only gonna change if i sign out

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knockout (prod. by tothegood)

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//私はコントロールを失う//

s/o to two of my favorite people 
@convolk
@hatefulbeats

lyrics
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guardin
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this is the last time you'll see me
believe me
or not
i don't really care
drove by in my van & she wasn't even there
i'm fallin' apart while you're playing with his hair
probably gonna fuck but do you even dare
a lot of people say i'm losing control
i think i know where i should go
fuck sleep i don't ever wanna let go
don't let go

convolk
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under the bed
the pillows and sheets
get out of my head
i wander the streets
it's easy to see
the blood that we bleed
i'm not meant for you
you're not meant for me

i guess this is it
we’ll cry til we’re sick
i'm hitting continue
and you’re hitting quit
i'll go one way
and you’ll go the other
this is the last time
we’ll speak to another

photos of you
i threw them away
but i cant throw away the memories
at least now we’re done pretending
after all the times we said things
ok

photos of you (feat. convolk)(prod. by hateful)

prod. by @tothegood

lyrics
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i feel naked
baby i was your replacement
roll a blunt don't face it
pass it off to me, i'm faded 
i won't make it
stand alone on my phone, don't trace it
driftin' in the water i'm floating
you left me for dead unloading

it's times like these i wish i wasn't insecure
wish i was a little more
wish i had the patience to erase the water from the shore
lift it to the clouds and get a taste of what i'm looking for
this was never easy 
fall asleep alone to raindrops on my tv
the sorcerer's are getting stoned i rented it in 3D
i've been staring at my phone just hoping that you see me

cause i can't see myself
i've got no reflection when reflecting on my health no
sever what i felt
loving you was deeper than just taking off my belt
i could write a million bars about you like i do
but that won't change the fact that i'm alone and so are you
missing what we had is something i will always do
and the weight is on my chest cause i'm a pessimistic dude

naked (prod. by tothegood)

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//新しい最低//

s/o @lilsadeyes
this one is 4 u

lyrics
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fake friends fake love when they snap you
six grams in the blunt imma pass you
get high with your guy if he asks you
don't lie say goodbye if you have to
i don't really like the way you talk to me
talking out your ass so much you're shittin' right in front of me
i can see it in your eyes the fans are whatchu want from me
fake is in your dna as your girl is all over me

diss tracks are a no go
guardin fucking snapped in half i swear i'm loco
that girl got my hoodie in her photo
nobody want a cap with your logo
it's funny how they think they know you well   
replicate my sound and watch your music start to sell
you bite all the homies that you talk to on your cell
and i guarentee they're plotting on your vacation to hell
reapin' what you sell
or reapin' what you sow
betchu never met a soul as crooked as your own
pocket all those compliments and hit the fucking road
cause i ain't tryna tune into the second episode

no second episode
i'm too fucking high for this i think i gotta go
i'd do anything for you to leave me all alone
you're a fucking nuisance from your head down to your toes

fake friends fake love when they snap you
six grams in the blunt imma pass you
get high with your guy if he asks you
don't lie say goodbye if you have to
i don't really like the way you talk to me
talking out your ass so much you're shittin' right in front of me
i can see it in your eyes the fans are whatchu want from me
fake is in your dna as your girl is all over me

stop fucking with my head
make me feel at fault when i gave you a proper bed
saved you from the rain and you just go & start again
haven't felt at home since the minute that you said
shit about me hittin' up my ex
shit about the way i deal with every ounce of stress
shit about another act when all you do is flex
or the shit about the girl i thought i loved and was obsessed with
real friends don't fuck around and lie
i can see you're just another clown in a disguise
i thought we were brothers till the end like do or die
but your actions speak against it evidence that you don't try

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//古いルーツ//

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lyrics
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it's just like you
to fall back to your old routes
nothing is true
fall in love with someone new
and their face
& their eyes
their hellos
& goodbyes
you're chasing a high
and it's making me cry
i'm sick of the lies
don't tell me you'd die for me
just to lie to me
baby why do i believe?

when you tell me that you love me
no joke i've been cravin' your company
last minute you switched you don't fuck with me
that's rough kinda sucks but luckily 
i don't need you as much as i thought
sever all ties with the love i want
sitting alone in this restaurant 
with a ghost of a girl you'll forever haunt

she's not around no more
vacancy screams from my bedroom door
i cannot take this shit anymore
writing these words till my fingers sore

it's just like you
to fall back to your old routes
nothing is true
fall in love with someone new
and their face
& their eyes
their hellos
& goodbyes
you're chasing a high
and it's making me cry
i'm sick of the lies
don't tell me you'd die for me
just to lie to me
baby why do i believe?

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//私たちは病気です//

tysm to @jvbeats666 for creating this beauty with me
go show him some luv 

lyrics
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whiskey pour another cup
nothing like the feeling of getting so fucked up
off the last lost breath of a lover that you once
had but she ran with a man much better than yourself
i think i need help
i think i can touch the sky & grip orion's belt
taking off my vans full of sand and some shells
heaven ain't the place for me but i can hear the bells

they say that an angel is self defined 
so when i describe
the girl that lost her mind
the sky will probably cry
but the rain won't mind
if you cry too
feel alive when the sky makes the clouds move
raindrops fall but i fall harder 
light reflects off the water in the harbor
i don't care to compare what i'm told
to what i believe cause i'm still all alone


i've been tryna get back home
but i don't know which road
to take before i can awake from this nightmare
i'm cold
all alone
got the wind straight blowin' in my face i can feel it in my bones
if i smoke
will the clouds lift my body from this place cause i don't feel at home

what's a home without a lover
what's a road without another
how did we destroy each other
how did we destroy each other

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//あなたのために欲望//

lyrics
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lust always a problem
you could never solve it
i can never get the fuck away from what i think 
if she tryna come though
i could make her cum so
baby is it him you really want or is it me? 
this ain't ever work nah
this'll never work out
don't you know that you are way too fucking good for me?
if she ever calls back
i hope that she knows that
i could never see all of the good she sees in me (x2)
you're too fuckin' good for me (x3)

let's kiss up on eachother 
biting on your neck while you're thinking about another
love is lost in lust and girl you know we crave eachother
when the time we have is gone the memories will cluster 

lust always a problem
you could never solve it
i can never get the fuck away from what i think 
if she tryna come though
i could make her cum so
baby is it him you really want or is it me? 
this ain't ever work nah
this'll never work out
don't you know that you are way too fucking good for me?
if she ever calls back
i hope that she knows that
i could never see all of the good she sees in me (x2)
you're too fuckin' good for me (x3)

lust (prod. tothegood)

lyrics
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why try if it ain't worth it
why lie if you can't do it
why cry with your back to it
i'm fine just a tad stupid
(x2)

record a bunch of nonsense when i'm feelin' nauseous 
gotta play it cautious if she tryna hang
mirror mirror on this wall inside my heart
does falling out of love make a human go insane
i've tried three times, back it up & rewind
look into your green eyes, tell me if i change
baby you a goddess, you so fuckin' flawless
imma fuck him up if he speaks your name in vain

why try if it ain't worth it
why lie if you can't do it
why cry with your back to it
i'm fine just a tad stupid
(x3)

redemption of a lost mess speedin' up the process
by the time that august comes you'll know my name
g-u-a-r guardin yeah i beg your pardon
right to all involvement writing through the day
got my castle in the yard it's kinda fuckin' hard
to stand like i'm on guard when the clouds are seeing rain
so my bedrooms more appealing, suffer through the feeling
cause i know you're leaving gotta act like i'm okay 
 
why try if it ain't worth it
why lie if you can't do it
why cry with your back to it
i'm fine just a tad stupid
(x2)

stupid

lyrics
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she makes home feel like a home in my head
and when i’m with her i feel hope again
i swear the weather on the coast all depends
on where we are but it’s still home in the end

i felt hopeful for once
you’ve got all of my trust
you have no clue what you’ve done
we were drowning in love
i lost myself in us
i don’t know where to go
and who to call when things get like this

my car ran outta gas
you said you could pick me up
but i feel like an asshole
offered you some cash you declined
it didn’t matter
i was full of glee and you were full of laughter
laughter and after
we went home and watched shit
turned on the tv, kickin’ back we were exhausted
flipped through channels three to thirty six while eating chex mix
couldn’t find a thing so we resorted back to netflix
till we passed out
and then i got up off of the couch
i picked you up in my arms & wiped the drool from your mouth
both half asleep but i still stumbled silently through the house
until i came upon a path that i’ve never known about
and then i saw some lights in my reflection of doubt
my conscience beheading north while my heart trips to the south
and honestly i’m feelin’ torn in which direction i route
because i believe in everything we’re building around

hope again

make your dreams your reality

△cid c△stle

'gxf' comin' soon!

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