lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

just another lil fun one cuz i miss my friends
creature pt. 3 otw
<3

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you know it's import
-tant i can't ignore
feeling like forever might be shorter than before
it's been on my mind
all throughout the night
so me and all my friends go drink until we feel alright
till we feel alright
sprite ciroc and ice
down another cup but it gotchu feelin nice
might light up another slice
it ain't even noon but we gotta smoke twice
got a double in my cup
with a soda on the side
chicken noodle soup
way i'm spittin all this fried
with the gx engine we gon bring the coupe to life
in the tx 972 with all my guys

got my foot elevated while we drivin up the 5
06 ludacris followed by nelly furtado
breeze past you goofies in the sprinter with my gattos
feed lines to bitches off my dick like a silo
jesus where the pen at imma write another rap
jesus where the pen at im just trying to get smacked
ayy you kinda quiet is it getting to you bad
we a long way from home when home is all you've ever had  
i'll just redefine my character & get right in my bag
the tequila made it worse now i'm cursed with all this lag
eyes bloodshot crossed while i'm puffin on the zag
i don't wanna talk about it i don't really wanna drag 
you down with it
kiss another blunt go round with it
pop another top go drown in it
feelin like i got to
this pain heavy so the substance what i'm bound to

bound to round two
googling just how to
c-o-p-e cope with
-out chu out chu
(x2)

sour then sweet then i'm gone
feel like this tour wasn't long
nuff with the chit chat
man i miss my dogs
fuck it man i miss my dogs
control alt deleting this song
y'all really keepin' me strong
nuff with the bullshit
man i miss my dogs
started tallying the score
i think i've been here before
went from hollywood to venice
back to crying on the floor
i know this bout to be rough
you know you can call my bluff
we did everything we wanted
but everything's not enough

round two (prod. twix x g06 x thirtyyy)

a lil throwback/unreleased track from 2018

produced by @sorrow_bringer

lyrics
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i can play pretend too
bump deja entendu
brand new system in my whip like
shawty on my dick
and a 40 on my hip
no flex but the sauce just ri-ight
in my timmy turner fit
with a blunt up on my lip
might just steal your bitch outta spi-ight
i'm feelin' sorta sick
might throw up on my kicks
askin' who here got a li-ight?

but my life ain't what it seems
i make all my tracks inside my bedroom smoking trees
choking on the smoke i'm tokin' potent with no ease
off the coast of comfortable and i just scrapped my knee
falling for another one i bless her when she sneeze
can i bust soliloquies like rip to steez
i'm been doing fine i guess just rollin' with the breeze
and some commas in my bank account don't matter much to me

i can play pretend too
bump deja entendu
brand new system in my whip like
shawty on my dick
and a 40 on my hip
no flex but the sauce just ri-ight
in my timmy turner fit
with a blunt up on my lip
might just steal your bitch outta spi-ight
i'm feelin' sorta sick
might throw up on my kicks
askin' who here got a li-ight?

i just wanna ride my bike
all around the park until it's dark i'll take a hike
had to leave my house today cause i don't really like
living with toxicity the demons to my side
i just wanna throw my phone off every near by cliff
hear it hit the pavement as i'm pullin' on my spliff
drive so far away so you can't see me when i spit
open house is over could you pack your shit & dip

i can play pretend too
bump deja entendu
brand new system in my whip like
shawty on my dick
and a 40 on my hip
no flex but the sauce just ri-ight
in my timmy turner fit
with a blunt up on my lip
might just steal your bitch outta spi-ight
i'm feelin' sorta sick
might throw up on my kicks
askin' who here got a li-ight?

timmy turner fit (prod. sorrow bringer)

i don't know

it's been ages since i've dropped a project & to be completely honest, i've been more than hesitant about releasing this, but it's my birthday today & i promised myself that i'd put this out. i really hope you enjoy it. thank you guys so fucking much for even taking the time outta your day to listen to anything i've created. this has been a passion for me for a while & to know that i can impact someone elses life through my craft is unbelievable. you guys have truly helped me get through so much & i promise, this is just the beginning. i love you

- guardin

ICED TEA (PROD. BY JF BEATS)

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//私たちは奇妙です//

thank you guys so fucking much for the endless amount of support
we're reachin' milestones i never thought were possible
it's only uphill from here
i love you ♡

https://genius.com/guardin-guardin-x-yung-van-lets-just-keep-walking-lyrics

cover art by chunniboy
be sure to give him lots of love
https://goo.gl/asxd7w

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guardin x yung van - let's just keep walking

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//お祝い//

i just wanted to thank you guys so much for helping me reach 3k on here as well as 1k on youtube. i never thought anything would get to this level. i've got big things planned for the remainder of this year, so stay tuned. i love you guys.

also, genius won't lemme post the lyrics to this one for some reason, so here they are

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i don't wanna fade away
pour that liquor for my bae
we just wanna celebrate
gettin' faded fly away
stackin' plays all day 
stackin' plays all
i don't wanna lose faith
in everything I'm doing great
cause all i do is hate
on myself, what i create 
got the man in the mirror lookin, blank
got the man lookin' blank

lost in my head 
counter intuitive 
making a mess 
you know how i'm doing it
i'm caught in a web
twistin' the thread till my thoughts are all dead 
all of my friends live inside of my head  
some of them under my bed
fuck what they said
imma make my dreams come true
fuck the anxiety, depression too 
20 already & feelin so blue
imma just fight till I cop me a coupe
whippin' my wrists like i know what it do
sparkin' that spliff watchin' halloween 2
baby you makin' me feel so brand new
constantly shifting my hue
i just want you in my life for a life time
baby girl you are my enzyme
breakin' my walls, yeah i rise & i fall
& i'm blowin' these clouds as a pastime 
run with the feelings i feel
my mind is not so ideal 
shaking his hand to reveal
i'm grippin' the steel
alienated from all that is real 
i do not feel
anything that you fulfill
runnin' the game with my skill 
you think you know me, yeah you never will
i am the canvas & you are the frill
you oughta chill
destroy you bitches i will 
fuck with the set cause it's trill 
you've just been sleeping on me cause i'm ill
sweepin' on me like a spill
i'm whatchu feel


yeah you're wasting my time 
with your pretty little lies
i can see it in your eyes
& we all wanna die
but the devil's too shy
i don't wanna testify
you're the perfect lullaby 
tuck me in when i cry
fall asleep, you & i
got me feelin' so high 
like a spirit in the sky
never good with goodbye 
i don't want that
pretty baby maybe you could come solve that
run away, gone astray, i don't know man
in my veins, numb the pain when you come back

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lovesick lullaby (prod. by neverday)

produced by @killedmyself

cover art found at 80sanime.tumblr.com/post/134500403407

lyrics:

look at me catching breathe
i got way too many problems on my chest
tell the clock that it gotta reset
im sitting in my room i should be running up a cheque
needa vent
got so many thoughts evolving in my head
some of them could show me id be better dead
fuck em block em out and focus on the bread

its 1:50 
view dizzy
drink fizzy
heads spinning
blunt flicking
bong hitting 
cant lose
stay winning

574 new balance
blue polo player pajama
words make u sweat like saunas
bars bring heat like llamas

petrified
u look dead inside
but i can tell u scared
no u cant hide

look at me catching breathe
i got way too many problems on my chest
tell the clock that it gotta reset
im sitting in my room i should be running up a cheque
needa vent
got so many thoughts evolving in my head
some of them could show me id be better dead
fuck em block em out and focus on the bread

reset the clock (prod. killedmyself)

produced by @scandibeats

lyrics:

why everyone hate soundcloud
shit grew you
you wouldnt be here now
smoking on strains from so cal
squad gonna shine like opal

bad situations dont cause me panic
ive numbed that out speed up and pass it
said fuck that clout just gang and can it
im bhb in this bitch its lavish

bitch i am more than average
dont even try to surpass it
lately im not making sad shit
cause i fixed my life from the bad shit

i hit the beat and im bat shit
might pop a vein in my neck
i couldnt flop for a cheque
village hidden by sound my shinobi my set

scott hit my phone im like bet
send me the beat and its wet
make an ep for the summer
drop it two months in advance

i see the hate in my end
soak it up like im square in the pants

shout out to all of my fans
for you i do all that i can

i think im just
so used too
what ive been through
i dont feel it anymore when i break through
it takes three more bowls
than it used to 
to remove the mental block
you have from being you

hit my cellphone
only ringtone
i still got caller id
but u feel unknown

i could barely read the screen from all the weed smoke
got some red lights in my room i smoke that green and go

skr skr skr
eating great dont sweat it
these lames are just the h'orderves
fl perscription
just what the doctor ordered
im finna burst
but ill leave my wave to surf

kick back or something (prod. scandibeats)

prod. by @taylor x @taxpurposes

s/o @garden_avenue

lyrics
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i’m still lost & existin'
kush still make me feel different
i call your name you never came
cause the spring to summer weather brought a lot of fuckin' rain
and everybody told me bout chu
worried bout the probability of all my fears becoming truth
and inside me lies a monster built behind my point of view
can’t escape it when the hate is building up inside of you
hold up wait one minute cause there’s shit i gotta say
put my feelings to the side so i can just articulate
ain’t so pretty when you sittin’ in a city full of snakes
and you think too much about em every night & fucking day

but my girl an angel she tell me she ride or die
why my thoughts be heading south when i’m thinking about those eyes
does she lay em on another or is it just in my mind
can i live one fucking second without this fear in my life
why is everything irrational with me
i got scars inside my heart from where my ex got up to leave
if i set my brain on autopilot does it start to bleed
if the televisions on can i still fall right back to sleep

parked up in your driveway
come over to my place
kick it till it’s sunday
stay up all night monday

driveway 2 (prod. taylor morgan x taxpurposes)

lyrics
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if you knew me
you wouldn't like me at all
if you took the time to think then maybe this could dissolve
this is pointless
wasting fucking time till i fall
back asleep and in my dreams 
i do not wake up at all

voices scream inside my head another migraine to come
i'm deranged goin insane until my body is numb
disassociate create another problem your call
straight to voicemail cause i do not wanna pick up at all

if you knew me (prod. ryini)

make your dreams your reality

△cid c△stle


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