And he does it again! But I mean whose surprised really at this point all his music is heat love from FL bro

lyrics
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in hindsight we're okay
we'll creep through the hallway
my heartrate grows faster
a breeding disaster
the path left is followed
a tough pill to swallow
who am i becoming
i guess it's just nothing

i-i-i-i-i don't wanna talk about it
why-why-why-why-why am i so caught up on it
lie-lie-lie-lie i'm stuck in the middle
so i cry-cry-cry-cry constantly belittled oh and
i-i-i-i-i don't wanna talk about it
why-why-why-why-why am i so caught up on it
lie-lie-lie-lie i'm stuck in the middle
so i cry-cry-cry-cry constantly belittled oh  

you said the things you meant to say
you took it back don't mean it babe
dont look at me in my twisted face
you took the knife and twisted babe
hi been a minute since I said goodbye
i heard you're still livin in a lie
i swear it really take a lot to make me cry
so when you did i know you really had to try
what was all the effort for
couple good words ill be right back at your door
10 shots burning to the bottom of my core
i blackout, wake up rotting on the floor
i keep running and running around in circles
i keep smoking these cigarettes til i'm purple
i keep telling you things that you think are hurtful
i keep telling her that everything is her fault
remember what you said
i know its been a minute since i let you in my head
the whole worlds spinning here we go again
the nightmares never gonna end

when you look in the mirror
and hate what you've done
so you call up your friends
but they don't wanna come
and the dumbest mistake
that you made was falling in love
and it feels like there's monsters
inside of your head
so you fill it with poison
and smoke to forget
but they laugh even louder
despite the attempts that you've met

i-i-i-i-i don't wanna talk about it
why-why-why-why-why am i so caught up on it
lie-lie-lie-lie i'm stuck in the middle
so i cry-cry-cry-cry constantly belittled oh and
i-i-i-i-i don't wanna talk about it
why-why-why-why-why am i so caught up on it
lie-lie-lie-lie i'm stuck in the middle
so i cry-cry-cry-cry constantly belittled oh  

when the truth is a riddle
and soaked full of sin
will the creature inside you
aspire to win
will it creep all around you
and grasp at the clothes on your skin
then the rain starts to fall
and it's calling your name
though you hear it so clearly
you're deemed as insane
and your method of madness
will bleed as it freezes the frame

save face (ft. prop) (prod. tears x frodo)

i've physically been able to relatively get back into releasing music like this;
recovery has been ridiculously difficult, but i feel lightyears more capable
compared to what once was, and the soul-crushing aspect of not being able to output like this is slowly but truly dissipating.

production; courtesy of @wraithontheporch 

thank you for being here, so much.
be safe out there


ignorance laced from the brain to the lips
"if it ain't worth shit, why wait to be there when it is?"
though belated of light, though faint and estranged,
though strained, no night's that blind
festered and caught in a wind,
silently ridden renewal beginnings
forgiving the spite dealt upon all i am,
i take and refrain for the cycle's expansion

i'll mention the faulty of fate,
when the frame's out of range,
have the soul act in place of a comet
to strike down upon this, enduring the promise,
mistakenly pompous, forsaken and rotten

splurging the truth yet perceived as a cheat;
guttural speech yet sewage conceived;
scour the hour once all has devoured the spirit of tone 
that i currently breathe

i'm ripping the bag,
you could swear i'm a coon with trash, being glad with the leftover meat,
but y'all are facetious to see the extent of believing, 
the moment you feel it impede
few to foresee what'll lie in the wake of a bribe,
for a mind doesn't mold what it reaps from you guys whom die and revive,
to come back as a cry, in the form of a grime with a greed

how you gonna lie when we built for the truth?
"how you gonna try what you ain't wanna prove?"
how you gonna cry outside of the booth?
lost too many times that i've slept life through
i've watched myself slipping back into blue,
i've seen defeat in the form of anew
told out myself that i'm seeing it through
told out myself that it's worth every bruise

feeling it out won't dispel,
alice was simply compelled
the bottom is treating you well,
no wonder we're now so frail;
i could use a light for the trail

scrapwork (wraithontheporch)

got fired, heres some music

my temper been on and off
walking home 4 o clock
wasting my time a lot
I really dont wanna talk

D1 but dont wanna ball
i'd jump but im scared to fall
if that shit makes sense at all
suppress it with alcohol

but now that the cold is here
take me to somewhere near
by the pond or the weathered pier
to remember better years

give me my time to myself for a minute like
bacardi bottles in the back of the civic like
next time you see me im testing the limits like
this music is something you cannot prohibit 
im home

d1 (neverforever)

Stop Calling Home w/ brecken [prod.mxtthxw]

everything by me
be as well as you can be;
thank you for being here.

i've seen what they're after,
those piles of fiction,
drawings of answers
warping perceptions

o mother, or father, 
doth cast a reflection?
they weasel and balter 
to distance from lesson

out of grace,
i fall from the arms of armistice
lack every card but the ace,
played when he longs for not a thing

studies of readings inscribed by the feeble
distorted, then imported to feed and fuel an ego
though karma is nothing but patience and sermon
for evil and ugly of heart are persistent
the paling and devoid of taste cheer
tagged and collared, held in place
does it ever pose you great fear?
were we ever meant for aim?
to strain
to ache
to strive
to break
to bend on command,
do you not feel disdain?
i'm awake for age of negation
and stripped away of certain relation,
but i believe in better days,
though how does one both go and stay?

out of grace
i fall from the arms of armistice

cyanide skin

red light

Sleepless Nights

lyr


im in the bunker
u shuld come too
theres tornadoes spinning by u
let the tears drip out my eyes soon
do u believe me when i love u
after all that how can i trust u
running out of time
might be done soon
i got half a mind just to bust thru
every night it gets uncomfortable 

i dug a hole for the two of us
i got some time 
would u shut me up
clouds looking angry 
we’re out of luck
you couldve saved me 
but u backed off
ur in the way can u please back up
id love to stay but i gotta run
inside my brain theres a flock of doves
dripped out my face is a bit of blood

my brain liquifies and it pours out my mouth
i asked for some time but u shut me down
ive grown impatient paced round my house
please take a breath and calm urself down

shifting of tides pushed me out to the side 
gave it a week and im out of your sight
im in the back while i try not to die
im in ur arms while i try not to cry

im in the bunker
u shuld come too
theres tornadoes spinning by u
let the tears drip out my eyes soon
do u believe me when i love u
after all that how can i trust u
running out of time
might be done soon
i got half a mind just to bust thru
every night it gets uncomfortable

storm_chaser (hollowprpl)

at least he wanted something 

prod: @vito2300
 
you know i like it when you speak to me soft 
most nights i spend with you alone
feels like we don’t even talk 
know you don’t need me at all 
i’m just taking up this space 
know i’m just here by default

don’t want another 
staying here is gon make me suffer 
n my body shudder 
another night i spent playing lover 
so over summer 
sunlight poking right thru the shutter 
laid under covers
every time i just let him under 

n it’s not hard to see 
but i still don’t get it 
and i bet crying here 
would make me pathetic 
i just type it up 
but don’t send the message 
and god it’s killing me 
but i think i’ll let it 

facing the repercussions 
it’s just what happens 
i can’t help that i'm no good at loving 
i’m just so unbecoming 
he only want me in passing 
at least he wanted something 

yeah is it too much 
promise i’ll be good enough 
be what you want 
even if i can’t feel your touch 
i'm leaking blood 
just waiting till i'm getting crushed 
and when we’re tongue to tongue 
i almost feel like there’s an us 

i’m just a body 
take it off 
and come put it on me 
no need for talking 
when it’s done 
you don’t need to call me 
this shit gon haunt me 
coming round it gets so disheartening 
i guess he caught me
every touch it just leave me starving 

but i’m still there 
right under you
every time 
you call my name 
in the way that i like 
don’t make me feel like 
i am more than a night 
god i tried 
god i tried 

n it’s not hard to see 
but i still don’t get it 
and i bet crying here 
would make me pathetic 
i just type it up 
but don’t send the message 
and god it’s killing me 
but i think i’ll let it 

i know i do this to myself 
i know what’s going on here 
i know i could avoid it, well
i know you’ve put it so clear
and it’s so stupid that i’m wiping my tears 
yeah it’s so stupid that i hold you this dear

unbecoming

movie sample : bull durham (i recommend)

lyrics
i think itd be better if i stopped breathing 
how u take your time will ot stop the bleeding
oh i tried to recognize and it just left me healing
ur face appears in dreams n i cant handle what im seeing

oh i let it slip out my grasp
i take another sip from the flask
maybe if im drunk ill relax
maybe when im dead this will pass

i cannot forget u
i shouldnt have met u
im giving myself room
but that wasnt for you
it happens like time and time again
when this is over can we be friends

how can i rationalize
the shit that goes on in ur mind
i thought i saw but it turns out im blind
give it some time
ill be fed to the mice

ok , you win .  (wraithontheporch)

prod @aprilstalisman
Do i love myself or am i thinking of the old me
I just wanna wrap around ur arms baby hold me
Im sorry that i rush into quick, every relationship that i ever get
I say im sorry too much  but i repeat those actions everytime and never let go
This herejust an echo, past to the present, im still wishing you the best tho

shouldnt get my hopes up living life on freeroam
Devil with a pretty face fallen angel evil
Roll me up a fat blunt, smokin on that diesel 
Overstimylated whats that realy mean tho

Am i doing too much, am i long overboard
I tend rush, didnt mean to ignore
What ur sayin, im tryna make this work not cause our love to start decaying


thinking of the old me [prod. aprilstalisman]

make your dreams your reality

△cid c△stle


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