back in 2017, i released an ep called 'daydream' that was made from start to finish within the span of 48 hours. with 2023 coming to a close, i wanted to challenge myself to do that once again & this project is the outcome. it's very raw & sporadic, but it summarizes all that i've felt throughout this year.

thank you for all the love & support you've given me & my music over the years. thank you for sticking around through all the ups & downs & weird creative decisions i've made. although this year is coming to an end, it's only the beginning. i love y'all & hope you had a great 2023.

this year was not kind to me.

this year was not kind to me

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somebody must've hit their head on the concrete
bloodshed you were standing at the end of my street
watch me turn the knob quick wiping my feet
step inside lock the door behind me
fuck you
somebody must've hit their head on the concrete
bloodshed you were standing at the end of my street
watch me turn the knob quick wiping my feet
step inside lock the door behind me
sitting on that bench contemplating
you a dumb fuck stuck sitting there waiting
tryna blame me for the problem inflating
chemical x is not what you're creating
back to the lab with your ass
you a goofy lab rat
ratatat like it's cream on chrome
if i hit you with a text
you just gonna want sex
i don't want that
imma go home
smoke a few trees and invest
in gail lewis signed vests
i'm a problem
in case you didn't know
this is not me i confess
i'm the puppeteer's best
i am geeked sittin bumpin mike jones

concrete

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they fake it to make it while you're in the dark
hole in my heart where you pull me apart
but the waves don't close they just crash & depart  
and i won't be scared when they rip me apart

rip me apart
you're vindicated for playing the part
what's in your head is not what's in your heart
if i'm mistaken can we just restart
only if it's for the sake of the art
we can't replace what we made at the start
canvases painted with faces from places
that solely exist in the depths of this part
chapters come chronologically
it's outta my own reach
to find another one
to write it out for me
i'm semi-automatically inclined to see
the good in everybody up until they speak
the words you spew are not aligned with my beliefs
and outta all the ones you preach there's one i think
you've gotten right and that is life is but a dream
the life you live is not a proper life to me
at all

they fake it to make it while you're in the dark
hole in my heart where you pull me apart
but the waves don't close they just crash & depart  
and i won't be scared when they rip me apart

rip me apart

lyrics
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december left me cold
lying in the snow
you left me here alone
freezing through my coat
the ice inside my throat
ain't melting anymore
these bones of mine are old
and time will take it's toll

this story's mine to tell
and i'll tell it for forever
when the time comes
we can measure
how my pain is now your pleasure
and i know
nothing in this world will ever bring me back
from what you took can't take it back no more
can't take it back no more
can't take it back no more
cause i am not the man i was
i'm merely pantomiming him for show

warm wishes

make your dreams your reality

△cid c△stle


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this year was not kind to me

guardin