now, the 1st time listening to this song made me cry af
i dont know all of your songs but when ur so fucking good man, i love ur lyrics sm

On repeat. All day, everyday, every month, every year...

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//私を保存する
//見せて

ＬＹＲＩＣＳ
https://genius.com/guardin-anxious-lyrics

i love you guys so much. 8 days till lacuna drops ❤

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//私に戻って来てください//

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//私がいなくなったら後悔するよ//

i wanted to release a lil' something for you guys as a thank you for everything you've done for me. a year ago, i was just a kid in my bedroom trying to figure out himself. fucking around with beats all day, smoking weed all night. i was depressed. hell, i'm still depressed & sometimes it feels like i don't know myself anymore, but this music has been the only thing that has made complete sense to me since the start & to know i'm helping you guys all whilst you help me is beyond beautiful. i'm so lucky to be where i'm at today. to be alive with all of you in my life. don't ever tell yourself that you won't amount to anything cause you're worth much more than you'll tell yourself & i promise once you find something you're truly passionate about and you dive deep into it, you'll feel a sense of purpose. there you'll find happiness. don't ever give up on yourself. i won't give up on you.

i love you

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//一生懸命やっています//

i don't know where my head is lately, but it's somewhere out there. i'm sure i'll find it soon enough. i love you guys. 

don't sleep on the homie @sorrow_bringer

here's another toast to the broken
hopeless, listen close this
potion is a portal to a lotus
focus, just focus

wrote this thinkin' bout your face
downing whiskey with no chase
imma sip this till i can erase
this picture of you in my brain
i've been killin' time
rollin' till i'm feelin' fine
fallin' outta love is something i don't wanna try
all alone until i die
don't hate me
come back baby 
please just save me

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//私はコントロールを失う//

s/o to two of my favorite people 
@convolk
@hatefulbeats

lyrics
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guardin
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this is the last time you'll see me
believe me
or not
i don't really care
drove by in my van & she wasn't even there
i'm fallin' apart while you're playing with his hair
probably gonna fuck but do you even dare
a lot of people say i'm losing control
i think i know where i should go
fuck sleep i don't ever wanna let go
don't let go

convolk
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under the bed
the pillows and sheets
get out of my head
i wander the streets
it's easy to see
the blood that we bleed
i'm not meant for you
you're not meant for me

i guess this is it
we’ll cry til we’re sick
i'm hitting continue
and you’re hitting quit
i'll go one way
and you’ll go the other
this is the last time
we’ll speak to another

photos of you
i threw them away
but i cant throw away the memories
at least now we’re done pretending
after all the times we said things
ok

photos of you (feat. convolk)(prod. by hateful)

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//あなたは私を破りました//

thank you to everyone who has supported my journey. this is only the beginning. this is our year. happy valentine's day.

go show my homie @antongxldn some love

lyrics
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i've been trying just to figure out
what the fuck you're going on about
said you loved me but the word love sounds 
more like you wanna fuck me when you're sad so i'll

always be a fucking rebound
i can taste his lips on your mouth
don't speak all your words are metaphors bout
your endeavors with whatever i'm alone now
sip another one cause all you do is drink
lie awake, you're feeling empty cause you never fucking think
about anyone but yourself
about your wealth
all will fall but honestly i don't need your help

i'm sick and tired of the repetitious cycle
i could never hate but you're as vicious as a cyclone
a head fuck that's all you are to me
i lost my fucking voice without a choice because of the
excuses
you're a fucking nuisance
i think you're fucking clueless
yeah you got me feeling hueless
how could you do this? 
lost without a blueprint
i just wanna drive away
fucking far away
going all the way
from ny to la
i guess
i guess this is it cause you gave up
never gave a fuck
so goodbye
i wish you best of luck

i've been trying just to figure out
what the fuck you're going on about
said you loved me but the word love sounds 
more like you wanna fuck me when you're sad so i'll

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//私たちは病気です//

three weeks till outsider. i hope this holds you guys over till then & i hope you all are having a great week. i love you <3

show some luv to the homie @mewsyc

check out the music video <3
https://youtu.be/viPhOnb73jk

lyrics
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summer's dead 
the winter fed my ignorance & left me cold
in my head you toss and turn 
my jacket pockets full of gold

all i know is i was comfortable 
but comfort only stays as long as you are home 

as long as you are home (x4)

always said i wish my head
would stop pretending i'm alone 
i could call but i don't want to
i'm afraid of dial tones 

all i know is i was comfortable
but comfort only stays as long as you are home 

as long as you are home (x4)

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//新しい最低//

s/o @lilsadeyes
this one is 4 u

lyrics
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fake friends fake love when they snap you
six grams in the blunt imma pass you
get high with your guy if he asks you
don't lie say goodbye if you have to
i don't really like the way you talk to me
talking out your ass so much you're shittin' right in front of me
i can see it in your eyes the fans are whatchu want from me
fake is in your dna as your girl is all over me

diss tracks are a no go
guardin fucking snapped in half i swear i'm loco
that girl got my hoodie in her photo
nobody want a cap with your logo
it's funny how they think they know you well   
replicate my sound and watch your music start to sell
you bite all the homies that you talk to on your cell
and i guarentee they're plotting on your vacation to hell
reapin' what you sell
or reapin' what you sow
betchu never met a soul as crooked as your own
pocket all those compliments and hit the fucking road
cause i ain't tryna tune into the second episode

no second episode
i'm too fucking high for this i think i gotta go
i'd do anything for you to leave me all alone
you're a fucking nuisance from your head down to your toes

fake friends fake love when they snap you
six grams in the blunt imma pass you
get high with your guy if he asks you
don't lie say goodbye if you have to
i don't really like the way you talk to me
talking out your ass so much you're shittin' right in front of me
i can see it in your eyes the fans are whatchu want from me
fake is in your dna as your girl is all over me

stop fucking with my head
make me feel at fault when i gave you a proper bed
saved you from the rain and you just go & start again
haven't felt at home since the minute that you said
shit about me hittin' up my ex
shit about the way i deal with every ounce of stress
shit about another act when all you do is flex
or the shit about the girl i thought i loved and was obsessed with
real friends don't fuck around and lie
i can see you're just another clown in a disguise
i thought we were brothers till the end like do or die
but your actions speak against it evidence that you don't try

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//この曲はあなたのことです//

show my mans some luv @tothegood

lyrics
--------
your love can't save me now i'm broken
lost and was never found i'm hopeless
your love can't save me now i'm broken
i'll never come around you know this
i'm broken (x8)
i'm tired of loving someone
who don't care bout enough
so i take my drugs and i
numb the fuck up love

your love can't save me now i'm broken
lost and was never found i'm hopeless
your love can't save me now i'm broken
i'll never come around you know this

this was a curse from the get-go
my head is a trip and i feel like i'll let go
of everything that i care about
and if i wanna leave then i'll get the fuck out
and i'll pack up my shit and i'll go
run with the feeling of feeling alone
missin' your touch when i know that you don't
i just want love but i find it in drugs in my coat

and i hide inside
and i cry every night i'm alive
cause the flesh in my chest is a lie
when i smoke and i look to the sky
this'll be the end of everything we know
i can't really think about the future and i won't
waste another day inside just scrollin' on my phone
stitch my broken heart and then you wrap it with a bow

your love can't save me now (x4)

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//あなたは私に死んでいる//

lyrics
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droppin' my friends like flies
i'm so mortified
i don't trust my sense of lust cause love ain't what i find
cue the voice inside
kill my fucking mind
smoke embellishes the curtains in my room at night
i'm just lost in my
head and i know why
you don't care but i declare this love will never die

i can help you isolate the fears you hide inside your brain
let it rain
i know pain
i know blood will always stain
i know crimson isn't cute when it's the color of your veins
what's a habit to a rabbit if he crawls out of his cage
what's a room key to a lock if all the doors just look the same
i'm so restless fill my chest with smoke and cyanide and shame
all my limbs work on a whim so please can someone light the flame
fuck my conscience gets so nauseous every time i hear your name

so you packed your bags that night
sewed up your wings to fly 
repetition kept me quiet but i got so high
nothing new in my 
realm i guess i'm fine
that's a lie
that's a lie
that's a fucking lie

how do you sleep at night?

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trust me (prod. by redrose)

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//私は十分に話していない//

lyrics
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when she goes i kiss her on the nose
tell her i love her so
turn around and walk alone
when she goes i smoke till i implode
coughing till i'm a ghost
i'm swimming to the coast 
where am i going
full of disgrace and self loathing
i cannot sleep without you in my sheets
so i stay up all night just hoping
that you come back but there's nothing
i guess i'm wishing for something
lost in a love with a girl whose a dove
and a crow of a boy that's been bluffing

i am just nothing
i am just nothing

when she goes i pick another rose
rip petals till i don't
that's just the way it goes 
when she cries i write another note
put it inside her coat
start clearin' out my throat

i never talk enough baby
trip over words like i'm crazy

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when she goes (prod. by taurusmoon)

make your dreams your reality

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'gxf' comin' soon!

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