chilly

Chill Lund

guccihighwaters

My favorite songs. I listen to these everywhere I go. I'll often play videogames with these songs in the background.

Some sad shit <3

ACiD DREAMS

prod. @yungcheezus3

"Shut Up And Listen" EP

http://www.mediafire.com/download/9yjd1wp9rxvmla6/Xavier_Wulf_-_Shut_Up_And_Listen_EP.zip

Xavier Wulf - The Ice Box

Beat and Vocals By ℒund..
Thank all of you so much for 3k. All of you are making my dreams come true. I am NOTHING without my fans. You all mean everything to me. Thank you for supporting my choice to sing and rap over my beats as well. As always more music to come soon. I love you all<3

Lyrics

Baby come and fall away with me
Baby you and I were meant to be
(2x)

It's been too long since I kissed you
And baby girl you know I miss you
No it's no excuse
For my behaviour
Baby girl
Im sorry that I played ya
(2x)

you're the only one that makes my heart beat
you're the only reason that I still breathe
fall away I feel it, its so soothing
the look in your eyes is so moving
(2x)

(that moment when you kiss someone
everything you imagine becomes hazy
and the only thing in focus is you and this person
and you realise that that person is the only person that you're suppose to kiss for the rest of your life)

Just looking at you is so moving
and bring it back down how you do it
(2x)

you're the only one that makes my heart beat
you're the only reason that I still breathe
fall away I feel it, its so soothing
the look in your eyes is so moving

Baby come fall away with me (fall away)
Baby come fall away , fall away, with me
(2x)


Fall Away

破碎 = Broken
Beat & Vocals By ℒund

Thank you all so fucking much for 10k followers!
No matter if i have a great day or a fucking horrible day
I have one constantly amazing thing to gain happiness from and its all thanks to you guys! I can't even put into words how much appreciation i have for my fans, thank you all so much for supporting me and making my dreams come true.

Lyrics

will you end my pain 
will you take my life
will you bleed me out
will you hang me out to dry
will you take my soul 
in the midnight rain
while I’m falling apart
while I’m going 
(insane) (2nd time)
x2

can you break my bones
will you tear my skin
can you taste my lust
can you feel my sin
see im a waste of life
i should just kill myself
yeah i could slit my wrist
but it really wouldn’t help

wouldn’t fix my issues
or change your mind
cause i broke your heart
and you buried mine
now I’m six feet deep 
and i can’t breath 
i got dirt in my eyes 
and blood on my sleeves

but ill dig my way up 
through these roots and leaves 
so i can get some air 
so i can finally breath
now i on my knees 
oh baby begging please
will you
will you

will you end my pain 
will you take my life
will you bleed me out
will you hang me out to dry
will you take my soul 
in the midnight rain
while I’m falling apart
while I’m going
(insane) (2nd time)
x2

goodbye (background singing)
don’t you miss me when I’m gone
cause your the fucking reason that I’m not around
bitch your the fucking reason that I'm 

破碎 (Broken)

#hollowsquad
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www.twitter.com/xavierwulf


Xavier Wulf - Ice Wizard Woe (Prod. BYOUS)

Beat & Vocals By ℒund.

Wow guys 30 fucking thousand people... each time i grow more and more speechless. you are all my everything. i love you guys. sorry its been so long since I've posted. I've honestly been going through a lot of personal shit with my anxiety and depression and this fucking hamster wheel of bullshit life has thrown at me lately. anyways what I'm trying to say is that you guys are my light in the dark ass world we live in. all corny-ness aside. i don't know where i would be without you guys. I quit my job that was holding me back from music so now this is all i have to support myself. the real hustle starts here but i think i can do it. shout out again to everyone who has took me this far. lets keep this snowball rolling. 

Lyrics..

(Rx Luv)

lately i been harboring 
my feelings trying hide
drown myself in alcohol
to kill the things inside
maybe i should deal with all this pain
easier to take a fuckin bullet to my brain
thc and ethanol are running thru my veins
talking to myself ask myself if I’m insane
why can’t i let it go I’m addicted to the pain
nothing but a low life i can never change

so baby girl just listen up
i think I’ve have enough 
of prescription love
think its time to let you go
maybe I’m just broken down
i can’t take no more

girl i told u to leave me alone
its a warning
only gonna hurt you 
know i got them cold bones
you don’t want to know 
what i know
that your leaving 
cause then if you did 
you would leave love alone

takin all these drugs to numb my pain
since I lost your love I aint never been the same
endorphins are rushing thru my brain
if only for a second still i know i feel it change
its easy nowadays to be ashamed
but i wouldn’t be the man i am if i don’t take the blame  
see i gave up my selfishness & pride
i gave up my everything 
when u walked out my life

my sanity been slipping
i been loosing time
got a make a million 
before i loose my fucking mind
should i keep her around or should i let her go
does it even make a fuckin difference anymore?

14 when i cried 
16 when i lost my sight
18 when i lost my brain
19 im in love with pain   
20 and i’m still the same

Rx Luv

hosted by BIG E @e12alvarado

instagram: xavierwulf

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Tundra Boy Season 2

Xavier Wulf - Uncle Wulf Ruckus (Prod. Ghostrage)

Production & Vocals By ℒund 
Song Title - Weep
Lyrics
____________
two slit wrists
with a scythe
to fucked up 
had to leave this life
(x2)

its no joke 
to low
i can’t cope
smoke dope
for the pain
1 glock 1 shot
point it straight 
at my brain
do not resuscitate 
told u dont hesitate 
i put a end to 
the voice in my head
nobody ever listen
what i said

i don’t really fuck with the rest 
young kid flex
put the blade to ya neck
1 more step bitch
you loose your head
no one remember 
the shit that u did

bury bodies
stack em 4-wide   
why they bitch busy 
hit my phone line
i been getting money 
off my own time
you should stop biting 
and stick with 
your own rhymes

shorty you looking so thick
baby come grind on this dick
let me take u back to my hotel
lay u down fuck u good 
till that pussy swell

i made myself what i am
i turned myself into the man
i made this dough in my hand
but still you don’t understand
dont understand

it takes
dedication & some discipline 
talent, drugs and experience
but tbh living life I’m sick of it
even if moneys still coming in
even tho people still bump my shit
fuck the world
death sound luxurious    
look in my eyes
if you don’t think I’m serious
thats why…

Weep

produced by @notmorgn

i can't feel my fucking face
i think i dug too deep
butterfly put red on my sheets
i can feel your fucking face 
i think its been 2 weeks
butterfly put red on my sheets
the knife sinks into my skin
black paint nails in the wind
in the black the dark lullaby 
is what i'll sing the light flew away 
last night with my dreams

dark lullaby

- REST IN PEACE YOU ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE AN INSPIRATION -

XXXTENTACION - I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS ANYMORE (EXTENDED)

FORGIVE ME COMING THIS MONTH.

LOVE YOU ALL, THANK YOU.

Forgive Me

Iceland

Thank you all so much for 40k we in this bitch

Addict
Vocals & Production By ℒund

Lyrics

kush up on my clothes
whiskey on my breath
my only prayer to god
is to ask for death
i still smell your perfume 
like u never left
missin late nights
u leaving hickeys on my neck

empty bottle 
numbing all the pain
wake up in the morning 
circumstance is still the same
I’m having trouble trying maintain 
sanity inside my damn brain
fuck a bitch and then i get paid
they wonder why I’m so lonely

they wonder why I’m so lonely 
wonder why I’m so cold
cause ion need no help
bitch i do it all on my own
doing numbers you’ll never see
this aint no hobby its a part of me

see theirs a lot of snakes 
that going slither through the game
try and take advantage of your lil bit of fame
thats why i don’t work 
unless I’m mother fucking paid
young kid with some intuition 
listen what i say

they told me i could never be 
everything that i am now
all i got is room to grow
cause theres no more breaking me down
been at the bottom to long 
harbor emotion 2 put it in songs
you think you know me
you got it all wrong

Addict

why?

i hate me too

produced by @notmorgn

im just tryna smash baby
im not tryna love you
i just want the top 
dont tell me i aint warn you
cus i been countin cake like its nothing
designer on my waist im in love but im bluffing

please just gimme face
whippin in a benz
please just gimme face
whippin in a benz

im just tryna smash baby
im not tryna love you
i just want the top 
dont tell me i aint warn you
cus i been countin cake like its nothing
designer on my waist im in love but im bluffing

and baby im not made for love and its evident
im in love with neglect i got the evidence
but evidence is irrelevant when my hands up on your neck 
this shit feel soo good coulda sworn i cashed a check
coulda sworn i cashed a check
coulda sworn i cashed a check
and wassup with these problems lately
i got so many problems lately
but its gotta come to an end one day
and i hope that im happy when im in the grave
cus honestly man im tryna keep it up but im down
and im tired of my fake smile covering this fuckin frown
but bitch its still still (guccihighwaters)
but bitch im still still (back of the club and im sippin on water)

im just tryna smash baby
im not tryna love you
i just want the top 
dont tell me i aint warn you
cus i been countin cake like its nothing
designer on my waist im in love but im bluffing

please just gimme face
whippin in a benz
please just gimme face
whippin in a benz

i can never change

produced by @notmorgn

im a waste of space just like the air between our lips
i dont really have a purpose i just take other sip
man this bottle make me feel so numb
gimme a penny for my thoughts
so i can buy a fuckin gun
imma blow my brains out and leave them on the floor
please drown my memories so they wash up on the shore
and while ur out socializing im behind a locked door
and when the sun goes down i feel way better than before 
just like an owl 
my head is doing 360's
back of the party 
and im flippin on switch blades
these bitches looking at me like im crazy
yeah im so cold my wrist is like 150
and please take a step back
cus we were never that close
i lost a lot of fucking trust
that night by the coast
it was 3 AM 
i had drugs in my coat
i had vodka in that water bottle just so i can float
just so i could float

waste of space

produced by @notmorgn

bitch im dead shawty put that on my grave
stab me in the back then smile up in my face
man they so fake they so fake nowadays 
i dont want no fuckin friends 
cus my hearts still in a cage
more ties more problems
shit i gotta cut em
shit im gonna rot all alone in my coffin
but im fine like that
i always mess things up
i crack the bottle of the henny 
to forget that stuff
i like being fucked up
i cant feel shit 
shawty off the drugs 
sayin i love u she dont mean it
i forgot to reply to that text last night
yea i read it yea i saw it and i knew it was a lie
(do me a favor)
ohh kill me if you runnin up bitch
ohh shit i prolly wouldn't feel it
ohh shawty fuck me cus pretty 
ohh imma dub u what a pity
ohh kill me if you runnin up bitch
ohh shit i prolly wouldn't feel it
ohh shawty fuck me cus pretty 
ohh imma dub u what a pity
i could say we woulda lasted but 
then i would be lying
our love was so strong 
cupid must of been a tyrant
remember nights we would fight till we cry
remember 2 AM lookin at the sky
contemplating leaving 
never thought 
id bring my demons with me 
never thought id feel so cold
u left me feeling so alone
so outta touch i just sip till i feel numb 
i just sit up in my room man my head is goin dumb
and i cant feel my face
please erase my fate
why'd u steal my heart
i just wanted the face
in the first place
in the first place 
(do me a favor)
ohh kill me if you running up bitch
ohh kill me if you running up bitch
ohh can't you see i've had enough bitch
ohh can't you see i've had enough of this

can't you see i've had enough

Lil Soda Boi - Take Me For Granted

https://soundcloud.com/teamsesh/bones-whitetrashmidwesterntown

You used to say, when I was down
There's more to life outside this, white trash midwestern town
You birthed the spark in my brain
Said it'd be sunny, but that night it rained
Wet shoes as I stepped on the plane
Found my seat and closed the window shade
I fell asleep and then awoke to a shake
I overheard like they spoke my name
The captain said, "It'll be a task to make it
To LAX with a storm like this
We'll try our best," he said with a nervous grin
You could hear the breath, you could see the face
Of a man who'd cut the tension if his hands didn't shake
He's got a wife, two girls, and a home on the ground
And the most disturbing part is they don't know it's going down (X3)

I'll paint the sky you're flying
Tired of the Earth of lying
Lowering my eyes to see you
Telling all the lies to be with you

But not in the fire and not in the crash
The weather, the storm, you say will land intact
It's when he goes home that it becomes real
There's a small part of him that resents the wheels
He hates the wings and the bolts that hold them
Together like promises they never told him
He thinks they deserve the same life that he had
He wished the fucking engine would've blown to pieces

whitetrashmidwesterntown (cover)

prod @notmorgn

chasin shit is so old to me 
but i could only fuckin breathe when you're close to me
and when im gone just remember im sorry
if i had a choice i would stop it in a heartbeat
but i cannot change this the way im created
yeah im livin off hatred at least i am creative
put my stacks in the bank when i die
i dont really feel like sharing bitch im selfish inside 
please come over don't ask me if im sober
cus i already told you im feeling bipolar 
some days im gucci other days im not
where'd the other days go I took too many shots

and i would do anything for your love
why don't you believe that?
whatever bitch im dead soon 
whatever imma go to bed soon

and i would do anything for your love
why don't you believe that?
whatever bitch im dead soon 
whatever imma go to bed soon

you're taking no hint from my actions
when u snap chat me i always hit back then
and when you're feeling down don't cry
i'd let u lay up on my body till the sunrise 
or till the sun dies look into my eyes
and tell me that you love me because soon im gonna die
6 feet under maggots crawling 
on my body and my bones
its quite weird that when im dead 
thats when i feel most at home

and i would do anything for your love
why don't you believe that?
whatever bitch im dead soon 
whatever imma go to bed soon

or till the sun dies look into my eyes
and tell me that you love me because soon im gonna die
6 feet under maggots crawling 
on my body and my bones
its quite weird that when im dead 
thats when i feel most at home

anything for your love

prod @notmorgn

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd_Xqqx_St8

whats wrong or whats right
im bouta take a flight like should i say goodbye 
fuck that imma hold onto my pride
momma raised a soldier so i can't afford to cry
lookin back i see the knife in my back now
lookin at life wishing i was in the background 
lookin back i see my future in the past now
90 in the whip like should i crash now

im so sick of this im so sick of shit nobody listening 
demons all around diamonds wet just like a christening 
wait why you always high when you call me
why'd u ask what's wrong when you saw me (X2)

chemicals running through my veins i just wanna sleep 
feelings bleeding out my brain but right now i can't feel a thing 
woke up late time to waste away
my favorite days are the rainy days
let it soak in then i throw it all away
i try my best but this feeling always stays
you know i try but you gotta gimme space
and i dont wanna hurt you if you get in my way

(hook)

reach out just to waste my time
its the young waste of space 
with his headphones on
call me when you need me baby
but i know im the last resort
you said that you love me
how the fuck could you just love a ghost
you said that you love me baby
i said we are not that close

(hook)

reach out just to waste my time
its the young waste of space 
with his headphones on
call me when you need me baby
but i know im the last resort
you said that you love me
how the fuck could you just love a ghost
you said that you love me baby
i said we are not that close

im so sick of this

produced by @anobodyreally

art found at sad-space-kitten.tumblr.com

lyrics:

its 30 below
i see the blue in my toes
i feel the ice in my throat
and ive never been this cold
baby dont go
just when we start to see the light
clouds come block it out
the timing never fucking right
plaid green sweater
couple loose threads around the wrist
hole in the back
thats what i get when everythings thrift
ripped black jeans
and some bruises on my fists
my eye turned black
thats what i get when everythings shit

dont face the door
focus on staying warm
weve all been here before
but that doesnt make it easier

broken but wanting more
they had to silence u and
i couldnt take the pain of
having to know i cant help u

i cant help u
i cant save u baby
dont know how to

but dont worry maybe
we could find someone
that might know how to

flashing lights
streetlights when we in the benz
what was that
could u run that by again
going fast
not paying any attention
saw my page
now im always in their mentions

not my type
dont know why she wanna go out
i stay inside
and no u cant over to my house
got shit to do
u know im working all the time now
all these words
work their way into the songs now

woah
change my mind
all the time
i feel shit
now im fine
got so much of this free time
and i dont even count the nights

no
i wont text
i wont phone
think too much
when im on my own
i think its best
if you said u would go 
i think its best
if u leave me alone

im still walking home
think im freezing through my coat
where have u been
where should i go

dont face the door
focus on staying warm
weve all been here before
but that doesnt make it easier

broken but wanting more
they had to silence u and
i couldnt take the pain of
having to know i cant help u

warm (prod. ʎpoqou)

produced by me!

lyrics:

wait one minute
this hotel got a bathroom in it
my heads spinning
made it home but i still hear music

feel so garbage
roll one up put the green stuff in it
smoking on green tea
smoking on spinach

u say that u wanna go
but baby u having a good time
vodka and cherry coke
20 degrees in the night time

tattoos in the ripped jeans
u lookin so fine
if u wanna go lets go
and have some alone time

why did i wait
swear i had it all made
but i dropped it all and she dont even see me in her free time

u didnt call me saturday
there go the plans that we made
i shouldnt care at all but frankly baby ur my only lifeline

what u mean u cant see me anymore
slow it down tell me what u yelling for
say to quit i think i might just roll some more
3 grams to a zig couldnt pack more

wait one minute
this hotel got a bathroom in it
my heads spinning
made it home but i still hear music

feel so garbage
roll one up put the green stuff in it
smoking on green tea
smoking on spinach

song sampled: Benjamin Francis Leftwich - Pictures

after party (prod. 9TAILS)

Your Imagination

I Think Someday I'll Be Okay

prod. @notmorgn

im anxious leave me alone
the evidence typos every word on my phone
and when i speak in trembles
my short nails they resemble 
the fucking speed of my heart rate
chest like a speaker 
double text me she said “o”
like an ether
chemistry what i feel when
i see her
chemicals reactions in my brain when
i feel her
repeating what i say
i do the same shit everyday 
wake up hate the fucking world
go to back to sleep love to decay

and you can have my time you can waste it
you can have my coat if its raining
you can have me if you wanna take it
cus im gonna fade away lemme face it

man on a mission
dismissing bitches
that ain’t submissive 
im cuttin my ties to
count up like a math test
that bitch look good in a black dress
sippin on liquor she on my bed like a mattress
i lie two faced like an actress
digi faces in my bank no cash yeah
im not a rapper im stacking cash like a rapper tho
i leave a bitch dead like they layin in the catacombs

and you can have my time you can waste it
you can have my coat if its raining
you can have me if you wanna take it
cus im gonna fade away lemme face it

i can never stop now 
hit the mall and ball out
cashin out on designer boxers just to fit my fuckin balls now
them bitches see the clout and so they call now 
i never pick up always pull out hol up pause now
i never play i hate the spring im in dismay
im never coming back but when im back please gimme face
but go slow shawty this is not a race
unless we talkin bout tay k then beat the case

and you can have my time you can waste it
you can have my coat if its raining
you can have me if you wanna take it
cus im gonna fade away lemme face it

im gonna fade away

prod. @notmorgn

mom why you mad at me 
i swear try my best
i know that she saw the
broken blood vessels on my neck

weight up on my shoulders
i feel like atlas
greek yogurt 
with the fruit 
damn gotta snap this
she smokin packs bitch
ziplock full of cat piss
put on the ski mask
slump you just for actin
why u 2 faced
trippin like a shoelace
i sleep on it 
woke up and its a new day
european stacks
stuffed in my gucci suitcase 
i wanna drop out and its like only a tuesday

mom why you mad at me 
i swear try my best
i know that she saw the
broken blood vessels on my neck

drop this shit on a friday
wake up with the sunrise
october 13th
its fucking cold outside
but i dont mind
i really dont mind
cus the cold reminds 
me why i stay inside
you punch the clock
i punch the MIDI make it bop
not makin much
but its better than a job
eating like a pig
but i stay way from them cops
used to starve up in that attic
like an addict with some rock
really i hate my voice how do you listen to this
swear if u pissed inside a bucket it’d sound crisper than this
whatever my stats rising
hit me like perfect timing
make the beat real quick
notes app and get to typing

why you mad at me i swear i try my best
like all i wanted was us to be together forever 
like i guess ill see u around this 
fucking ghost town
we all ghosts now
i’m a ghost now 

mom why you mad at me 
i swear try my best
i know that she saw the
broken blood vessels on my neck

i swear i try my best

New album 'DEATH BY DESIRE' out now on Epitaph Records https://guccihighwaters.ffm.to/deathbydesire