Under The Moon

prod. @notmorgn

cracks in my heart 
u know my state when the sun down
you’re my drug pack a bowl
and never come down
feel warm like there’s smoke in my lungs
feel warm cus this fire always burns
my feelings are a burden
but i’d be a ghost if i ever thought to curb them
and when you’re gone i cannot breathe without you
when i'm alone i just think about you
but im back
like i never left
gucci was dead
now gucci in the flesh
it’s a rebirth 
post death keeper
and when i hold her
i just wanna keep her
record the vocals
compression and the reverb
pour it up
and i’m sippin on a 2 litre
i met the reaper 
he’s more like a teacher
i met an angel
i know by her features
yeah i know by her features 
'hol up wait
when did you become so toxic
it must be that new kid
feed into nonsense 
still listening oh that’s cute tho
holy shit you must be stuck in a loop hole
everytime you press play i get a new note
every month i get payed with them blue notes
fucking up checks and shit my mom thought i had 2 phones
im blowin' up never planned it like just like its pluto
why they ask me
gucci, like don’t you hate your life
u cant make up your mind 
you do this all the time
oh i dont know 
i think im bipolar
one day wanna slit my throat 
same night she comin over
cracks in my heart 
u know my state when the sun down
you’re my drug pack a bowl
and never come down
feel warm like there’s smoke in my lungs
feel warm cus this fire always burns

i am burning

on a side note, rest in peace lil peep he was a huge inspiration and his music really helped me get through hard shit last year. I'm glad to have met him, we talked about music it was a day i won't forget.

sample credits: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w6rDh75VHMs

prod. @notmorgn

im afraid you really can’t save me
but i still wanna lay with you until my visions fading
i have feelings no im not faded
i would wait a lifetime if you had the patience 
oh you cannot save me
im too deep in this
oh you cannot praise me
i’ve got demons in me

constant conflict 
with my own reflection
i ain’t got no sense
of direction 
when it comes to this
i just succumb to it
please enlighten me
all i hear is thundering
in a couple months
i hope to see some changes
maybe with this check 
i can get you that bracelet
it never happens my 
bank account is dead again
do you mind if we just kick it 
in my bed again
workin to hard 
to feel empty
im almost 20 but 
i feel like i’ve had plenty
wake up in a faze 
i feel like ecco2K
wake up everyday but
 i fight through the pain

im afraid you really can’t save me
but i still wanna lay with you until my visions fading
i have feelings no im not faded
i would wait a lifetime if you had the patience 
oh you cannot save me
im too deep in this
oh you cannot praise me
i’ve got demons in me

you cannot save me
im too deep in this
i have feelings
know i’d wait a lifetime

you can't really save me

vocals by: @guccihighwaters
produced by: me

My first step into the light.

Lyrics:

I been pretty scared to start shows
But that’s the first step if I wanna tour the globe
Inhale the fresh air right into my nose
You make me so happy I was sick of being alone

I got big dreams I got big ambitions
Baby won’t you come with me
I can see the light through the cracks and the seams 
I can get you anything I can make you pleased

I can make the PayPal flip like it’s an acrobat
I don’t wanna flex I just thought that you’d be proud of that
Yea pops imma make it on my own
I'm slippin up in school momma blowin up my phone

I can see the sunrise in the distance
I feel alive every time that we’re kissing
I know it will work 'cus that’s my only mission
Fuck all my opps I don't care if you ain’t listening

We weren’t close
Never held a conversation 
Done with giving out to people
That are faking

All my hard work
Is mine for the taking
I can’t even bake 
But I'm bringing all this cake in

Moved away from home long ago
But I get the same feelings when you’re close to me 
smile on my face how I'm ‘posed to be
i heard they bumpin’ gucci overseas

I can see the sunrise in the distance
I feel alive every time that we’re kissing
I know it will work 'cus that’s my only mission
Fuck all my opps I don't care if you ain’t listening

Still got a long way to go
Still got a long way to go
But I'll make it
I know ill fuckin' make it

I can see the sunrise in the distance
I feel alive every time that we’re kissing
I can see the sunrise in the distance
I feel alive every time that we’re kissing

Listen on Spotify

guccihighwaters - sunrise in the distance (prod. tootiredtocare)

@prodreaper
@guccihighwaters

[chorus]
ash out on some cardboard
sour lips, wide hips, fall in love with your contour
mi amor, mi amor

[verse]
kiss me in the rain or leave me at the front door
tell me you despise me tell me that you need more
tell me i'm a freak, tell me i'm insecure, mi amor mi amor

if i wanna dance with the devil i can ask
why you lock your phone baby tell me what is that
if you got an issue then you know i got your back
if he wants to meet you can say just, that

it won't come to floracion
i know that you kissed him i know that he put you down
he can find, someone else, he can throw, around

[chorus]
ash out on some cardboard
sour lips, wide hips, fall in love with your contour
mi amor, mi amor

[verse]
indecisive leaning on the vices i don't like advice, i just flip the light switch
sleep it off, overslept got missed calls, 
do not disturb on my phone got sick thoughts,

 mi amor, i wanna love you till my hearts sore, 
i was drowning in emotions, when i met you i really stopped choking
 but you deserve the world, i really mean that
i don't have it all, i know that you can see that,
 allot of things to explore, but i just want you behind this closed door

mi amor w/ guccihighwaters (prod.reaper)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VyMz-LiCySE&feature=youtu.be&ab_channel=yesterday

prod: @whatevenisreal

my shawty think i drink too much
my homies know i think too much
i crack a 40
roll a dutch
pop ambien to sleep
i pour some out for all my team
i wear my heart out on my sleeves
a burden boy until i die
i hope it ends tonight

ohhhhh
you do not know what the fuck that ive been thru
ohhhhh
writin these songs just to vent bout my issues
ohhhhh
you can tell by all the lyrics that i fuckin miss you
fuck all these feelings
id rather not deal
pull up in the whip
put my head to the steel

ohhhhh
im sorry if you found out
ohhhh
i wonder how youre doing
put the past right out my brain
i never will address a thing
slowly decay by 21
my soul will lead me to my grave
my hair is blonde
my heart is black
these bitches never hit me back
my headphones on
as i walk alone
thru places
used to call my home
i just wanna drink my life away
with hopes that i wont wake today
i hate how people give a shit
just let me rest in peace

Follow me <3

burden boy (prod. br//oken)

prod. @notmorgn
featuring @guardinmusic

(guccihighwaters)
she said I look upset but girl 
there’s passion in this frown
cus i think i am obsessed with the all the 
love when your around
why they want smoke with me
not a stoner
when she’s not here im a loner
she too bad you can’t clone her
i live for her im a donor

i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

(guardin)
i'll stop breathing 
lie awake in the night fight the feeling 
fuck love i'm a mess for a reason 
six feet in the dirt for the season
i don't like this
life without the hue of your iris
erase your face embedded in my eyelids
patience paints the face of the silent 

sorry i'm not coming down 
elevated all around 
my conscience thinks i'm falling out
of grip i ripped the bong & now i'm

(guardin and guccihighwaters)
stoned beyond belief i know 
i fucked it up it goes to show 
that i get high when i feel low
please pick me up & take me home

(guccihighwaters)
i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

rather be a ghost (feat. guardin)

Ｉ＇ＬＬ　ＲＵＮ　ＳＯ　ＦＡＲ　ＦＲＯＭ　
ＴＨＥＳＥ　ＳＨＡＤＯＷＳ

//私の心の断片//

lyrics
-------
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i think i found the antidote
i think i found another road
i think i found some fucking hope
nope
i think i'm tryna find a way
to rid of all these darker days
but my minds trapped inside a maze 

so i'll run so far from these shadows
makeshift but my hearts still fragile
i'd drown but the waters too shallow
my heads still caught in the gallows
your kiss is my remedy
i fall to the ground so desperately
baby i know that you're mad at me
filling all the voids like cavities 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i guess this feeling lasts forever
i guess we'll never be together
you're colder than i can remember
but the ice is melting quickly 
i'm still wishing that you'd miss me

but you're gone and i never could replace you
mistraced new face but it ain't you
rebuilding the forts that i made you
no love but my hearts tryna break thru
my chest cause its caving in
i dwell in a cell in a realm of sin
six shots to the face of rum & gin
i'm dead in the head so i guess you win 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you

solitary

www.instagram.com/notemrys
cursed with the halo

ft. @guccihighwaters
www.instagram.com/guccihighwaters
prod. nrmn.btz.

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cursed ft. guccihighwaters (prod. nrmn.btz.)

prod by @notmorgn

lyrics:

baby let me show you that i’m not worth it
i can show you that i’m not perfect
if you can see through me
can you find the missing piece
i think i lost it when i lost you
i shoulda kept you but i tossed you
i think about things i’m not supposed to
i think about if i never knew you
it’s pretty sad where my mind goes
rather be a ghost in my room with the blinds closed
i wish i felt alive
i wish i felt the knife in my back that night

i pulled you up
i showed you love
when you were down
i was your crutch
where’d you go?
i’m all alone
i need some help
at least some hope
you pushed me away
i turned so cold
i didn’t wanna breathe
imma vanish in the smoke
you vanished from my arms
i left to go home
you fell in love with drugs
got the xanax in your coat

and i bite my tongue
cause i know that you’re lying
too many reasons
just not to fight it
plus i got too much thoughts
if i add another
i might really combust
i can’t even move
when i think too much
and when we turn up
i think we drink too much
you say that i suck
cause i don’t hit you up
it’s not what you think
i just don’t wanna get hurt
all your friends
think you’re the best
behind that mask baby
you look depressed
i know you you know i saw it
undressed you look so flawless

i pulled you up
i showed you love
when you were down
i was your crutch
where’d you go?
i’m all alone
i need some help
at least some hope
you pushed me away
i turned so cold
i didn’t wanna breathe
imma vanish in the smoke
you vanished from my arms
i left to go home
you fell in love with drugs
got the xanax in your coat

crutch

convolk - A Million Messages; No Response [prod. deject]

New album 'DEATH BY DESIRE' out now on Epitaph Records https://guccihighwaters.ffm.to/deathbydesire