i wrote this whole ass song in washington square park and central park while living out of an airbnb in nyc after i didn't resign my lease. kinda fun, learned a lot. was sad tho too lol.


LYRICS //

i feel
kinda ugly
all the tiktok kids got me crumblin'
know its vain
know im buggin'
all my friends say that im lovely

i feel
kinda ugly
all the tiktok kids got me crumblin'
know its vain
know im buggin'
all my friends say that im lovely

take a look where i’m at
a clearing yellow and black
i’ve got my life on my back
don’t know when im comin' back

lights of the city keep track
of how much juice i got
batttery at 20%
i guess i should start

walkin' is the library open
i don't want to sleep yet
i wish i could level my head
keep thinking i lack
a pretty face with the eyelash
hold it in higher regard then my brain or my kindness

i miss feelin like i was good enough them
temporary but sometimes it kinda felt like confidence
partnership a bandaid for me cause i got some toxic things
that i've drilled into my skull everyday again and again and again and again

wish i was not so insecure
wish i could taste the love im near
when i know this self hate is manufactured
keep me feeling fractured we all burn

ive been trained
to feel ugly
all the tiktok kids make 'em money
im not saved
im still learning
but everyday i work on somethin'

(beautiful)
on my back in the park
lookin up into the stars
(as you are)
its midday but they are there
just like the beauty we are

(beautiful)
if you don't see it today
if you don't see it tomorrow
(as you are)
keep surrounding urself
with those with whom you belong

i feel
kinda ugly
all the tiktok kids got me crumblin'
know its vain
know im buggin'
all my friends say that im lovely

i feel
kinda ugly
all the tiktok kids got me crumblin'
know its vain
know im buggin'
all my friends say that im lovely

kinda ugly - Single

kinda ugly

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Liberation

i was sittin at the kitchen table while my partner and their friend hung out and chatted and made dinner. i didn't really know what to say, but it was all good vibes so i wanted to stay and hang. i put in my airpods on transparency mode and just started making as ridiculous a beat as i could and..... a few days later i had a song i liked. woops! ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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