lyrics //

more weight more weight on my body
each time you say you’re sorry
feels like stones crushing me
it’s getting harder to breathe 

every despicable thing you could think of telling me
i’ve already thought it 13 times
that’s the beauty of a one-track mind

you’re not fucking special neither am i
we’re all destined to suffer and die here
watching the new world struggle
crimson tide pulls me under
float through moments of sorrow
won’t get better tomorrow 

try as i may
won’t stop, need space
fruitless, lost faith
in my heart, always

~~~

‘cos if it hurt less, it wouldn’t feel as real to me
know i’m a waste of time, stop trying to deal with me
dead or alive, there’s no difference 
i know the end, so why 

try as i may
won’t stop, need space
fruitless, lost faith
in my heart, always

i know the end, i know the end
why try, why try at all
i know the end, i know the end
why try

isolation chamber (taylor morgan + 4evr)

prod me

it's 30 degrees and
her shirt is see-through
her skirt's red from bleeding
her eyelids are blue
she burnt on your sneakers
her dirtiest secrets
reverted her features 
to try to be new

but is it what she wants
or is it all she's got
it isn't what she wants
that makes her body rot

linoleum floors kiss cold on your thighs
youll sit there and hold her close
wondering why oh why
is it so hard closing your eyes
youll wash them with soap but it wont turn time
dont try

they heard all her screaming
alerted the news
they'll turn all her sequens
convert it to views
dont care if shes real they
just care shes appealing
theyll swear it's convenient
she wont get to choose

linoleum floors kiss cold on your thighs
youll sit there and hold her close
wondering why oh why
is it so hard closing your eyes
youll wash them with soap but it wont turn time
dont try

linoleum floors

produced by me :)
vocals by me :)

lyrics:

we could sit beneath the shade
dont know what to call you, dont even know your name
are you feeling kinda reckless?
I can feel your breathing on my neck now

if we could go back, would you do more?
threw a homeward bone when it all went wrong
if you "dont even care about it" why pretend to care now?

HOMEWARD BONE

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WRECKAGE feat. isoundlikecloud

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LYRIC VID
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kJ9DNl6CeoU

CUSTOM feat. nidia + rook + marsy

prod girlsynth

lyrics:
oh where were you at when you left me crying?
i know youre seeing all my efforts, im trying
always stabbed my back and now i know when youre lying
i cant tell the present from the past im just getting tired
i wish i was someone else
i wish i didnt have to feel this way
i wish i was someone else
i wish i didnt have to feel this way

youre talking hella nonsense thats why youre at the bottom
all these racks i got and you wish that you got them
i forgot your name you cant be that important
bitch i got so many problems i gotta sort it out 
i wish i could just be another 
i wish i wouldnt be a bother
i wish i could just be another 
i wish i didnt have to feel this way

wont you look at me?
i wish i didnt have to feel this way
wont you look at me?
i wish i didnt have to- didnt have to feel this way
dont wanna feel this- 
dont wanna- dont wanna feel this way
i wish i didnt have to feel this way
dont wanna feel this- 
dont wanna- dont wanna feel this way
i wish i didnt have to feel this way

ᴡᴏɴᴛ ᴜ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴀᴛ ᴍᴇ? </3

my great work
the loudest album of the year
my most grotesque rollout yet
its all out

photography and pixel art and videography by marsy
all tracks produced solely and entirely by me
typography by me
fuck it up

LIGHTNING feat. zumtru + harpy

cant beat me motherfucker step bac

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https://open.spotify.com/track/7AZXVNsvkUzM2Ycedkl1T0

isolation chamber (taylor morgan + 4evr)

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