lyrics //


think it’s getting bad again
i’ve been lying to my friends
feel the weight here in this bed
truth is i’m tired

sit and wait for walls to speak
searching for some kind of clarity
i’m afraid of what they’ll think of me
if they heard

see i’m smiling 
it’s okay if i’m crying
just as long as i’m trying
to wake up and breathe

take cold showers
eat alone at odd hours
replay all the encounters 
that i’ll unpack in therapy

last time i saw you i was just a little bit brighter 
and now you’re waiting on my light to return
someone lied when they told you that i was a fighter
‘cos now i’m praying for you to come save me, please come and save me
before i become something hard to believe in
and you know that you’re better off leaving

see i’m smiling 
it’s okay if i’m crying
just as long as i’m trying
to wake up and breathe

take cold showers
eat alone at odd hours
replay all the encounters 
that i’ll unpack in therapy

therapy w/ HEARTAVI & blackwinterwells

23. i make things sometimes. learning as i go <3

therapy w/ HEARTAVI & blackwinterwells

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