She (H)ate me

RGB - 2

"ur life is ruined ruined, why did i do this do this? i feel so stupid, stupid, im not a human" "im so clueless" "im a user, abuser, sweet naive girl, i choose her" "never told you how fucked up i was, i guess thats why you dont really care" "im losing all your trust" - naive gf| "obsessed" "i dont deserve a damn thing except to be a carcass" -farewell| "i wanna live inside your home but ur not in my range, i wanna grab u by tha face nd tell u that its okay" "i feel too ashamed" "im the one who ruined my name" "i wanna move away and tell my friends goodbye" -that bitch ruined my reputation| "im trying" "im so obnoxious" "dont want you to see me cry, i dont look too pretty with the tears down my face" "i dont speak alot cuz idk wut to say" "i been stuck inside of my selfish ways. girl dont you say that our time is up" "wake up everyday i dread the karma of all my bad decisions" "and even when i try my fucking best i know the jobs not finished" - coffin| "i love this girl, i wanna change my ways for her" "im fucked in the head" - documentary| "im a ghost fuckin creep nd u know that too" "your body has me in awe" "hope i dont end up on the news someday. i really want your love ill do anything" "i sing the same damn song" "im so fucked up dont wish me well" "i will never use our little secret as a weapon. everytime you touch me girl you make my fkn head spin" - im sketchy and creepy| "suicide is not the answer u js need to get sum help but if me nd u switched lives u wld kill urself" "too many years im the butt of the joke" "lifes not fair" "i dont like ur boyfriend" -ik u want me to heal but| "i bet you want my drugs, my teeth my lips buried in your skin. u look like sm1 i met frm my past but i js cant put my tongue on it" "sick in the head" "sm shit that i done regret" "i get a lil dumber, my heart cant love right" "i hate living so alone" - shouldve bit my tongue| "that my dreams come true thats my only fuckin wish. i know that ur disappointed" "i dont have any friends" "i js look into the mirror and i hate my face" "im rlly psychotic" "didnt want to kill that girl" -ill end up js like him| "im still on ur mind" "im not a narcissist cuz i hate myself and im a pessimist" "sorry that im so obnoxious" - idc what she doin| "im not ur stalker im ur guardian angel. ur beauty bewitches me, ur my angel. if im not thinkin about u i must be dead. ur skin is the most pretty hue, ur all inside of my head" "nd if i think ab sm1 else i must be dead" "i love it when we're skin to skin baby dont u ever leave my bed" -guardian angel| "i feel you staring" "u want me to stay" "i know i dont deserve it" "ill be the last thing she stares at" - interlude 1| "lemme be in ur arms" "im so fucking annoying" "ur so sad" "look me in the eyes and say its not my fault" "I wanna say I love you but I just can't prove it, I wanna run away from you but I can't do it" - a delusional| "ur wasting my time" "hear ur cries" "like a sick dog, maybe i should just die and im stuck inside a life that i know isnt mine" "shit, never changed guess ill be this way until i die. i cannot js leave my past behind, it always comes back to me to remind" "already intertwined" "my dirty lil mind" "my hearts pounding inside, i pray to God i dont die" -abandon| "not leaving my bed tn, this where i must reside. id rather rot away than never see ur face. ur not going home tn, ill take u nd ur life, i must be pathetic why? bc i fucking tried" "im tryna run frm my past its getting hard now" "im a bad romancer" -rot away| "im so dumb" "im sick" "im not fair. i really wish i was better" - juliet| "if u die then im the only witness" "thats js how i feel tn" "no one even came to my party" - party| "i dont wanna be away frm ur smile, the way ur lips graze gently across mine, makes it all worth while. so much going on in my mind" "we're young tryna have a good time" - yk| "getting better" "i can feel you" "thank God youre mine" "i hate myself bc im not you" "i almost lost you" - loser|LIMITsmh

I'm sorry, momma, i didnt mean to fucking hurt you.

😴 - 4

produced by crayon
mixed by crayon
mastering by crayon

no fun
no fucks
you did me bad
i dont wanna know why you came back
can we just forget each other
sorry right to my mother 
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other 
sorry right to my mother
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other

https://open.spotify.com/track/3KCX1kCNZMiVW4zNSvpgNZ?si=d8d213bc833f4f05
z1pTies 2: https://soundcloud.com/heavn0nevaeh/track-u-down?si=d5bef7c1295a4b2cb17276998ecea298&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
hands tied together w the zipties
tried2 take em off like a thousand times
move ur wrist imma make em even more tight
lmk when u wanna die 
leave red marks on my neck i dont mind
drop dead, but don't fall outta line
make it outta here alive
motion camera; take ur life
u dont know me but i know u all too well
{u dont know me but i know u all too well}
hands tied together w the zipties
tried2 take em off like a thousand times
move ur wrist imma make em even more tight
lmk when u wanna die 
leave red marks on my neck i dont mind
drop dead, but don't fall outta line
make it outta here alive
motion camera; take ur life
u dont know me but i know u all too well

z1pTiess

sorry this is too much

They makin blackpill edits to my shi
lyr : sittin' in my dark room, starin' at a bright screen
laying in my bed thinkin' about how they hurt me
drugs in the bathroom smokin' till the air green
i will lay in my tomb as long as you lay with me

you know you're the worst, i wont give you mercy
i hope that you hurt, cuz you know that you hurt me
you won't make it stop, you just make me bleed
you know you're the worst, and you won't let me breathe
my eyes will roll back until i can see 
my brain and my heart, i hope it stops beating
i won't stop screaming, i wont stop screaming
i won't stop screaming and i wanna kill myself
you treat everyone like trash 
we hate you pretty bad
we all think you're a bitch
we all think you're a dick
you act like you're so sick, and you never get better
behind your back we all talk shit, you get fatter and fatter
you always think the world owes you shit
do you really think that you're worth it

you're the fucking worst, one day you'll get your karma
hope you get what you deserve, you deserve the fuckin worst

sittin' in my dark room, starin' at a bright screen
laying in my bed thinkin' about how they hurt me
drugs in the bathroom smokin' till my eyes green
i will lay in my tomb as long as you lay with me

you know you're the worst, i wont give you mercy
i hope that you hurt, cuz you know that you hurt me
you won't make it stop, you just make me bleed
you know you're the worst, and you won't let me breathe
my eyes will roll back until i can see 
my brain and my heart, i hope it stops beating
i won't stop screaming, i wont stop screaming
i won't stop screaming and i wanna kill myself

you're the worst

@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i cant stand my skin 
i fell in love with lynn
i noticed that she was right
noticed that she was right
dont know where begin 
im cursed with your sin oh i am
just about to burn 
just about to burn

stop cursing me

@ankleankle
@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i guess every time you close your eyes
you see me standing right beside you
brush your hair from morning on
wipe your skin til your tears are gone
i guess everyone just fucking hates you
shattered words will end and break you
cry to me while you sing along
look at me while you get it wrong

say what you said i heard you
i known you for a long time so i cant hurt you
and i dont want you feeling like im not okay
i tried to leave but not again
looking at the ceiling of my room
im pondering im missing you
thinking of our conversations
i cant even think of things to do
you wanted me to stay but i dont wanna see it through
rather be by myself but everytime i close my eyes im seeing you

close your eyes w ankle

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

makeup smeared on your face
you cant tell me what you think of me
no its not a mistake
girl you fucked up now youre dead to me
got no empathy
i didnt think you would but thats okay cuz
anything you say
doesnt mean shit

i cant get you out my head
you would rather see me dead

makeup smeared on your face
you cant tell me what you think of me
no its not a mistake
girl you fucked up now youre dead to me
got no empathy
i didnt think you would but thats okay cuz
anything you say
doesnt mean shit

makeup

on all plats   vvvvvvvv
https://open.spotify.com/track/5xa36KuOilMGle5wvI6UlJ?si=RFoCM_2rQdeLRdxpfOgIWA

heavily inspired by fangirls - h4rtbrkr
lyr:
i watch you, you watch me
we stalk each other creepily
i want you, you want me
my need for you is crippling
i'd run through all the dust
just wanna feel your touch
you hate me but i miss you 
you make me feel so fucking dumb

i'm like a ghost to you
you see me and you stare right through
just wanna mean something
don't wanna be a spirit to you

i watch you, you watch me
we stalk each other creepily
i want you, you want me
my need for you is crippling
i'd run through all the dust
just wanna feel your touch
you hate me but i miss you 
you make me feel so fucking dumb

i feed into the delusions 
there's something in my head
i don't wanna keep on losing
i'd honestly rather just be dead

i watch you, you watch me
we stalk each other creepily
i want you, you want me
my need for you is crippling
i'd run through all the dust
just wanna feel your touch
you hate me but i miss you 
you make me feel so fucking dumb

i watch you prod h4rtbrkr

lyrics
tell me that im just not enough
ur stuck in my head
cause im not enough ig ill be dead 


tell me that im just not enough
ur stuck in my head
cause im not enough ig ill be dead 
im not enough
y u break my heart
why u gotta do it twice
third eye open now im seeing signs
(ya im seeing signs)
cause im not enough ig ill be dead 


just not enough
ur stuck in my head
cause im not enough ig ill be dead 
im not enough
y u break my heart
why u gotta do it twice

i guess im popular or whatever (ALL PLATS)

illusion + savesomeone (breakfall)

mv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wYwHNQUx4OM
full credit to woozy for the guitar i love u zig
https://soundcloud.com/wwoozyy
I wanna fuck it all up
I wanna ruin your love
I'll put a knife in ur gut
Just to hear you scream fuck
I dont know what it was, my vision just went to black
I saw the color of blood, i knew i couldnt go back
I wanted to feel like you so i stabbed myself too
And now you'll forever be a doll in my room

(dead girl, dead girl)

I'll keep you somewhere safe where they'll never find you
I won't ever let you go, i'll always hide you
They want you back but you're mine now
They won't ever take away my new doll

doll (music video out now)

1. not sure how u like me over discord 
2. dont know what my life has become w prodii 
3. my family hates me w proddii and creepies
4. just know this song aint abt u w gussi
5. ik its christmas but why are u a bitch


not sure how you like me over discord

1. not sure how u like me over discord 
2. dont know what my life has become w prodii 
3. my family hates me w proddii and creepies
4. just know this song aint abt u w gussi
5. ik its christmas but why are u a bitch
idk who made this beat SORRY

dont know what my life has become

tell it too me strait doc am i gonna die alone (ALL PLATS)

devil in my head feat. Kaysnoto

SoundCloud glitch , original release date is - March 10 2025

I wanna live inside your home, but you're not in my range
I wanna grab you by the face and tell you that it's okay
Wish I could tell you how I'm feeling, but I feel too ashamed
I put the blame on you, but I'm the one that ruined my name

I keep on staring at the negative, the positive's fake
You keep on telling me you love me, but that's subject to change
About to tie this rope and hang it, cause it's written in my name
Ouuh, it's such a pretty day to go blow out my brains

I wanna move away and tell my friends goodbye
Cause I've been sitting in my filth, which makes it harder to try
Sometimes I wish that I was born in 1995
Cause then I wouldn't get the chance to even live this life

Not breathing, you're dreaming
I'm leaving, you're seething
All that trauma guess I never learned my lesson
I guess every song of mine is a confession

that bitch ruined my reputation

play your part

Put the nail in the coffin (I'm trying)
Taking drugs, I'm coughing (I'm dying)
I'm so obnoxious, yeah
Leave me alone, don't want you to see me cry
I don't look too pretty with the tears down my face
And I bought you roses but you broke them out the vase
That's a metaphor for my emotions, babe

I don't speak a lot cause I don't know what to say
Thinking about my past decisions like the tattoo of your name
Carve it out like an incision, looking at it brings me shame
I got everything I wanted but I'll never feel the same
I would take it all back just to feel like my normal self again
I've been stuck inside of my selfish ways
Girl, don't you say
That our time is up, you don't wanna play, anymore

All good things come to an end, my life's not good but the clock's still ticking
Wake up every day, I dread the karma of all my bad decisions
All good things come to an end, my life's not good but the clock's still ticking
And even when I try my fucking best, I know the job's not finished

Prod sickboi

coffin

Your life is ruined, ruined
Why did I do this, do this?
Feel so stupid, stupid
I'm not a human, human
I shouldn't've met Cupid, Cupid
Cause I'm so clueless, clueless
I'm a user, abuser, sweet naive girl, I choose her
I just threw my life away
I don't know how many more days
Until they find her, find her
'Til they find her, find her

Never told you how fucked up I was, I guess that's why you don't really care
I know why I'm losing all your trust
Something tells you I'm not fully there

naive gf

nothing seems to get my mind off of death
I guess that you can say im just a little bit obsessed
Well Im already dead so tell me how to speed the process
I don’t deserve a damn thing except to be a carcass
I tried to be a good person but im so caught up
Everyday it’s getting worse man im so fucked up
i contradict all of my words but im so tired of lust
what’ll kill me first the drugs or a barrel to my gut

farewell cruel world i wont miss you

Dc gutskira
Dm if you wanna work
gutskira on all plats