DEUPLOAD 2

U Kill 7000 Microorganisms every time u high five bruh. Which is apparently Misinformation but that would be really fucked up if it were true.

Octimber 2022

connectioncircus

produced by phixel
mixed/mastered by phixel
backing vocals by maeEXO
sample: https://soundcloud.com/snowblowerr/hillcore

notes: first song in two months! so very excited :D this is definitely one of my best songs, and its a long time in the making :) i started making this in june, and finished it around mid-august when i added maeEXOs vocals at the end of the song. some inspirations for this song include porter robinson, jane remover, blackwinterwells, and tons of others ^^ enjoy

lyrics:
i dont wanna die, i got so much to do
i promise i'll try, try out something new
don't wanna be scared of the whole wide world
scared to get my throat slit, scared to watch it unfold
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)

[maeEXO: there is no one]

i feel like that baby bird that you saw dying on the ground
trying to scream and trying to cry but i can't do it out loud
and your friends all lied and told you i'd be worse if you helped
'well, the maggots got to eat too" is what you told yourself

tell me what you were thinking
have you no empathy? not a drop, not an inkling
if you wanna seem nice don't act like you hate me
it's really not difficult to see things and say things (say things)
tell me honestly, did you even feel a bit of pity on me
when you looked down at the ground and you saw me
i was vulnerable and i was sobbing

(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)

[maeEXO: no one, there is no one, no one, there is no one here]

the maggots need to eat too - Single

the maggots need to eat too

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my best friend

NOTES: very long personal song about dysphoria and psychosis

produced by me
with samples from holidaykiss, synthesized through openai jukebox
written by me
mixed/mastered by me

lyrics:
i saw the eyes of god in the moon
they looked at me and right past you
so you didn't catch his eye
and you still claim that it wasn't real
i saw the blood of god in the dunes
the craters give off platinum fumes
from a wound so deep i'd die
and you still claim that it wasn't real

its all plastic
you dont seem to care
this isnt lasting
it breaks, it bends, it tears

(very large instrumental buildup)

I TRIED TO UPHOLD THE TRADITION I SWEAR
YOU THINK YOU HAVE IT HARD? THIS IS MY LOAD TO BEAR
THERES NOTHING FOR TRAITORS
THERES NOTHING FOR ME
ASHAMED OF THE PARASITIC STRANDS I MUST WEAR
THEYRE TAKEN TO BLADE BUT THEY JUST DONT SEEM TO CARE
THERES NOTHING FOR TRAITORS
THERES NOTHING FOR ME

there is nothing

visuals: https://youtu.be/qX8WTGlsFLY

tracklist:
[REDACTED] - clay figure
hikaru purpose - mercy for us all
seaplanes - breaking apart
tjweaver - tofu
sglilyy - oceans apart
crafter2011 - imposter sandwich
marshall - well what if i don't wanna do it right back, huh? what then?????
makina ft. evangeline - lifeline
canopie - baseball season
austyn with a y - this will surely put an end to my abuse of underscores acapellas
[REDACTED] - gentle heart
user-177606669 - CRazy TRACK GUYS LiSTEN RIGHT NOW OMG !!!!! SO cool.....
moemoemoe - house alt (part1)
[REDACTED] - fl chan loves 2 bounce (unreleased)
neco arc - neco arc

visuals

[REDACTED] live at USERFEST 2

text me when you get home ok?

http://leavingrecords.com/tapes/lr011-ssaliva-thought-has-wings/
A reissue from the Leaving Records catalog, tape limited to 200 copies. Belgium resident Francois Boulanger makes mutant-house and warped disco productions for tape, features Jeremiah Jae on "Moonblood".

LTD TAPES & DIGI

Ssaliva - Moth to a Flame

D. Futers - All Junglist

Rezzett LP

Sexzzy Creep

Worst Ever Contender

EP 2

Hey Hugo

Art by greatsabrecat greatsabrecat.carrd.co

(devi) 
and i cant cry 
and i cant sing 
and i cant move 
and i cant breathe 
and i cant cry 
and i cant cry 
and i cant 

in a sinister place 
in all the hells in the world 
in a spiders web 
in the devils nest 
theres no torture left 
we just used it up 
its like the whole ocean 
was just made of blood but 

im sick 
im suffering 
i lay in bed and die 
im sick 
im so fucked up 
my heart beats out of time 

(rook) 
is this body me? 
can i be more than it? 
was there ever a 
better way to live? 
in a rotting shell 
why do i exist? 
is this fucked up hell 
really all there is...? 

in a simpler time 
in a safer world 
in a place where we 
were just normal girls 
would we understand? 
would we still connect? 
would we recognize? 
would we still be friends? 

(devi) 
and i cant cry 
and i cant sing 
and i cant move 
and i cant breathe 
and i cant cry 
and i cant cry 
and i cant 

(rook) 
slow decay, broken brains 
is there anything to say? 
impending doom, is it true? 
there's not much left to do 

(rook+devi) 
but it's alright, hold on tight 
to what is left in the wreckage 
under the full moon 
something new 
life resumes 
we'll pull thru 

(devi+rook) 
im sick 
im suffering 
i lay in bed and die 
im sick 
im so fucked up 
my heart beats out of time 

(devi) 
dying 

(rook) 
trying 

(devi) 
dying 

(rook) 
trying 

--- 

(rook) 
something new 

(devi) 
something new? 

(rook) 
life resumes 

(devi) 
life resumes? 

(rook) 
we'll pull thru 

(devi) 
we'll pull thru?

LOVE AND AFFECTION FOR STUPID LITTLE BITCHES

MY HEART BEATS OUT OF TIME

(devi) 
programming like this 
is made possible 
by viewers like you! 

(rook) 
every day every day im so fucking freaked out 
every day every day i cant get the evil out 
every night i feel so far away 
someday someday 
will it ever be ok? 

(devi) 
every day its a brand new episode 
every day i guess we'll see just how far it goes 
every day it seems like no one sees and no one knows 
every day i kinda wanna cancel the show 

(rook) 
most days i just feel like im making it up 

(devi) 
call off the show 

(rook) 
i pray to god that im just making it up!! 

(devi) 
i dont wanna go to the show!! 

(rook) 
i wish this was just cartoon so i could be like 
"this is real as fuck, i love the way they dont give up!" 
tweet about it "more stories like this, so important!" 
but it really happened 
OH GOD IT REALLY HAPPENED!!! 

(rook) 
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 
WHAT THE FUCK!!!! 

haha 

(devi) 
what the 

(rook) 
i wanna do that again 

yea 

(devi) 
every day its another new episode 
every day slice a bit more meat off the bone 

(rook) 
i can feel the evil in me 
im such a faker really 

(devi) 
meat off the bones 

(rook) 
crisis line all agents busy 
i feel so guilty 

(devi) 
meat off the 

(rook+devi) 
WHAT THE FUCK 
WHAT THE FUCK 
WHAT THE FUCK 
WHAT THE FUCK 
what the fuck

MINDCRUSHED

new album out now
https://blackdresses.bandcamp.com/album/peaceful-as-hell

text me when you get home ok?

gut spiller