DEUPLOAD 2

Stop Remembering ( Tape Leak )

produced by phixel
mixed/mastered by phixel
backing vocals by maeEXO
sample: https://soundcloud.com/snowblowerr/hillcore

notes: first song in two months! so very excited :D this is definitely one of my best songs, and its a long time in the making :) i started making this in june, and finished it around mid-august when i added maeEXOs vocals at the end of the song. some inspirations for this song include porter robinson, jane remover, blackwinterwells, and tons of others ^^ enjoy

lyrics:
i dont wanna die, i got so much to do
i promise i'll try, try out something new
don't wanna be scared of the whole wide world
scared to get my throat slit, scared to watch it unfold
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)

[maeEXO: there is no one]

i feel like that baby bird that you saw dying on the ground
trying to scream and trying to cry but i can't do it out loud
and your friends all lied and told you i'd be worse if you helped
'well, the maggots got to eat too" is what you told yourself

tell me what you were thinking
have you no empathy? not a drop, not an inkling
if you wanna seem nice don't act like you hate me
it's really not difficult to see things and say things (say things)
tell me honestly, did you even feel a bit of pity on me
when you looked down at the ground and you saw me
i was vulnerable and i was sobbing

(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)

[maeEXO: no one, there is no one, no one, there is no one here]

the maggots need to eat too - Single

the maggots need to eat too

tmntet on all services

unreleased

prod. hidden contact and livewiress (@livewiress00)

caged! feat. @tj12318

Written + Produced by nuum
Mixed by Eddie Johnston
Mastered by David Tanton
Photography by Umairah Murtaza

caged! feat. tjweaver

old flip i cant fix cause i lost the file
cover art from @SQcia4 on twitter

samples:
buzzcut, daisy - dltzk
rutracker - twikipedia

buzzcut, delta

wrote this sometime last yr, first demo sampled Silver Ash - Return (2004) but was scrapped in favor of a piano cover i made which eventually turned into this

lyrics:

will you walk, the sunny road
the sunny road i take
the sunny road, the sunny road, the sunny road i take
will you walk, the sunny road
the sunny road i take
the sunny road, the sunny road, the sunny road i take

walk with me again, i know places you ain't been
it's hard to like my skin, i'd like to have friends but they wear me thin
please just give me a break, i don't deserve your childish hate
its hard to sit and conversate, nothing worse than wanting to escape

my people like to talk to me,
at least in my failing memory,
am i selfish had a silly dream
i don't like you stupid i just sing

will you walk, the sunny road
the sunny road i take
the sunny road, the sunny road, the sunny road i take
will you walk, the sunny road
the sunny road i take
the sunny road, the sunny road, the sunny road i take

SPOTIFY

sunny road

art by ein @eincorgi
https://twitter.com/08_rumors
https://twitter.com/08_rumors
https://twitter.com/08_rumors

lyrics o n bandcamp
song by me

plastic

+Full Title: Jane Remover - BVpEAb3aXz6naB0ukWrINUlHIcT2EnNdpRGI1EONVb3PVJ8TLU1h6Z9O30SoZppmRFOr6BQsTgvAsjcOvPw6LfUVQLSpmnyKPFV46620W7OOXNFeTuML7VyGpYZt1FGMmUPZ7kpbolEQB1xsML9XLNAmuyj8TTIhp4IrEzWuBqvtxPO5442uY9RoMqTIX5MQ2cLyiv388o9lIO3v3xcUdjoC6KuqPb4eIxVQPIbhdRyNdznImTND8AJ51Wy49iyZmbO4KFFRHBZqxndMQbQ5v6aGH2Bmyr2c31fudwwal3I89lO3v3xcUdjoC6KuqPb4eIxVQPIbhdRyNdznImTfND8AJ51Wy49iyZmbO4KFFRBZqxndMQbQ5v6aGH2Bmyr2c31fudwwal3IpkBqjK58v2a0vgBAdduwTMP6lX9OwMOvUtAeNFGCpi6MLktaBmN76iLS8pq6WGtnRpy3TBBucnEmhpanrt5q1fHdTIuH
+Played at Jane Remover's winter solstice, December 22 2021
+src 128kbps .mp3 -> reencoded .wav
+https://soundcloud.com/dltzk/dltzk-winter-solstice-122221 (link name won't update, sorry)
+Transcription: 

Take me to your room
Pick me apart
(Treat me) Treat me like I'm new
Tell me that I'm (?)
All I wanna be is your sunglasses
My favorite place is behind
Your six 'o clock shadow
Can't see the sun
Don't need it from now on
All I wanna be is your sunglasses
(All I wanna be is your sunglasses)
All I wanna be is your sunglasses
(All I wanna be is your sunglasses)
All I wanna be is your sunglasses

(All I wanna be is your sunglasses)

Jane Remover - BVpEAb3aXz6 ... (your sunglasses)

[Chorus: cat.flp]
Rosy cheeks, you taste so sweet
Like sprinkles on top
Stay with you, you'll stay with me
The rain to my drop
Listen to the pitter patter
On the housetop
Stay with you, you'll stay with me
The rain to my drop

[Chorus: cat.flp]
Rosy cheeks, you taste so sweet
Like sprinkles on top
Stay with you, you'll stay with me
The rain to my drop
Listen to the pitter patter
On the housetop
Stay with you, you'll stay with me
The rain to my drop

[Verse: cat.flp]
Knocking on my windowsill
And who could it be?
A girl with rain soaked purple hair
A jacket to her knees
Come play outside, it's storming out
It's not even that bad
I know it's cold but just be bold
There's much fun to be had

[Chorus: cat.flp]
Rosy cheeks, you taste so sweet
Like sprinkles on top
Stay with you, you'll stay with me
The rain to my drop
Listen to the pitter patter
On the housetop
Stay with you, you'll stay with me
The rain to my drop

[Chorus: cat.flp]
Rosy cheeks, you taste so sweet
Like sprinkles on top
Stay with you, you'll stay with me
The rain to my drop
Listen to the pitter patter
On the housetop
Stay with you, you'll stay with me
The rain to my drop

[Outro: cat.flp]
Rosy cheeks, you taste so sweet
Like sprinkles on top
Stay with you, you'll stay with me
The rain to my drop
Listen to the pitter pa—

come play in the rain!

my best friend

prod me
vox by me
samples https://soundcloud.com/flowerclub/stepbystep
https://soundcloud.com/sharkfish2005/bythetimeyoureadthisletter

"im sorry i've been missing your calls, i don't mean to do it, it's just that when i look at the phone im scared of answering"

LYRICS
i feel like flying but im stuck on the ground
and i've been for a while now
sometimes i sit in the grass and look up at the clouds
and i've been doing that for a while now

im sorry i missed ur call, i had distractions
im trying to move on from this without giving reactions
and i just hope u notice that i can't seem to focus
cause i've been stuck for a while now and i need to get out

sometimes i sit in the grass and look up at the clouds
and i've been doing that for a while now

oh no, will i ever get out
will i ever get out
will i ever get out
oh no, will i ever get out
will i ever get out

if i went and disappeared would u even bat an eye
i know that ur still mad at me but ill commit tonight 
it’s ur time i wasted, im complacent, it’s not me
but everyday i tell myself to tell u that im sorry

if i went and disappeared would u even bat an eye
i know that ur still mad at me but ill commit tonight 
it’s ur time i wasted, im complacent, it’s not me
but everyday i tell myself to tell u that im sorry

sometimes i sit in the grass and look up at the clouds
and i've been doing that for a while now

missed ur call

NOTES: very long personal song about dysphoria and psychosis

produced by me
with samples from holidaykiss, synthesized through openai jukebox
written by me
mixed/mastered by me

lyrics:
i saw the eyes of god in the moon
they looked at me and right past you
so you didn't catch his eye
and you still claim that it wasn't real
i saw the blood of god in the dunes
the craters give off platinum fumes
from a wound so deep i'd die
and you still claim that it wasn't real

its all plastic
you dont seem to care
this isnt lasting
it breaks, it bends, it tears

(very large instrumental buildup)

I TRIED TO UPHOLD THE TRADITION I SWEAR
YOU THINK YOU HAVE IT HARD? THIS IS MY LOAD TO BEAR
THERES NOTHING FOR TRAITORS
THERES NOTHING FOR ME
ASHAMED OF THE PARASITIC STRANDS I MUST WEAR
THEYRE TAKEN TO BLADE BUT THEY JUST DONT SEEM TO CARE
THERES NOTHING FOR TRAITORS
THERES NOTHING FOR ME

there is nothing

you'll never get to heaven - to be fair remix

@underscores
https://soundcloud.com/underscores/slb

underscores - spoiled little brat [wone flip]

spotify https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/user1776066691/and-i-can-still-imagine-every-little-motion-feat-tjweaver

i really missed you today
you were the first thing that i thought of when i shot awake
you looked so pretty the way 
you stayed so still in those pictures that u post on ur page

and i can still imagine every little motion
it makes my head spin i think i need a potion
too easy to not control it
i had a heart for a second think you stole it

you had a dream about me, a beautiful moment
i told you bout my tea its so important
its like you know me like you already know me
baby lets take a ride but take it slowly

and i can still imagine every little motion
it makes my head spin i think i need a potion
too easy to not control it
i had a heart for a second think you stole it

and i just wanna get to know you wanna get so close
and when i dress the way i like i hope you like my clothes
its so embarrassing how much i think i like you girl
and i just wanna get to know you wanna get so close

and i can still imagine every little motion

visuals: https://youtu.be/qX8WTGlsFLY

tracklist:
[REDACTED] - clay figure
hikaru purpose - mercy for us all
seaplanes - breaking apart
tjweaver - tofu
sglilyy - oceans apart
crafter2011 - imposter sandwich
marshall - well what if i don't wanna do it right back, huh? what then?????
makina ft. evangeline - lifeline
canopie - baseball season
austyn with a y - this will surely put an end to my abuse of underscores acapellas
[REDACTED] - gentle heart
user-177606669 - CRazy TRACK GUYS LiSTEN RIGHT NOW OMG !!!!! SO cool.....
moemoemoe - house alt (part1)
[REDACTED] - fl chan loves 2 bounce (unreleased)
neco arc - neco arc

DEUPLOAD 2

jay