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songs originally released under the name white silas (now ethel cain)

White Silas

A dream to work with the brilliant @Mothercain 🖤

tentillforever - w/ Ethel Cain (@mothercain)

White Silas - Apostate

White Silas - Stomping Ground (demo)

White Silas - No Rest For The Wicked

White Silas / Ethel Cain cover of poachers pride, originally from Nicole dollanganger's natural born losers

White Silas - Poachers Pride (Nicole Dollanganger cover)

acoustic demo found on Ethel Cain's tumblr

Ethel Cain - Western Nights (live demo)

Unreleased

Ethel Cain - Highway Horses

Ethel Cain ~ American Teenager *B-Sides*

Ethel Cain - Crush (early piano version)

The God - Ethel Cain

Verse 1]
Baby we're all out of places to go
Now that home's all gone
We burned that old son of a bitch down
We smashed out the windows and we pissed in the lawn 'cause
Happy's always been the dream
But we need to start waking up
I could follow you out there, but just hold on

[Chorus 1]
(Wait, just stay)
Your face is all fucked up from taking the world by the teeth
And there's blood on your hands, you don't know whose it is
Oh baby, come back in

[Spoken]
I've always wondered why bad things happen to good people
But then you told me you know I'm a good person and you've always been a bad thing
So now I wonder if those good people are really all that good
And if these bad things are really all that bad
I mean, all I really know nowadays is I've got you and you've got me and everything else
I don't know
I don't know anymore
I don't know

[Chorus 2]
That white horse is long gone
But we're moving on
We just keep moving on

independence day - ethel cain

Sex Change

Strangers (Vyva Melinkolya Demo)

none_of_its_truei_dont_believe_you

Same words, different world.

There was a time when the world was quiet. Or maybe it wasn’t the world—maybe it was just me. I remember the silence, the kind that wasn’t empty but full, the kind that settled softly like dusk over a slow-moving river. Back then, my mind was still a place I could rest in, not a storm I had to survive.

It must have started as a whisper, a small ripple in the stillness, something I thought would pass. But it grew until it became everything. Now, the quiet feels like something I dreamed, something too distant to be real. I chase it, reach for it in the rare moments when the chaos slows.

And I am left here, a drift in the wind, unable to remember what it felt like to simply be.

Sometimes, late at night, when the world is half-asleep, I almost hear it again. A memory of silence, pressed between heartbeats, between the ticking of the clock and the sigh of the wind against the glass. But it never stays. The storm always finds its way back, tearing through my thoughts, scattering them like leaves in a wind I cannot stop.

I wonder - was I ever truly at peace, or was it only the absence of knowing what would come? And if I was, if that silence was real, is it lost forever? Or is it waiting for me somewhere, just beyond the horizon?

I remember the silence (rework)

WHEN IT HAPPENS, ILL BE THERE 
OUT JUNE 11TH

I heard you tried to sell your soul baby
You tried to sell your soul
I heard you tried to sell your soul baby
You have no self control

You have no self-control
No self control, no self control

I’ve been trying to sell my soul
But I can’t let go
I’ve been trying to pull away
But it won’t let go
Jesus I pray
Take it away

I’ve been trying to sell my soul
But I can’t let go
I’ve been trying to pull away
But it won’t let go

Shout out White Silas btw
https://twitter.com/herwhitesilas

Sell Your Soul (feat. White Silas)

the never-ending quest to remain stimulated

Sell Your Soul (feat. White Silas)

Gutter Punk

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because, ghosts.

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