insane @ the p4rty ft. x0x0jolyne (prod. genshi)

I'm so sck of fndin lov :/
cntless </3 hrt my head
i cnt fckn stnd it
break my trust but i still fckn lov u
i cnt do this anymor
i jst wanna stab my heart
i cnt do this anymor
i cnt do this anymor

wste my time on fckn repeat
you never evn cared
fake my fckn offline status
i jst wnt you to notice

i dnt knw wut to do
im so sck of tryng
im alwys in the wrng
no matter how hrd i try

ik im alwys jealous
alwys obsess w u
the thoughts cnt stop though
nd i wsh u'd thnk ab me
leavin me did not help
said u care but u did not
said u care but u still left
prmised me but it still broke

alwys siding w ur friends
even though all i wanted was ur lov
made me feel so insecure
even though all i wanted was ur care

i jst wnt u bck in my lyfe
i miss the times we had
its only been a single day
but i still fckin miss u
im so sick its my head
im so hrt im so x_x
but i still miss u
but i still miss u

I'm so sck of fndin lov :/
cntless </3 hrt my head
i cnt fckn stnd it
break my trust but i still fckn lov u
i cnt do this anymor
i jst wanna stab my heart
i cnt do this anymor
i cnt do this anymor

ps. this is a very old song of mine that i decide to recreate and release again fyi

i'm so sick of finding love [asecoamy & keomi]

@user-750092194
@disoc8
@osm1cx
@k1lltr4sh

Lyrics: 

503scoob: 

Babe I'm broke- 
Babe I'm broke I buy synthetic pills
She ask me if they feel alright
Baby yeah they feel real
They're the best that my money can buy 
Swear they'll get you stupid fried
Living like a star, tonight I'll show you why I get high

I swear anxiety is killing me 
It's creeping in my closet
I swear it's tryna freak me out
Synthetic pills in my mouth
Ain't even wash them down 
And I been coughing up blood
I think I might tap out

Scarly: 

walk in who tf r u idk 
and i’m lit af got these LVs all over my clothes 
got 2 emo bitches cutting lines and doing coke 
and i don’t listen to ur music ur a joke
walk into the party in all black just like im emmitt till 
all these bitches wanna fuck i text em back and say that’s real
make her wet just like seal 
poppin bottles til they’re gone 
takin models to my car 
that’s just what i’ve been on

Disoc8: 

Poppin bottles in my room
Like baby we don’t take it slow
Grinding grinders in my room 
Were smoking weed were smoking dope 

Drinking alcohol and smoking weed 
Cause baby that’s my only hope
Its the only way to cope

Fucked up in my bedroom 
Slash my wrist slash my wrist in a red room 
Drinking shit drinking shit cause I have to 
Don’t give a shit baby you should go and kill yourself

503scoob: 

I swear anxiety is killing me 
It's creeping in my closet
I swear it's tryna freak me out
Synthetic pills in my mouth
Ain't even wash them down 
And I been coughing up blood
I think I might tap out

Osm1c: 

anxiety is killing me 
i just wanna go to sleep
monsters gonna catch me in my dreams
spiders crawling on my skin crawling on my walls
me and scoob and tr4sh smoking blunts until we fall

fuck it we rocking in vip
catch me w my skinny jeans yea u know we pourin up a 3
rocking shades on in the club ya bitch i cant see
pretty skinny bitch please just manipulate me

K1lltr4sh:

Bby I’ll turn to a statistic
Wit these wrist they slitted 
Im fucked up I admit it
Im fucked up I admit it 
N u say u want my digits 
Yk I love my bitches
I woke up on the wrong side
Now I can’t sleep tonight 
Come in my room and you’ll see red
I’m fucked up in the head
Anxiety got me dead 
Don’t wna wake up again 
I wna sleep till the night ends
Bby I’m a hikko
Bby I’m a sicko
But can you save me tho

503scoob: 

I swear anxiety is killing me 
It's creeping in my closet
I swear it's tryna freak me out
Synthetic pills in my mouth

Synthetic Pills w/Scarly, Disoc8, Osm1c & K1lltr4sh 💊 (Aki)

d1nxo: @reald1nxo
Instagram: www.instagram.com/d1nxo__/
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/38AooNeaCKs3HBwHJ2oMWg

GIBBBY: @g1bbby
Instagram: www.instagram.com/gibxby/
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/6JQfWKWqQqGNr8Dh0mRvmg

UpVampin: @grimm19988
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/1g8NkGvQRryFDWz8CXLIR1
Instagram: www.instagram.com/upvampin/

4rde: @4rde
Instagram: www.instagram.com/4rd3e/
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/7rb3y5pPUxG0nX1iRF5Zlc

Core Of The Scene + gibbby +  UpVampin + 4rde

prod me (:

Credits:
@1lav
@hateoryx

LYRICS:
LAVENDR:
i don't feel like i'm alright 
too much shit up in my head 
tell that bitch to suck it up
off these drugs i'm feeling sane
yeah i said a lot of shit 
but just leave it in the past
don't know if it's love or hate
either way i'm feeling stressed

yeah i'm in the club 
tell that bitch to suck my dick
off these pills i'm feeling numb 
oh my god i feel so sick
yeah my head's full of bricks
i don't give a shit 
off these drugs i'm going numb
in the club i'm getting lit stupid bitch

(x2)
i'm so fucked up
pussies tryna talk, acting up
mess it up
talking shit so we pulling up, fuck em up
i'm off these drugs
can't give a fuck
bitch i'm posted up
popping shit we gon' fuck it up

HATEORYX:
bitch i fuck it up, smoking blunts in the parking lot
im so high that im nodding off, i just know that im popping off
hit the cart and i cought a lot, do my dance & they sit n watch
hit an opp they gon lay n rot, im with lavendr fuck it uuuuup

my heart is cold, all this shit is getting old
all particles, str8 up scattered round the room
now were all doomed n the end is coming soon
just know that im always watching youu!!

LAVENDR:
(x2)
i'm so fucked up
pussies tryna talk, acting up
mess it up
talking shit so we pulling up, fuck em up
i'm off these drugs
can't give a fuck
bitch i'm posted up
popping shit we gon' fuck it up

FUCK IT UP

SPOTIFY

FUCK IT UP! +HATEORYX

BDSM w/Ryyd3r & electrnc/sed:/ (Aki)

jesus piece w/ disoc8 and luvhex prod l0n35t4r

pupsies + @1stress

i try and take this all the time
its just ive been with you so long
cmon, u dont really mean it
along the lines we just fell off..
carved a hole into my chest
baby u can cut the rest
but sometimes when im up real late
i think about my flesh u ate
i wonder if its me u hate
but i dont see hiw that cld be true
i knkw that ur just fed up
with everything that u have to do
u tell me u love me
then baby tell me why we fight
loving js means nothing to you
u keep me awake at night
crying allmy tears
wondering jf itll be alright
lets just stick it out
we can make up, we can make it right
u tell me u love me
then baby tell me why we fight
loving js means nothing to you
u keep me awake at night
crying allmy tears
wondering jf itll be alright
lets just stick it out
we can make up, we can make it right
(1stress part)
(repeat chorus)

I STILL LOVE YOU + 1stress (takuori) **ON SPOTIFY**

prod @1lav
feature @winterdollx

@gutzxx

I got razors in my pockets
bullets piercing through your body
and your so fucking pretty
when your bleeding from your arteries 
your so hard not to watch
and im stalking you my love
and I see you through your phone
just to know where you are
she likes to self destruct
shes picking at her scars
and she such a fucking nightmare
but that's why im in love
your so cute when your stressed
put a knife inside your chest
your so fucking suicidal 
with your heart inside your hand

@winterdollx

posted with the scarecrows
shoot u in ur fucking dome
bitch u know i fuck it up
im addicted i cant get enough
im fucked up
molly in my cup
salt all in my cut
bitch ill stab you in the gut
sick lullaby
hate it when u say goodbye
you know that bodies mine
drink up baby sip that wine

fuck, yea she wanna fuck
coke in her nose im like wtf

sick lullaby 
sick lullaby, ha


@gutzxx

I keep razors in my pockets
cut your body im not bluffing
I got messed up fucking thoughts
and ill leave u fucking trembling
your so hard not to watch
and im falling apart
lock you upside the dark baby gon make a snuff
im fucked I know im fucked up in the head 
leave my body down to rest
cuz im better of dead
im stalking you through 
your mother fucking phone 
and if you ever leave me 
ill put a bullet in your dome

I got razors in my pockets
bullets piercing through your body
and your so fucking pretty
when your bleeding through your arteries 
your so hard not to watch
and im stalking you my love
and I see you through your phone
just to know where you are
she likes to self destruct
shes picking at her scars
and she such a fucking nightmare
but that's why im in love

pathetic w/ winter

prod. me
master. @angelicamori
feat. @disoc8

life is so meaningless

lyrics:
@disoc8

everything's so fucking bleak
my life is just a chore
rotting in my sheets
can u take me to a morgue
i feel like a freak
i'm shaking from withdrawals
(blood)drying in my sleeves
and my wrists are fucking sore

my life's in black and white
and i panic till i vomit
if i said i could provide
bby i was so dishonest
i dnt wanna go outside
i wanna fucking die
me n u forever bby double suicide

if my life was a movie it would prolly be a scary one
i feel so alone i'll do anything for anyone
chop til i see bone, i just wanna see my skeleton
oh my god im so alone and im so hated by everyone

@misalivee

and i wont talk tough bitch yk i play for keeps
imma kill myself u can catch me in the streets
post traumatic alcoholic bfc on me
and i dont know the fuck is ever wrong with me
and i wont act tough and i cant act up
tell me what what you want n imma get u fucked up
and i just want to know what the fuck that ive done
to make you hate me so i just wna get it done

what the fuck is wrong with me ++disoc8

mixed and mastered by @cholorofilm
prod. teeth
w/ @cholorofilm , @winterdollx

stress:
suicidal overdose girl u played my <3 :(
im on liveleak showin off showin off my scars
if u wanna self sabotage bby ride w me
ill mutilate ur face if u ever try to leave me <3

this ones for u u stupid whore
did u rly think i liked u i threw u in the morgue xD
im so insecure do u rly love mE???
bby ill ruin ur life if u ever try to leave me

welcome to my horror show they said tht u were comatose
i rly h8 my life but i h8 u ur a stupid hoe
i wna disassociate from everything i kno
if im the only one u luv bby i already kno:3
winter:
prettiest girl in the morgue
when i taste you i want more
living dead girl (yea)
its a shame she's a whore

got me begging for more
bloody stains on her skirt
its myself i want to hurt
when you drag me through the dirt

cholorofilm:
young violet, omg shes dead
too much xnx, waiting for ma death
got tha crucifixes, cut ma arm im uselesss
blood is driving feelings i think i blacked out
cut ma body up in half, u wont hear from me again
talkin shit online, u a bitchass, bitchass fan
i been makin bands in ma sleep, u are next to them
fuckin bite me, welcome to the horror motel

pathetic w/ winter

gutzxx

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